Wednesday, March 31, 2004youre why i smilehappy birthday huizhen!! :D chemistry.lab.haha was kinda fun.nabi and i added like everything into the hydrochloric acid.erm lets see.fivemagnesiumribbons.a lot of copper oxide.a lot of calcium oxide.and the whole test tube was sizzling like mad lahs :) physics.lab.okay.mrs ang did this door experiment thingie.and she went 'so sean, how was it when you did it with wanling, easy or difficult?' and the whole class went mad with laughter alright.haha :) pe.OH MAN! -looks at sarah, ling and isabel haha.i went crazy alright. hes did like erm so many pull ups.and the way he does pull ups is like super charming?? :D i kept err screaming? :/ his body is really nice. `mesmerized. it reminded me of the past. times when we used to walk past the pull up bars after recess and i'll always bug him to do me one pull up.just one would do.but he always never wanted to. times when he did seventeen pull ups just because its our number gone- recess.was queuing for chicken rice with tsemin and shes like telling me all about singapore american school guys.how cute and shuai they are.haha. english.miss hia kept scolding me lahs.cause i was like yakking away with shibin eileen and eugene? haha. history.LEEMENGCHOO entered me for self study programme.ahhh.freak it :( the whole lesson was just presentations.yawns. class contact.didnt do much.just designed the buskerton logo. bell rang.me tsemin eugene chia pris cheong off to jurong point to get huizhens present done. really cheong alright. bought her cake and card then cabbed to holland village and that tsemin arh.kept couping my oreo brownie earthquake on the cab. its damn yummy by the way :) met qingzhen at burgerking.prepared everything and got huizhen over. sang birthday song.cut cake.gave her the dcp shirt we got for her. started cell.was so slack today lahs. busy scribbling stuff on foolscraps the whole time. went off to buy maryandmarthas present. bought them twopinkdaisies and twocowpencils :) its their birthday tomorrow! on aprilsfool.haha. its real late now.no idea why i came online too. am feeling tired.gonna hit the beds soon. i ate a lot today!! :( ahh so sinful. pigged out. sighs. packed my lugguage a little. was too lazy to continue. todays kinda boring in all? just a little upset dont ask me why. ive got nothing to say already. guess this is it. nights all. `there is no finish line 11:59 PM Tuesday, March 30, 2004i'll never stop until youre minewas all so sleepy this morning.slept in late you see. i loved assembly today :) it was so nice cause hes sitting in front? :) nicee. e maths.was copying homework from tsemin.mr ganesans making gradient sound so confusing? :| chinese.two loong period.dreadd.the whole higher chinese class was super pissed with mdmshi today lahs.especially tsemin joanne eunice.haha.their faces were like all red alright :\ chill gals! :) chapel.ling and i were doing some stupid stuff again lahs. -glares at ling recess.had chicken rice again.with a lot a lot of black sauce that karo went 'wahh min.soooo much black sauce arh???' haha :) just realised that karo has a very nice complexion? karo and i were on this mission.so we went to wait for that guy outside his class but it was like the third bell but he never showed up? decided to ran off for our lessons.mission failed :( biology lab! soo fun ya.the chopping and smashing of applesgrapespearstomatoesbananasss :) and in the end chialing and i was the last group to get it done.was like rushing to wash the apparatus cause the bell rang like so long ago. a maths.miss lees a little pms-ish again.lesson was boring.busy craving the digit seventeen on my desk.oops.think its called erm vandalism? :| dont care lahs. english.johnstons presentation was hell funny! oh man the whole class was hysterical alright.his accent is so comical.jiawei also.another joker.haha :) bell rang.the tzones cheesecake was good :) did homework with eugene in the canteen.was seriously so shagged tired exhausted EVERYTHING :\ eugene did my lijiewenda for me and i did his zuowen. went tzone again.had melted cheese bread.eugene was like teaching me how to play chinese chess.erm its like kinda difficult.with all the bings mas ches baos blahblah.he won the game in less than a minute.haha :) went back.saw him in the canteen.oops :( hope he doesnt get the wrong idea.hmmmm. sheranne is freaking funny lah.she went around asking guys to be her stead.despo! should have seen junyis and glenns face alright.super funny.that constipated expression :D hahah and she keeps saying 'lemmao' hahaha. -smiles at sheranne didnt pass up any piece of homework in the end.was very tired to go on.decided to leave. was walking out of school with eugene.then we passed the band room and saw all the shoes outside.and this evil thought just creeped on us lahs.we took shibins newbalance shoes and hid it at a blindspot with a note 'Gotcha!' in it.haha. cabbed back. home. i finally saw him online just now.like since so long. didnt talk :( as usual.wells. okay now hes off. went over to my grands place just. its my grand dads birthday! happy birthday ah gong! :D was helping my cousins with their homework. the food was great by the way :) jim and jeri my two cute little baby cousins were playing in the courtyard. and i went over to see what theyre doing with all the rocksandflowersandtwigsandsoil they were playing with.they looked up and said 'mindy jie jie, we're playing pasar malam' oh man.damn cute lahs. so i played along with them and went 'oh really.i wanna buy your stuff' :) and they said 'can, but you cannot buy with money you know' i was like 'erm then?' then they pointed at that pile of dried leaves they collected from the under the mango tree :) hahah :) :) oh yeah CONGRATS TO C DIV AGAIN!! :D they won angmokiosec so theyre now top 8 in nationals :) you girls rockk! its now 1158.chatting with ling online.shes doing her brochure.haha poor thing :) staring at his offline status.. wondering whats he doing now. sleeping? :) okays.time for me to go. oh and i did my e maths homework! :) wahh feel so guai huh? haha crap. ta tas :) -i wont let you go. `there is no finish line 11:59 PM Monday, March 29, 2004im more than a girl looking for her dreamspop by for a quick one. ahhh.my handphones going goonish.it keeps dying on me everynowandthen :| so irritating.aargh! theres LOTS of homework. namely chinese homework.and i cant find my ce yan er worksheet :| okay and i still have onezuowen, oneyingyongwen, and fourchangwensuoduan ! : so bye. `there is no finish line 9:32 PM the mask of happiness i cant get myself outta bed today.belle was like screaming my name and tugging my arm that i finally did :) washed up.took a loong time clipping up my hair as usual.and my dad was yelling for me to get in his car cause its already seven :| gave nessie sherri and jing their cookie cakes i bought for them :) :) happy belated birthday girls! :D biology.miss lims on mc.and tsemin was telling me and isabel all about the eye 2.it sounded so freaky alright.isabel and i were like 'oh my gawd'.haha and we decided to go catch it after school on thursday :) cantwaitcantwait. and perfect.all three of us didnt touch a single bit of the assigned work cause we were too caught up in the ghost stories :/ hee. a maths.tsemin gone madd lah.she kept singing and singing songs :| physics.yakking with yi ma, da gu and gan nu er.nicee.we kept stealing yi mas cookie cake.pinching bits off the edge and popping them into our mouths when miss ong wasnt looking.haha :) ahh.okay kept looking at him lahs.saw the heavens each time he smiled alright :) :) perrrfect. recess.chicken rice plus egg plus nugget plus lotsa black sauce + soyabean with pearls :) yumm. chem.was caught in this human traffic jam with sherri at the stairs.everyones everywhere.and we saw this sec one boy carrying this super big toothbrush.its like soo big.around our height? and we started going hysterical.haha :) computer lesson.was with lejing :) i just love her lahs :D like half of the time we're laughing.and shes real horny mind ya. e maths.and tsemin started singing again.aargh.started on a chapter called erm inequalities.quite alright. class contact.class commitee airtime.that alina arh.kept using her pink pen to draw on my arm.hehe. school ends. i totally forgot about prayer meeting until eugene called me? :| okay so went for prayer meeting. then t zone with sam foo.pigging out again.roti prata plus curry plus cheese bread plus koo. -burps. then went library to get the brochure done with. BUT there wasnt any com available so we just decided to cook up some crap story for miss hia tomorrow lahs :) went home after. sherri trimmed her hair! looks kinda weird? :| never trim nicer :) returned that nike dogtag to calvin.hengchuan and him were like suaning my leg big time?? :/ ahh. -stares feeling happy today!! :D because..because of.. lotsa stuff :) hee. secret. [locked eyes.magical moment] im just FREAKING HAPPY lahs :D `there is no finish line 6:18 PM Sunday, March 28, 2004the miles just keep rollingahh.oh my.im all teary now. just watched darrens and evelyns wedding on television. my heart just melted alright.theyre soooo sweet :D the vows.the aisle.the rings.the kisses.the white roses.the banquet. everythings so perfect :) hmm.went orchard with eugene.he was twentyminutes late :/ we sat on the floor and were like doing homework in the train.so bumpy. shopped around.had lunch. finally bought him his birthday present.erm like two months late? :| its this really nice billabong pencilcase :) and also bought jing nessie and sherris presents.all belated :| went starbucks.the male cashier looks so cutee! :) but eugene say he isnt.no taste.hehe. the both of us are soo in love with this super duper cool quiksilver jeans!! :D its damn nice i tell ya. we went to try it out and stuffs.its way cool alright.i sooo love it! :) :) my sis came to fetch me.gave eugene a lift too. went choa chu kang with my parents.when there to erm sweep my ancestors grave? the suns freaking hot lahs.was like sweating and everything. oh and i saw my newborn niece.shes damn cute lahs :) !!!!! small small chubby chubby one. but she dont quite like me i guess.i carried her and she started crying :( and when i returned her to her dad, she smiled :/ hmph.baby shi min doesnt too like aunty mindy huh. oh man.auntie mindy!i sound sooo old? :( then it started to pour.like real heavily? and we were stucked in my dads car in a traffic jam for like 30 minutes? :/ and my mum just had to piss me off :\ AND my dad was panicking cause his petrol ran lowwww.and he said in no time the car cant move at all.and my mum went 'that means we have to push the car home?' and we all went 'ahhhh!!' thank God we made to the a petrol station :) phew. wenta my aunts place for dinner.she sure is a good cook man.as in, erm i cant stop eating her braised duck? :) and my mum.she won lottery AGAIN.like how lucky can she get man :) and the best thing is that.. she gave me ahundredbucks on top of my allowance :D woohoo. alright here i am back home. chatting with joce online.shes a evil polar alright :) polars and cows cant communicate for nuts lah.we always end up bickering :) stupid girl.haha -looks at joce :) okayy.im leaving for china in another hmm five days time!!! :D :D yipee.just cant wait :) better start packing soon. oh yeah.like last night.shahidah messaged me. 'hey min.theres someone in miss singapore universe who has the same name as you!! mindy ng!! im serious.and i almost choked on the potato chips i was eating' :) haha.shah.i almost died laughing lahs. and just this morning.she messaged again 'hey min.you know the girl i told you last night on miss singapore universe that has the same name as you? mindy ng?? she got kicked out already' and i almost died laughing again :) :) haha. its monday tomorrow! i so cant wait to see him :D I SO CANT WAIT hahaha got tired of staring at his pictures already :) feeling slightly happier :) but yet that excess bagguage at the back of my head is still there. has been always there no idea of what to do. someone show me the way? i know what i want and i want you. `there is no finish line 10:31 PM staring at these four walls again just had a nice warm bath. munching seaweed chips now. guess im all chilled down after letting it all out -points down smile min :) i feel like ringing up pals up for a chat. well figured out that everyones at church :( simple plans freaking nice lahs :D love perfect :) love im just a kid :) love addicted :) love crash and burn :) love i'd do anything :) love i wont be there :) love dont wanna think about you :) niceee songs alright okay im running late byeee. *and you seem so far away `there is no finish line 11:01 AM and your hands they shake with goodbyes its 929 in the morning. got up just a while ago. im feeling messed up? :| took off my bandage last night. the swelling's still a little evident. and it still does hurt a little. but im not gonna care lahs.probably go back on court sometime next week :) AND. my dad came back from work like 11 oclock last night. so we didnt go have seafood dinner but rather NASI LEMAK :| haha. my parents are really concerned about the taiwan election.they would be watching CNN the whole time and stuff.like whats so nice about it.all they show on the screens are just people rioting and protesting :| im in a bad mood now. -roarr im like hitting my keyboards real hard lahs freak it. i mean FREAK IT. i hate it. i hate it when you SCOLD me over everything. i hate it when you say im yours when im NOT. i hate it when FORCE me to do things i DONT wanna do. i hate it when you TALK to me. i hate the way you SPEAK. i hate the way you do EVERYTHING. i hate YOU. im not your DARLING im not your SWEETIE im not even YOURS, hello. ARGHHH. you just irksome alright. get lost. blasting hold on by good charlotte. im feeling destructive. freak it. screw it. love me. hate me. i dont care. i dont give a damn anymore. `there is no finish line 10:12 AM Saturday, March 27, 2004oh great.my parents are bringing me out for seafood dinner! :)dont needa eat instant noodles already :) yeah :) :) just wenta this website.kinda cool.it calculates how much youre worth. and im worth $1,425,630.00 :) im quite expensive huh :) hee anyone wanna buy me? -looks around no hands? sheesh.. sad :( hehe.joking lahs :) wanna know how much youre worth? click here `there is no finish line 8:43 PM why did two lovers end up like strangers when did we stop see eye to eye was chilling out at the playground at marsiling with nessie shah kim tiffanys haida.we bought chips cereals apple juices everything.everyone was pigging out lahs. and haida pulled me down the slide cause i kept peeping at her and her boyfriend :) hee.i kept laughing nonstop after that? :| head down to fu chun sec.waited a long long time before we managed to get a court at si ling pri cause the one at fu chun sec wasnt available. played full court game.think everyone did great. took goalkeeper for one quarter.at the start of the next my feet was hurting already.subbed out :( rested by the side. thrashed them 44-9 :)) the fu chun people are so unfriendly alright.kept giving us that face :| uhhh. left.decided not to go church today cause of my feet.ahh shouldnt have played lah? went causeway point.me nessie shah and kim bought oldchangkee. ive been eating like nonstop lahh.stuffing myself up with food :/ watch it mindy. -grins* okay okay shant eat anymore. went back.shah nessie and me sat on the floor of the mrt though there were seats :/ talked about school results life blahblahblah.and boom.then its clementi already. met andrew at the bus stop.its been three years and he still looks the same man.same haircut.same specs.didnt go up to say hi or anything.doubt he still remembers me lahs.we just walked past each other. back home.been stoning in front of the com for the past 4 hours. im bored. well ness says that im quite cold to --------- today. yes i was.but i just cant stand that person lahs? uurgghh. ah freak it.im feeling hungry again. -slaps myself and my kitchens as empty as ever. alright shall settle for instant noodles :| like i believe by blessed unions of souls is so damn nice? :) and also always by blink 182 :) and also stop crying your heart out by oasis :) niceeeee. okay erm im missing someone now. that someone. like a lot. sighhs. going off now -to have a nice clean bath -to cook my tomyaminstantnoodles -to start with weekend homework :) :) err.the last one not too sure lahs. byee! and oh ya. happy belated birthday darren! :) `there is no finish line 8:01 PM Friday, March 26, 2004and the world cant stop uswas reading that note before assembly started.tore it up.`you still dont understand.. :/ history.spent the whole period doing up the mahjong paper.oh rather spent the whole period staring at him lahs.erms.haha a maths.miss lees a bit weird today.sat with shengyang.his baby photo is so cute lahs.chubby chubby one :) e maths.yes yes.was made to stand again :| and mr ganesan scolded again :| uurgh. and he had to like redo the whole book?? oh man.poor thing :( recess.the soya sauce potatoes from the chinese rice stall are so yummy! :) and i so love drinking soya bean with pearls. chemistry.was asking everyone around me to help me with the coffee surveys :) his group presented.he presented.cant help but stare? :) the powerpoint that nats group did was so nicee! :) was our turn to present.chia and ling did the talking.tsemin jing and me just stayed at the labtop.kana scolded by mrs ang :\ blah.was compling the survey results after.didnt listen much. and he still likes mocha :) r&d.was group discussion.had fun lahs. orca.like everyone didnt know where to go and stuff.ended up in miss luahs class listening to her lecture us.oh man :she left the class.linus mother and sam got things organised for buskerton.who goes where and stuff. went t zone with sherri and eileen :) we got free cheesecake! :) and sherris sucha pig lah.she ate three toasts :\ just sat at the mini table yakking away with my dearest da gu and gan nu er :)) then walked around school with eileen.chatting ups. library.went to do the english brochure with sam foo.aargh didnt manage to complete it. went down court.played a little shooting.then it started to pour so heavily.was like snacking in the canteen.there were two sax players from band playing their saxs.beautiful music.think people who play sax are way cool? zhengrong does.my baby does :) mum called.she booked a cab for me to get me home.how nice :) yucky.my mum made me this weird drink lahs. its black. it tastes sucky. erm.like a combination of almond.sugarcane.ginseng.blahblahBLAH. bitterrr.and she wants me to finish that big cup of it. ahhh.its been on my com table since 730.and nows 945 :) would just ran to the sink and empty it when my mums not looking lahs :) :) ermm okay.my ca1 grades are more or less out. freaking dead.mostly Cs and Ds.you know what i mean. gotta buck up man. my bills came yesterday.and as usual my mum screamed at me lahs.seventyeightplusbucks.called up m1 to change my plan :) the 1000 free sms one.yupps. its friday! like hooray man.weekends :) this week had been a hectic week all in all. so, decided to pamper myself for today.not gonna touch any homework! :) and just slack. gotta meet the team at marsiling mrt station at 830 in the morning tomorrow.for some friendly match with erm i forgot the schools name. aargh cant sleep in late :( okayy.ending this here. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. `there is no finish line 9:57 PM Thursday, March 25, 2004but its a deadendenglish was dead boring lah.was so glad when we were called out for health screening :) i forgot all about my health booklet! :| was like yakking with the gang while waiting for our turns.okay and we came up with this erm family tree thingie :) jeraldine >>> baby :) me >>> mummy :) tsemin >>> yi ma :) sherri >>> da gu :) i so love my daughter lahs :) :) shes like damn CUTE. and she keeps bugging me for milk :/ haha.i'll always say wait. cause still manufacturing.HAHA :) and we share the same genes ya noe. we both have weird bones.as in we both have freaky elbows lahs. -winks at baby :) health screening.took eye sight check.backbone check.checkcheckcheck.nothing much. went out.and everyone hid my black slippers! :/ i was like screaming my head off asking them to return me. and one minute they say the guys threw it down the building the next they say they threw it in the bin. and? in the end? they hid it under some ledge thingie and the other under alinas butt. bravo man :/ went back to english class.just 10 minutes and the bell rang :) hee. chinese class.everyone was like outside the chinese room asking everyone whether everyone was going for the china trip. most arent :( but sherrianne and jeraldine are going :) yayy! nessie too! cause of her pro chinese grades, shes has the opportunity to go for the trip.cool huh? :) okay.we played games cause the 3Bs went for health screening so half the class is like empty.some chinese riddle thingie.and eunice is like so pro at it lah.B3 for chinese! :) ? went down latelateLATE for recess.ate the chinese food stall as usuals. waiting outside biology room.martin and me were acting retard? :) and stupid limtsemin.she grabbed my tie and started running all over the place :\ aargh.i so wanted to kill that yi ma alright.was chasing her erm with my sprained ankle.was surprised that i could actually run.hehe. biology.enzymesenzymesenzymes.the whole period was on lock and key hypotosis.miss lim passed us food products.actually wanting us to look at the nutritional value chart but it defeated the purpose.everyone was eating the seaweedsbiscuitssweets up lahs :) physics lab.zhen rong was playing with the tap the whole time? tying the rubber thingie into knots, opening and closing the tap blahBLAHblah :| physics was boringg lahs. history.LEEMENGCHOO was sitting in a niceeee position lah :D starestarestare. and oh B4 for my CA1 :) ? dingdongbell. hectic ! went for prayer group :) then com lab to search stuff for chem project. then canteen to do work. erm must like pass up one biography and two book reviews to miss hia? :/ i took years to finish the biography lahs.and eugene did the book review for me.haha :) thanks a lot ya.but he kept crapping lah.he and his violent thoughts. the juniors are so sweet! they did for sherri and nessie two big birthday cards.with their wishes and everything inside.and sang them birthday songs :) hehe.and they were like really touched.yupps! CONGRATS C DIV !! :D they won their first national match today.23-18. against the east zone champs.which is katong convent.what a feat :) went dover for dinner with eugene.ate chicken rice with iced milo. we both still felt hungry so we er ate cheese pratas on top of that? what pigs. cabbed home.was touched by eugenes testimony :) okay am now rushing chemistry project. doing up the powerpoint slides. aargh.i so suck at it lah. its so plain and everything. oh and my ankles feeling much better :) dont feel too happy today? again? like why? i dont know? well wells. im off. bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye? ______and so i think. `there is no finish line 10:41 PM Wednesday, March 24, 2004so tell medid you fall from a shooting star one without a permanent scar and did you miss me while youre looking for yourself out there mdmxuhui announced that the higher chinese class is going to china for this exchange programme during the june holidays!! :D :D havent asked my parents about it yet.but i'll be like going china next week.so dont know whether if they would let me go. twochinatrips in erm twomonths? chem.that test was difficult lah.last nights mugging didnt work :| but all thanks to karo :) she sat down with me and explained all the equations stuff to me before school.think i kinda know a bit lahs.but mrs ang said times up and i totally havent touch the second page?? :\ :/ -gone case. physics.was crapping with lejing on the way to lab :) oh my that girl is just so nicee lahs.lesson was boringboringboring.and mindys just dazingdazingdazing. nabi told me this A B C D thingie.that B like A, C like B thingiesss? think i can figure out whos who.mmmhmm. pe.took height and weight. ARGH!!!!! I PUT ON WEIGHT!!!! :( like so much? fatfatfatfatfatfat must be those chocolates lahh. -looks at calvin aarghhhhh. okay like everyone ran hurdles today.i soo wanted to run lahs. i missing running. recess.oops! i totally forgot about the china trip briefing! :/ was like eating with karo.chatting ups. english.nothing much. history.blahblahblah. LEEMENGCHOOs on her usual pms swing. alrights.thirteen for the test.was kinda pleased :) fairfieldconnect.was walking with fiona to the hall.and we found out that we both have really similiar music tastes :) we both love drops of jupiter.falls on me.calling all angels.come clean :) yupps! hehehe.and we were like singing drops of jupiter the whole time. -looks at fiona was like the last class to get into the hall.sat right in front. found the talk meaningful. the thought that i actually can provide one child his pocket money for the day just by getting someone to donate one dollar spurs me on. matthew chay:oh man the speaker looks like gay pang. min:haha.at least he doesnt wear such tightfit shirts as him lahs :) :) school ends.went clementi kfc for cell with tsemin eugene huizhen. played a game.we were supposed to get each other something meaningful within 30 minutes and it must be below threebucks. so we went around everywhere.searching and buying stuff. `jess got huizhen [glowinthedarkstars] :) `huizhen got tsemin [biscuits] :) `tsemin got jess [fiveapples] :) `faith got eugene [alightbulbandamangodrink] :) `eugene got me [abottleofsweets] :) `i got faith [threereddaisies] :) so nice right? and we made each other cards too. eugene made me this very nice red card with my big name on one side and his message on the other :) cell ended. stayed back to study. and wanna say a BIGTHANKYOU to eugene. hes damn patient teaching me e maths.i cant for nuts understand questionsix and he spent like 20 minutes repeating it to me till i finally got it :) could like see that hes gonna puke bloodd anytime lahs. and stupidtsemin.kept suaning me.haha. went back at 8. i felt jealous? whats with those stabs of jealousy? i felt down? whats with those thoughts? i felt happy? whats with those extremes? okay ive got lotslotsLOTS of homework to do. byee. `there is no finish line 10:13 PM Tuesday, March 23, 2004so tell me whyyoure giving up this fight sis drove me to school.signed in at the general office.hmm.the ladys really nice.very friendly and everything. went for bio class.my sis helped me in.the class was like so horny cause of some concept miss lim tried to use to get the class to understand all about how enzymes work :/ and he was laughing real hard lahs.and im gonna say the four letter word again. soo C-U-T-E! :) took forever to climb up the stairs.like four levels?? okay and now everyone is like making fun of my leg.aargh. a maths.was fine.nothing much. english.down four levels.hate it.didnt pay attention to miss hia at all lahs.we girls were looking at each others diaries and stuff. yakking with eileen.find that we are very much in the same boat?? oh wells.cheers eileen, we hang on there together alright? -winks* :) got 21 for my english.was so happy.its been loong time since ive gotten a good grade for my papers.like looong time. and oh yes.i failed my physics :| eighteenhalf.wonderrrful. my e maths too.got like a D7 for CA1. higher chinese.passed! was it 58 or 59? i forgot. mindy ohhh mindy. -shakes head sadly after school.went t zone. ate the roasted chicken sandwhich.its yummylicious! :) :) the cheesecake too. nice and cheap. and sam was telling me all about her upcoming squash tornaments. jiayous gal!! :) had tuition in school today.couldnt go down to fangiefangs place so she had to make a trip here.i cant do a maths for nuts lah.kept redoing the same old question.so at the end of the two hour session i only managed to complete erm three questions? :\ and that limtsemin kept tempting me with chicken rice and cookies. shes be like 'mmmmm..mindy, it tastes so goood' and i'll be like 'i want!! :)' then she 'you do finish first lah, talk so much' :( and she keeps calling me 'bai ka' :\ [ni ying liao loh.] took a cab back.saw him while leaving school :) niceeee. by the way thanks so much jing :) the bracelets are so beautiful alright. and mel is like telling me shes eating two coffeebeancheesecakes her mum bought for her? i want you dead mel.you got me craving for it now. im feeling tired but theres homework. aarghs. and also chem test tomorrow. -screams im not gonna fail this one alright im not. im not. im not. off to study bye people. `there is no finish line 8:18 PM you are my very first thought in the morning and the last at nightfall okay im done with breakfast and before i forget.. happy birthday sherriannechoohuiyi!! :) :) this girl is fifteen today` :) erm im like staring at his pictures now? ahhh he just looks soo cute lahh :D smileSMILEsmile grinGRINgrin alamak im going mad -slaps forehead im like so bored at home now. dont wanna get down from my comfy chair im sitting on now dont feel like walking at all surfing. music. dying inside to hold you by timmy thomas :) okay.i just realised i have TWO big blueblacks on my knee. must be the fall i had yesterday :( well wells. oh and i just remembered theres miss fangs tuition later. and how am i gonna climb the overhead bridge and walk the long road into her condo with this leg of mine. alamak. -slaps forehead again `there is no finish line 10:16 AM youre the only reason why im trying okay its 0824 in the morning. guess everyones in mr ganesans e maths class now. ahahaha -laughs and point a finger at them :) didnt go school today.actually was planning to. woke up.limped my way out of bed. my leg was super painful.i hardly made it to the toilet which was barely a few steps away from my room.screamed to get my maids attention.she woke my mum and dad up and they carried me back to bed. and they say i can rest at home :) but guess im going back to school later.after i rested enough. yupps. im like the only person online right now :( so boredd. listening to red blooded woman like a million and one times alright. just love that song :) hmm. oh yeah.he messaged last night :) :) :) though was only for a while but still :) :) :) hehe.was like screaming on my inside? am just so glad he liked the present alright. its worth everything. er ------ messaged too? and hes like asking all the weird weird questions. didnt bother to reply him lahs :| my my.saw mels new haircut alright.its super punkish super cool lahs :) think she looks nice in it.yupps. okie.gonna have breakfast now. so bye? `there is no finish line 9:03 AM Monday, March 22, 2004it was so strongwhere did it all go wrong I SPRAINED MY ANKLE!!!!! :( :( :( :( ITS FREAKING PAINFUL!!!!! :( :( :( :( arghh. was at training.playing full court game.defending mary.she ran back for a lobe.i ran back with her.was either i tripped over marys leg or my own leg.i twisted my left ankle and fell on the ground. my leg was damn painful.i was like 'AHHHHHH' then thanks to mel and kim for carrying me to the side of the court.thanks to cheryl, nat, fiona, tiffany too for helping me get icebags and constantly rubbing the ice on the swollen ankle. and also sheranne and nat.for helping me carry my bag and flag a cab for me.nats so nice lahs.she actually held my hand and walk with me step by step till the gate. got home.my mum was like SOOO worried and everything alright.ringing everybody up asking them to recommend me a good chinese physician and stuff. had a hard time going up the stairs.was like limping :( felt so useless.even simple things like going to the toilet i need my sis to be there to hold me? she drove me to the chinese physician. its this old old guy.he looks kinda pro lah. laid on the bed.and he started twisting here twisting there. i SCREAMEDDD!!! :\ :\ like soo loud. its FREAKING PAINFUL!! and that old guy kept asking me to shut up. urghh. okay. i bit my lips bit my knuckles. was squirming around on the bed. i cried a hell lot :X it was terrible all in all lahs. the chinese physician said my left ankle bone broke :\ :\ and he was rejointing it back thats why it hurted so much. and he says i cant play netball for two whole months! :| i cant play netball for two whole months :| i cant play netball for two whole months :| i cant play netball for two whole months :| freak it lahs like FREAK IT :and now even my mum is considering whether she would let me go for the china trip :( im like 'mummy pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee' i so wanna go can. why like why must you sprain your ankle mindyngminli cant you like find a better time. aargh. this whole thing sucks. i cant imagine myself during the change of periods lah.like limping from class to class in sandals.haha. oh man.mindyngminli you'll look so pathetic can :\ okay.enough on my ankle. hmm on my day. its nessies birthday today! :) :) happy birthday sweetie :) :) and i havent got the time to go get her present. sorry gal. soon i promise ya. and karos asbent today :( rang her up during recess and she said shes running a fever! like 40.1 degrees. no joke alright. am worried for her.told her to take lotsa care and stuff. hmm.ever since her mum grounded her and everything.we havent been really able to go out and have fun together or even simple sms conversations or msn conversations. i so miss our msn conversation alright. those that we would say nothing but say smiley faces :) :( :| :/ etc etc. we would like go on for hours lahs. and our chats about life and guys.haha. we would be yakking about our xiaozhus,comparing whose one is better and always end up bickering :) lover i miss you! talking to pam and joce and eugene online now :) pams soo CUTE lahs :) and eugenes erm like crapping? haha just look at this. Passion makes the world go round. Love just makes it a safer place. says: ask them get u branded chair...leather one from da vincci....got class one lehz...den beside u got pple fanning u wif fan made from exotic bird feathers....den behind got pple holding umbrella to shelter u, den go servent help u massage feet and back, den got serve drinks and snack... den at the left side got the entire orchestra playing music.... *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: wahhh *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: u tink wad?? *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: some empress arh *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: hello.. im mindy arh.. *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: hahaha Passion makes the world go round. Love just makes it a safer place. says: lolx...got title one... Mindy the Third, Daughter of Queen Elizabeth, Ruler of the toilets..... see, such a grand title.... "Mindy III" *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: ruler of toilets.. *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: erm *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: haha *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: i dun wan tad! *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: haha Passion makes the world go round. Love just makes it a safer place. says: lolx, wad u want? Ruler of Legoland? *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: legoland *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: hmmmm *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: dun wan *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: i wan oreomint land *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: haha joce and me too.. gareth.gates [what my heart wants to say.go ur own way] says: haha *gareth.gates [what my heart wants to say.go ur own way] says: i'll get the coffin *gareth.gates [what my heart wants to say.go ur own way] says: =X *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: oh *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: shun bian help me dig a grave too ya *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: would come in handy.. *gareth.gates [what my heart wants to say.go ur own way] says: where would u like ur grave to be dug at, miss? *gareth.gates [what my heart wants to say.go ur own way] says: haha *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: hmm *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: yio chu kang sounds gd? *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: oh no no *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: too cheapskate already *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: orchard road would do *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: hahaha *gareth.gates [what my heart wants to say.go ur own way] says: haha *gareth.gates [what my heart wants to say.go ur own way] says: k *gareth.gates [what my heart wants to say.go ur own way] says: in the middle of orchard road, at the junction there... 'mindy's grave.. haha *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: yeah *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: so cool man *mint oreo and i was dying inside to hold you]]* says: haha *gareth.gates [what my heart wants to say.go ur own way] says: miss, it'll be done.. in maybe two or three days' time? will that do? *gareth.gates [what my heart wants to say.go ur own way] says: haha hahaha. alright. runs off now to get work done. bye all. `there is no finish line 10:11 PM Sunday, March 21, 2004and i was dying inside to hold youokay. homework is erm. more or less done lah? :\ i think. and oh. the last four digits of my handphone number. 4064 came out first prize for the 4D lottery yesterday. my mum won some money. and shes like yeahhh! hehe :) im her lucky charm. feeling sleepy now. typing this entry and listening to my sis yakking on the phone with some male medical student from her university.shes been talking to him for ages lah. AGES. AGES. AGES. aargh. schools reopening tomorrow. can see everyone again :) :) but the early morning would be endless mass copying. that spells S-O-R-E H-A-N-D-S. you know it gets all so numb when you write something very fast and over a long period of time right. yupps. and monday so happens to be the day of the week i hate most. all three sciences and two maths :( well wells, mindy cheer up lah. at least you wouldnt be seeing leemengchoo the whole of tomorrow right? YEAH! :) thats a nice reason to be happy. hee :) oh crap. havent pack my bag yet lah. gotta run. bye all. `there is no finish line 11:51 PM cause all of the stars are fading away just try not to worry you'll see it someday yawns. just up from bed.and my hair looks like crap? was like trying to tie my hair last night.and i used a pink hairtie and a total of ermm 21 hairclips??? :\ thats the amount of hairclips needed to clip every falling piece of my hair up. and i have to do that when school reopens.argh :( hmm.oh yeah.was like messaging with mel last night and guess what. she cut her hair!!! :) its now all short and butchy.hehe. wonder how it looks like.she says it looks very punkish and cool.trying to picture her face with the hairstyle shes described to me.i cant ley?alright shall see it on monday lahs :) i so cant wait? cards? gifts? they wont make a difference to how i feel? dont need them.forget it alright. listening to cannon in d.the piano version.sounds so nice.shall go download the violin and flute version too :) my sis has recovered! :) from her whatever sickness that the doctor first thought was sars.haha.but she lost quite a bit of weight man.when shes like already so skinny.and she keep insisting shes fat? :\ aiyohs.she got her defination of fat all wrong lahs. im still so excited about my china trip! :D still on the hangover from last night. its like. MINDY is going to CHINA in another ELEVEN DAYS! :) its 1053 right now. and im going off to get homework done. i must finish homework by today. i must finish homework by today. i must finish homework by today. i must finish homework by today. i must finish homework by today. yupps must. -love ya* `there is no finish line 10:55 AM Saturday, March 20, 2004you'll never get to heaven if youre scared of getting highwent school with tsemin. saw him leading his section :) so cool huh. helped out miss lee with her classroom.tsemin did the notice boards and i did the maths chart.was like crapping with miss lee lahs.hehe. left.met him at the traffic junction.my heart was like.erm.beating so so so so fast?? :) haha.smiled! tsemin and me met up with eugene at clementi.then went down church together.slept during the ride.and tsemin eugene and kim didnt wake me up when we got there.they were like 'bye mindy!' and i woke up to see the three of them running down the bus :| [ying liao loh you all :)] church service. started off with praise and worship.the songs were great.everyone was jumping and singing at the same time :) the band was superb. icebreaking games.funn sermon.found it really meaningful. anyways.thanks so much huizhen and jessica for praying with me :) service ended.the whole cell was like munching chocolates.the prize we won for the icebreaking games. went macs.am so broke lah :( was talking with qingzhen and eugene about christianity.qingzhens really nice.he so like a big brother to us.and he was like so so shocked when i told him my sis is madeline? took bus home.started talking about stuffs that happened in 2B.all the funny thingies lahs.hmm.i so miss 2B? got home. and my mum told me she booked a airticket for me to CHINA!!!!! :D :D :D SOOOO HAPPY!! WOOHOO!! :) leaving this thursday. and would be back the next tuesday. yupps! TOTALLY ROCKS LAH. yeah man. i so love my msn pic :) its a scene from love actually.one of the sweetest scenes.eugene helped me with the editing and oh we both share the same msn pic. and speaking about eugene.haha.im so thankful ive a friend like him alright. one of my best guy friends :) we would like go for lunches and shopping sprees, movies and bus rides home together and stuff. always there to listen me out when im down. thanks so much ya? :) :) okays.its homework time. dreaddreaddread mindy dreads homework. no. everyone dreads homework. well wells. what to do huh :( probably burnmidnightoil tonight. that calls for... coffeeeee! :| over and out. byee. `there is no finish line 10:11 PM this girl wants to rock with you have been coughing ever since i got out of bed. argh.my throat hurts alright. painpainpain* okay.i said i wanted to do homework last night. i really wanted lahs. digged for my holiday homework piece by piece placed them all neatly in front of me on my bed and... i fell asleep! :| haha.so ya.the homeworks are still there and left undone. decide to use the whole of sunday to get it done. so, sorry samantha and sherrianne :( cant attend the food festival at your church already.though i would love to see how you guys whip up erm eatable nice dishes and be little chefs, but urgh homework! :X okays its 0901 now. gotta leave for school already. see yas. `there is no finish line 9:02 AM Friday, March 19, 2004you and only youhad the netball carnivals semifinals and finals today. first match was against ahmad ibraham! my cute wing attack!! :D we fought really hard for this one.lost by 8 goals. find the goal shooter xiang ning really cocky? :\ and oh she look so like mary. won cedars.my goal attack priscilla was so friendly.we were like chatting the whole time lahs.exchanged numbers with her after the game too :) ouch.my toes hurts from all the running in my hole-ly sport shoes :\ i need a new pair like real soon. ended up in second position.received a nice gold trophy and 80 bucks worth of sports vouchers :) took cabs back to school.reached school like at 1210.chinese lesson was over! :D sherri and i were like so happy lahs.haha.dont need to do the zuowen she made everyone did. was shooting with her in the half netball.then band came and march.erm and sherri kept giving me that face :| ran over dover to takeaway lunch.bought fried rice and sherri bought longan dessert.was late for training!oops :kana scolding.urghh. kana scolding again.this time for ankle socks. miss wee made me ness sherri mel and gladys write 'i will wear socks above the ankle' ahundredtimes on a foolscrap paper in the canteen before we can continue with training.haha.we were like slacking in the canteen lahs.chatting messaging and everything :) hand ached by the time im done with it. training was alright.drills and onethirds.ended off with a full court game. think im starting to dislike miss wee :| was SO tired.really.played netball like morningafternoonevening? rather happy today. had fun overall lahs. winning the second position feels great ya. listening to red blooded woman now.pretty nice :) okays.just i'll go off now and to try to get some work done.its only two more days before school reopens and that pile of work is still left untouched. so yupps. ta ta -miss you* `there is no finish line 9:52 PM Thursday, March 18, 2004thats why i love youfirstly. happy birthday sam :) and also. happy birthday shijing :) that poor girl is in thailand.on her birthday? haha. messaged him like 12 oclock last night.sang him a birthday song.erm over sms? yeah.chatted a little :) was reluctant to sleep though i was like so shagged. cant bear any longer.turned in at 130? slept smiling like an saint alright :) woke up.went school for some chinese o level workshop thingie lahs. was messaging tsemin on bus.she woke up at like 745? haha. had the talk in hall.sat beside jeraldine and tsemin. hahaha.we were like playing whole time lahs :) :) we didnt like listen to the talk at all? :) jeraldine.ahh my everdearest daughter :) we were like crapping big time alright.haha.she and her techno chants.haha she and huizhen had this pen war.they threw pens at each other and they call it missiles?? haha.tsemin and i were playing with my little piggie soft toy.the one i stuff into my baby nike shoe.aerobics? breathing? stabbing? and she keeps untying my laces! :\ shortbreak.ate buns. second round of lessons.sat beside huizhen.its damn boring lahs. huizhen and i were like giving each other the 'its soo boring, can we get out of here' face.i slept though i was sitting right in front of the class.like in front of the teacher.haha.cock-eyed :) had to do hanyupingying and zonghetiankong worksheet.i knew like only two answers out of the ten for hanyupingying?? :\ had to do some report thingie too.wah man.huizhen wrote like two pages full alright and i wrote erm nine lines? :| s l a c k e r l a h h :) left for jp with tsemin.everyone was like commenting i look so different in my new hairstyle? still not quite used to it.and its soo hot alright :( i miss my ponytail :( i miss having to fuss over what colour hair tie to use :( i miss my curly waves :( i miss tying my hair into buns :( well wells. `its no use regretting, it cant bring you back something youve lost* shopping with tsemin is so fun lahs.just realised that we had really different tastes and perferences.we were like yak kee dee yakking while strolling.and we both had this craving for food alright :| not that we're hungry lahs but greedy! stopped at almost every food store to stare at the food on display.and we'll go 'argh..i feel like eating that' went to clementi macs.met the people.nabi.edwin.eugene.shilei.isabel.joce.fiona.eddy.left for sams house.edwins damn funny lahs.he stood at the roadside and sprayed water at every car that passed by.then theres one bus which didnt wind up its windows and he sprayed right at someones face! haha.we like so sneakish at his gate.everyone was tip-toeing in order not to make any sound.got nabi to slip the card under the door.failure! it made noise.sam opened the door.and as planned.we sprayed water on him using erm soya sauce bottles?? he was all so wet.drenched.and oh he got a new hair cut.hehe.thinks he look great that collared adidas tee? :) went in his house.lighted the candles.got him to blow it and cut up the cake.the girls were like wanting to have the naked babies on the cake? haha.alright joce smashed cake on his face! and shibin helped to smudge it.hahahaha.he looks cute with all that cream on his face lahs :) went off for cell.felt a bit bad cause i went there emptyhanded.didnt bring his present cause i wasnt really planning to go.shall pass it to him the next time i see him.yupps. okie i was like screaming in the lift on the way down.like screaming yah screaming.outloud. -looks at tsemin i think shes so sick of hearing me scream 'hes so cuteee!' into her ears lahs :) cell at clementi kfc.another pigging out session! :| was rather alright.could see that faith was so nervous and everything.thought it was quite fruitful though. went je for dinner.something happened on the bus trip there.felt awkward :tsemin and me tried the delifrance seafood chowder bread bowl.went to the ice skating ring to have it. `the past just keeps coming back... ice skating ring- your size 40 ice skating shoes- my size 39 ice skating shoes- your black gloves- my pink gloves- all the times we had there.those scenes.they kept replaying in my mind. my blister- your plaster- found myself staring blankly into space many times? the national ice hockey team were having their training there.they look pro. went off with eugene.he brought me to this playground nearby.we sat at the swings.just chatting up.about life and everything. went around trying all the stuffs.the see saw.the balancing pole which eugene kept falling off.haha.and also the monkey bars.felt like childhood days. took a cab home after.had a bath and yeah here i am. im feeling weird? uhhh. nevermind me. hmm somehow find his tone on msn is so cold? :( :( okies. heres a special shout out to... eileen chua yi ying :) fiona poh xin li :) vanessa loh ya shi :) sherrianne choo hui yi :) lim tse min :) moses mohan :) eugene lek erm i forgot your chinese name? :) nabilah ali ba ba :) edwin zeng xiang hao :) thanks so much peeps! for cheering me up ya? okies theres semi finals tomorrow! :| -screams. gotta go catch some sleep now. bye all. `there is no finish line 11:59 PM Wednesday, March 17, 2004how can i smile with a tear in my eyenabi just called. his birthday celebration. hmmm.dont know whether i should go a not maybe? maybe not? wells.just realised i havent started on holiday homework? -screams beautiful.and theres like tons of it huh. -infinite chinese worksheets :( -e maths worksheet :( -physics workbook :( very well.i forgot the rest. blahblahblah.mdm shi is mad lahs. and the whole hcl class was like complaining about that mountain load of worksheets. going through my schedule for the rest of the week. cant seem to fit the word homework anywhere in one of the days. very well min, good luck. youre dead. -fake smile ta ta people. `there is no finish line 9:24 PM this world this world is cold took 74.walked into school with tian ning.chatted a bit.hes kinda nice. shared a cabby with sherri and ness.we were like listening to sherris voicemail inbox.haha.so funny.laughed like siao? :) the cabby uncle is really friendly alright.very chatty :) reached nanyang junior college.the court was slippery from the morning shower.waited like quite long for our game. our jaws dropped alright.the umpires cant umpire for nuts! :didnt blow for obvious steppings, offsides, obstructions. even if they blowed.they called for the wrong things. like erm obstructions they call it close advantage??? hahaha.angela and i were like laughing our heads off lahs. hooray!we won all our three matches. against cedar team one, cedar team two and paya lebar methodist girls :) aawwww.the ahmad ibraham wing attack is soo cuteeee! :) really cute lahs.and she plays real well too.erm but im not a les arh.just find her so adorable? :) went orchard ness and sherri.bought the oreo brownie blizzard.yummy :) window shopping.sherri was hunting for shoes.those pointed tip really retro looking ones. far east.ness and i had the urge to cut our hair.went around comparing prices and stuff.end up in this saloon called Its Hairy! sat there for like an hour plus.looking at my reflection in the mirror and watching the hairstylist trim my hair.like chunks of hair fell on.on the floor.and its now REALLY SHORT! :\ and i mean REALLY SHORT. its un-tie-able.way too short to tie it up.and i look so boyish! :\ :| but its a new look lahs.looks fresh and everything.yupps. the haircut was ex.like fortyfivebucks. :| a little more windowshopping.then went home. slept on bus.missed my stop! argh.had to walk another route home.a longer one. was walking and walking.with my head down.in deep thoughts of stuffs. i heard dog barking from afar.didnt put much thought in that.just brushed it aside.only when it got louder and louder that i held my head up and looked. OH MY GAWD!theres two BIG stray dogs chasing after me :\ :\ :i freaked out alright. my legs went jelly :| numb. i didnt know what to do. in my state of confusion.frantic.lost the image of you flashed across my mind. run. i ran like anything.as fast as my legs could bring me. those two horrible dogs.argh.they kept barking as they chase the running me.and oh my.sharp teeths they have.they looked like theyre gonna bite me anytime :\ and urgh.there were no passerbys.how nice :| ran and ran.for like years lahs.finally lost track of the strays.was like panting so hard sweating and everything. but thank God alright.phew.close shave :| got home.am tired lahs. talking to moses online.and hes like knocking sense into me. he left me with nothing to say.speechless. perhaps hes right? but the stubborn me defy. -screams he got me thinking. should i or should i not? i dont know. recently what people have been telling me makes me feeling all so messed up.i dont like the feeling im having now seriously. its all so not-nice. seventeenmarch.today. supposedly our 10th. ciao. onemoreday. `there is no finish line 8:47 PM Tuesday, March 16, 2004nothing seems to fitwoke up like 630.still felt down.cried myself to sleep last night. physics class this morning.thought it was at eight.made eddy rush like hell.turned out to be eight thirty.haha.oops sorry! :) everyone was like cheonging workbook.totally forgot about the homework she gave lahs.so me eileen isabel and karo decided to just forget about it.haha :) physics class was pure boring.dynamics blahblahblah.was vandalising the table with correction fluid :) went orchard with chialing and sherri.makaned at taka. we bought brownies! :) fudgy chewy gooey brownies from the brownie factory :) its heaven alright. coffeebean.sat there like a hour or so discussing about our coffee project.tend to sidetrack lahs.was nice. went paragon next.bought really nice blue wrapping paper from prints :) went to the money exchanger at the basement.wanted to sell our ringgits for sings. chialing changed 20 ringgits.sherri changed 17.and i changed erm 6 :\ haha. got like 2 plus sing? ahs.the lady at starbucks was really nice.she gave us the box of receipts :) so at least we did something lahs. window shopped a little.eileen chua joined us.we were like asking her all about her lunch date with ahhem* :) hehe.-someones blushing? went cine to catch the butterfly effect. the lady faked us! she said there wasnt any seats for the 0305 slot but when we went back to check again there was like five rows of empty seats?! pro huh.we were like so mad lahs.crazily flapping our movie tickets in front of her face and saying 'wahh.butterfly effect tickets huh?' to like spike her.haha :) screened theeye2 trailer before the movie started.its like kinda freakish lahs.we were like squeaking! :| the butterfly effect is freaking nicee! :) :) like five out of five alright.plus two thumbsup!! the storyline's so cool :) it was so touching alright.the last part.ashton kutcher chose to hide his feelings and treat this girl he really loved coldly in order for her to live. was like awwww.. -heart melt and yesyes sherri.ashton kutcher is sooo shuai lahh :) haha -smiles at sherri :) met tsemin zhen and kim after the movie.was like yakking in the middle of the passage way.we were like telling them how nice butterfly effect was and they were telling us how hungry they were.haha. and to zhen and tsemin. watch out man you guys.-points a finger stop teasing my leg lah.not pathetic enough is it :| hahaha :) went home after that.174. grrrreat.my mum bought me this cream.to treat my white spots. you know those ugly white patches on my already ugly face? yeah them. haha.now sherri cant make fun of me already. she always be like 'haha min.you still got your patchies and mines gone' -shows sherri a silly face mines gonna be gone too soon :D hmm.my mums gaga over korean drama serials. she spent like threehundredplusbucks on them.uhhh. -looks at the pile of vcds beside the vcd player and shes like watching them day in day out. bet shes gonna like buy somemore when shes done with the current ones. they call this the korean fever i suppose? : and my sis has been having a temperature since last monday.hmm which is till date 9 days.she was supposed to be hospitalised yesterday? didnt in the end.kinda worried. what sean told me last night kept ringing in my head. i cant help but feel sad really. but thanks to [sherri chia eileen]* these girls were like yakking with me and stuffs.keeping me occupied.keeping my mind occupied. but now my mind's in a swirl of mixed emotions tangled up thoughts theres this throbbing pain i feel in my already wounded heart and it just wouldnt go away. theres no chance for amends everythings so wrong. im sorry dear.. really.. anyhows happy birthday dorcas chew! off. twomoredays `there is no finish line 9:21 PM Monday, March 15, 2004at the end of it alltraining was hell fun :) we had it indoor cause it rained. did lotsa fun stuffs lahs. played some north south east west thingie.was like trying to balance on one foot. then zigzag passes.so fun :) martha looks so cute alright.shes like gonna fall but trying so hard not to fall.haha. run around the school compound after.went counting the number of girls toilets in the whole fmss.theres thirteen. had a mini league.four teams.played goal defence.we came in third! :) rushed down to orchard.took 14. was at paragon.tried to steer away from this shop with a big signboard 'New Zealand All Natural Ice Cream'.the next thing i knew i was telling the storekeeper 'double scoup fudge choc brownie'.uhhh.sinful indulgence. went heeren.window shopped a little.saw this really sweet blue thirthysevendegrees pouch :) its 13.90. quite reasonable huh. got his present.went back home.bathed.came online. damn. am talking with sean online right now. feel like crying seriously. hes been really truthful to me about stuffs.really appreciate that.but i dont know why tears just kept falling. freak myself. hate it. no mood to carry on. bye. threemoredays `there is no finish line 10:52 PM i cant stop these walls they keep caving in plunged myself into this pool of depression once again. now i know what went on then it was all my fault mine. mine. mine. mindy ng min li listen up. you dont deserve him you never did. who you think you are alright. youre just someone who didnt know how to love just someone who kept hurting and your selfishness caused him pain what it is today is all because of me. me and me alone. and i self-destruct its no point now.. `there is no finish line 11:03 AM yet what im feeling still remains got out of bed at 8. cant seem to sleep last night though.felt bothered.well after some tossing and turning.i did was flipping through magazines looking for a niceee hairstyle.i so wanna cut my hair alright.like really short and stuff.sick of my current one.cant seem to find a nice one though.still looking. theres training later at 2 :) probably go down orchard after that to collect that something i reserved for him. and i wanna get myself stuff too. hmm lots of hairbands! :) i want purple colour yellow colour brown colour red colour white colour... :) anyhows. my blog's revamped!! :) it looks great yeah? all credit goes to nessie :) three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for nessie.hip hip hooray! :) thanks girl* ookays.having breakfast now. hmm chocolate and peanut butter sandwhich :) yum alrights.would end this here. gonna get a nice morning shower :) see ya `there is no finish line 9:47 AM Sunday, March 14, 2004everytime i try to fly i fall without my wingsi feel so small i guess i need you baby cried this morning. my dad was like venting his anger on me after having quarelled with my mum.argh.felt down rest of the morning. was super busy at shop today :| got home.fell asleep like instantly on bed.i just cant resist the combination of cool air con and comfy beds :) woke up.showered. called pizza hut delivery.had -two slices of chicken supreme -two slices of hawaiian -two piece of garlic bread -three buffalo wings -cups after cups of pepsi am so bloated now.bleugh :| feeling down. somehow. he left today. wells. hope he does take good care of himself over there yah. hope he have loads of fun too. seriously miss him. thoughts of him and us fills every corner of my lonely mind. once again i feel the emptiness ever so present in me. and i fall back in again. 4 more days. `there is no finish line 10:41 PM Saturday, March 13, 2004string me uptell me you wont let me go had to wake up at like 5 this morning.was all so sleepy.dad sent me to primary school. helped out in the sports carnival thingie. was at the field.at my court two.mel and karo was with me chatting and stuffs. and yes.the band was getting their things ready boarding the bus. won-der-ful.mel and karo screamed his name so loud and started blahing crap to him.i was like erm.dont know where to hide my face?! felt like strangling them alright.like real hard. :| was in the sun.referee-ing for like two hours.so thankful i was put in charge of girls captain's ball.the guys are sure to wreck havoc man.can imagine them saying things like 'referee kayu!!' those kinda stuffs.yupps. half of the time the girls were chasing after rolling balls rather than playing a proper game.had a tough time looking out for fouls and everything.had to scream my lungs, blow my whistle real loud to get them to listen to me.but was fun though :) was sleeping in the foyer with the girls while waiting for the prize presentation to be over.it took like so long? and my shoes and legs and hands were all muddy from the wet field.oh know what.i washed my shoes like only yesterday? urgh had buffet lunch at the canteen.food was kinda good. took 166 down to harbour front.was talking to mel on the bus trip. am feeling sorry for karo.it must have been all so terrible for her alright.dont you cry lover, min is here for you ya.-hugs* waited a loong time at macs.was watching mtvs with mel and karo.went cold storage.bought sushi, teddy grahams blahblahblah.yeah we're pigs :) headed down to sentosa.we were like hunting for hunks at the beach.there're none! how pathetic.uhhh.haha. munched food on the monorail.teddy grahams dipped with sushi soya sauce taste rather good! :) mel and karo left :( eugene came :) waited like a long time for the band parade to start. sat at the sand chatting with eugene.then we decide to soak our feets in the seawater.did just that.and eugene got horny alright.i went.. me:eugene,look.the dog there very cute hor? eugene:yah,the girl's butt very nice. dots. haha. we finally heard music playing from afar.the band's started the parade already! like at last.we hurriedly washed our feets at the shower taps and waited at one side of the parade route. fairfield's quite far back behind.was like tip-toeing above the crowd to see whether they're here yet or not.caught a glimpse of the red blazer people.saw him!! :) he looks awwww..what should i say man DROP DEAD GORGEOUS and i mean DROP DEAD GORGEOUS :) :) claded in his yellow shirt and blue pants with a red blazer to top it off. carrying his instrument and occasionally tidying his hair. my heart just melted i tell ya :) alright.min's going mad err again? haha. was like so nervous lahs.biting my nails and everything :\ hehe. left so after.the wait for the monorail was sooo loong.was watching the whole popping balloon event from the monorail station.hmm good view :) walked out of sentosa with eugene.singing the song a whole new world the whole time.he sang aladdin part and i did the jasmine part.hehe or sometimes he just stop and whistled as i sang.was fun. it started to pour.we ran from place to place to seek shelter.was all drenched in the end.resulted in me shaking from the intense cold on board bus 61. todays a nice day in all lahs. had fun and stuff. yupps. just realised i have yet to blog about the camp. theres like so much to say about it and being me, i'm just too lazy to get it typed out here? soon alright. i promise. hooray.my nails are long. yeah and the first thing that came to my mind when i saw them was... my black nail polish! :) :) haha.i'm weird lah.i just love painting my nails black :) okays.i'm still in a midst of figuring something out.hmmmm. nothing much else to say about. so yeah this is it. gonna hit the beds now.worn out. byee people :) _______________that three hour long wait under the sun just to catch that three minute glimpse of you was all worthwhile* fivemoredays! :) `there is no finish line 11:06 PM Friday, March 12, 2004oh my.i'm laughing like a goon alright. watching american idol 2 right now. its damn funny i tell ya. hahahaha. all those unseen footage of contestants who didnt make it. and also guest performance by william hung! :) -cheered me up that little bit _i__m___i_s__s____y_____o__u__ `there is no finish line 11:09 PM -i get so insecure from all the pain ookays.i'm home. was on the phone with lover the whole of this morning till my phone died me.chatting on camp and guys.oh wells us gals :) been out the whole day.went queensway to look for shoes. my current one has holes in them :| big ones cant decide between a silver nike one and a blue and white adidas one. hmm.am still thinking. went holland.was looking for decorative stuff for his birthday present.the heeren shoplady whom i left my number with called.she says i can go collect the present i reserved the other day :) would go down next monday to get it paid :) westmall was next.went to get my sis mac assignment done for her.cause shes in nuh with a suspected case of sars?? :\ uhh.prayed hard for her. march's a month i'll go broke. theres just so many march babies to get presents for -sam // -shijing / -nessie / -sherri / -huizhen / -darren / ahh my skin's peeling. freak the sunburns lahs. and two of my toe nails got ripped out. -pain* feel weird today somehow. just something i cant describe. not in a mood or whatsoever. dont ask me why. not gonna reply messages from anyone. not gonna talk on the phone with anyone. guess i want some time alone that would be it for today. -chill `there is no finish line 10:00 PM Thursday, March 11, 2004secthreelevelcamp03`kota tinggiback from hell :) am in heaven :) :) all so shagged right now shall blog tomorrow or something ya. err okay. min is smiling like an idiot right now :) something really nice happened :) -screams smiles again :) till then ciao :) -just feeling hyper? blah. `there is no finish line 9:29 PM Sunday, March 07, 2004am packing my camp bag now.i'm sooo looking forward tomorrow :) wonderful.now my bed is in this huge mess :| everything's everywhere. oh great.now cant find my inhaler. i'm guessing that its somewhere in that heap of junk on erm my bed. never mind lah huh.dont bother finding it. okays. clothes.checked. toiletries.checked. shoes and slippers.checked. sleeping bag.checked. bottle.checked. alright.i'm all set. oh yeah.went town in the afternoon.shopped pretty much.haha. went heeren to make reservations for his present already.so would go down to collect it after camp :) yupps! feeling happy!! and oh did i mention i'm soooo looking forward to camp? ouchh.my sunburns still hurts. oh shucks. alright gonna take a nice warm bath before i hit the beds. tomorrow people :) love ya :) :) `there is no finish line 11:35 PM -- *why carry on without me saturday`sixthofmarch` met the team for breakfast at clementi macs. had bagel.felt so bloated after that. went cityhall.walked around citylink with nessie. will be back to get something* :) kallang netball centre. played goal defence. think everyone played well. won two lost three. yishun`6-5 united world college`8-1 erm.argh cant remember the others. was so worn out by the end of everything. bathed. went out with ness kim and ---- ----- had takitori lunchbox. treated myself to a raspberry cheese chocolate brownie :) mmmm.simply delicious. met up with eugene after. crazy shopping spree. went quiksilver`ripcurl`roxy`billabong`mambo`fcuk`stussy we are like each other's fashion consultants :) spent like half and hour at fcuk. we were like trying out shirts.snapping pictures.laughing yelling blah blah. eugene bought a fcuk shirt.its damn nice. eugene and i bought a fcuk bag each.hehe.its so cheap. we were like happily swing our shopping bags as we walked :) he's like loaded lohs.went on to buy ripcurl slippers.ripcurl keychains.spent like a total of 100 bucks? was at flash and splash and we both fancied this super cool ripcurl cap. but it so happens to be the last piece in the entire singapore :( eugene was so nice to let me have it alright. but i feel bad about it. promised him i'll get him something back. reached home at about ten. drop dead on bed. sunday`seventhofmarch` went to help out my mum at shop.back home now. feeling a little exhausted. i'm sick. down with cough and running nose.saw the doctors just.he said something like i have an infection? prescribed me three different types of tablets and a cough mixture.urghs.feel like ripping out his throat. okay my whole body is burnt. and my shoulders and face are so painful from the sun burns :( camp's tomorrow! woohoo :) going shopping later for camp stuff.theres like so many things to get. gotta run.miss hia wants three book reviews in by 6.30 tomorrow.arghh.-crazyness see ya. -laters `there is no finish line 1:15 PM Friday, March 05, 2004theres nothing you cant fix with your heavenly smilehad my usual chicken pie for breakfast.felt moodless. social studies.kinda find world war two history interesting.finally know why he likes it so much :) lah lah.staring into the pitch black computer screen the whole time.hmm.its reflection to be precise.haha. a maths.okay.tsemin sabo-ed me.end up having to write the solution on the board.and its like so long.oh know what.miss lee actually said i looked neat today.like wow.she's forever snapping at me for my fringes.haha.hairband does the trick.got back our papers.>>>>passed.16.5 urghs.its so borderline :( e maths.mr ganesan's angry.got ticked off for my maths 2.and he's gonna deduct marks from my CA.wonderful.E8? F9? about there :( recess.makan.chit chats. chemistry.felt a little down somehow.chemical equations.blah blah.i know nuts. r&d.just listening to miss luah and mr ganesan talk.its a bore.oh yeah.our group have fixed the following tuesday for our coffee-drinking cum survey thingie :) orca.oh my gawd.tsemin's freaking funny lahs.doing all sorta things to entertain us.and eugene pulled down shibin's pants!gasps!we were like laughing big time.got scolded but who cares. lecture in the parade square.under the hot sun.i so dont feel like doing the journal assignment.probably just pen some crap lahs. school ends>>> was trying to shoot at the court.and this someone keep bugging me.yakking non stop even though i'm like not listening to him? he asked if whether i got over that someone.asking me to take my time and everything.he got me irritated.urghh. training.pretty fine.had match with the seniors.oh yeah thrashed them.hehe :) being captain is no fun.the responsibility is kinda heavy.am so scared i'll blunder things :| was supposed to go get track pants with tsemin before training.figured out that there isnt enough time.so probably would get it like tomorrow or something.argh.still not into the idea of me wearing track pants.oh wells. netball carnival's tomorrow! -screams outloud. took a look at the fixtures.schools like bedok town blah blah blah.and united world college! those angmohs! :| okay mindy.relax. ___feeling this` shagged.feeling tired. my shoulders are like aching. he looks so perfect when he smiles :) really. adds that gleaming light to my kinda dull school day. hee.he always does. my eyes were like glued on him as i watch him walk out the school gates. `candy smile. rather high in spirits now. yupps. my sis's buying supper back. she messaged me just on whats she's getting. -three cheese pratas :) -iced milo :) its heavenly alright. on the other hand, its sinful. ahhh.how many calories is that man. heck.dont care lah :) greedy pig. no. correction. greedy cow :) okay.am going off now. gotta pack my bag for tournament tomorrow.bibs towel jersey ball blah blah blah. see ya people. `there is no finish line 10:38 PM Thursday, March 04, 2004open up the doorjust a little more and baby let me in// okay.i'm home. my toes hurts. am like peeling the skin off, bit by bit :) miss song openly condemned netball girls after assembly today.netball girls so ill-disciplined.netball girls so irresponsible.netball girls so this so that.like whatever man miss song.you and your fairsian spirit of excellence lahs. two periods of english.was studying chinese the whole time. chinese!ahhhh.the test was really hard.i cant do the paper for nuts.alright alright.another subject to add to my failed list.-freak :( recess.ate food. biology.miss lim sure knows how to play along with nat.kotex?read between the lines? >>tao yan physics.lab again.some mass density experiment.had fun with ling.we're just so crappy lahs.haha. history.i SO love the lesson :) !! yikes.i hope i wasnt dreaming.it all just seem so perfect. bell rings.-snap back to reality lecture lesson for netballers.discipline.attire.culture.blah blah blah. miss lee sure likes to pin point on me.she made me stand :| and whats with mr howe lahs.is he like gonna book me for long legs? training's a failure.no courts to train in. had a long chat with nessie at the basketball court. played down the courts too.and defending her. oh my.we just cant stop laughing.she lahs.made me defend like a retard can. back to canteen.my poor nessie cried :( tried hushing her a little.i feel her pain seriously.her desperate-ness.her lost-less-ness.her state of confusion.`it all seemed so familiar. short game of street netball.headed home in a cabby.thought about stuffs that happened during history class.-silly smile* am surfing fcuk spring/summer fashion [frenchconnectionunitedkingdom].its darn cool.lovee it* singing along to the tunes of semi-charmed life by third eye blind :) feels like i'm in the holiday mood. am excited about camp.there seems to be soo many things to bring.and can we not wear trackpants? think i look funny in them lahs.like geekish.haha. am so so excited alright.kota tinggi :) hmmm.just four more days. fourthmarch. fourteen more days to his birthday :) :) got in mind what to do and get.shall get things started soon. i'm hyper when it comes to this kinda stuffs. i love doing things for him :) -lah lah lah oh yeah.c division lost their match to st magarets today.something like 22-10? they previously thrashed them in their qualifying rounds.so today was like a sure win kinda thing.but because of shahidah kim and mel.they got suspended from playing cause they played truancy. they're officially fourth in south zone. okays.gonna take some time off to chill.studied till two last night? its time to pamper myself a little -heehee* would just indulge myself in chocolates and magazines for the night. yupps.thats it for today. `y o u r e y e s `j u s t s o l o v e l y `t h e y s p e a k a l a n g u a g e i h a v e y e t t o c o m p r e h e n d `w h a t l i e s b e n e a t h i t `t h e b e a u t y o f y o u r v i s i o n `m a k e m e s e e `m a k e m e u n d e r s t a n d >>>>miss ya. `there is no finish line 10:00 PM Wednesday, March 03, 2004chemistry.freak it.freak me.freak everything. i failed chemistry.like 12.5.yahh.i know i know. AM so dead lahs. seriously alright.first was e maths.now this.whats next man :( physics.had it in lab.zhenrong seriously doesnt like to smile.his expression never changes.that same old sian look.ahh.perhaps its the lesson lahs.haha. pe.kinda nice today.ran three rounds.oh actually two.slacked the whole of last round.haha.think he ran great alright :) pe.had rice.was staring at the foyer the whole while.haha.played netball.defend ness.kinda fun.first bell rang ran off to change.rushing like hell and everything. english.was sweating so much.was yakking away with sam.usuals history.blah.changed tables.and i cant see him.copied notes and thats about it. camp briefing.am so excited about the camp.really seems fun :) looking forward to it.yupps! school ends//. ding dong. haha.me and le jing happily got dorcas to cover duty for us :) ate strawberry yoghurt while sam ate her chicken rice.went home.was chatting up with le jing on 74.she's really nice.all so cheerful and stuffs. okay. mindy's feeling lazy. am too lazy to clear emails. am too lazy to reply messages. am too lazy to do anything. listening to everytime by britney spears.one of the few britney songs i dont really mind.aint into britney music all in all. dying to change my blog's template.quite sick of the current one. starting to find jingshun kinda cute?the blur kind of cute.haha. theres this new burger at kfc.seems rather nice? shall try it someday :) the chill out issue of eight days rocks.really nice. ookies.going now to study for the chinese test. and got lotsa chinese homework to complete. errr.like chinese workbook pg 7 to 35?? its crazy lahs :| -runs off cow|| *i dislike brownies :) *i like piggies :) `there is no finish line 4:55 PM Tuesday, March 02, 2004now i will tell you what i've done for you50,000 tears i've cried screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you and you still won't hear me going under_____// e maths.perfect.i flunked e maths test.like again? >>>>>>thirteen. am so screwed up lahs. dammit. chinese.was made to stand by mdm shi.cause of some stupid worksheet.more than half the class was standing too, so i guess its kinda alright :) the lesson was plain boring.yawns. chapel.funk cool.had this rock band leading us.kinda sound like linkin' park singing christian songs.was enjoyable. recess.makaned.played netball. bio.i n t e r e s t i n g :) miss lim showed us a raw liver and heart.was nice lahs.haha. a maths.was okie. english.urgh.miss hia spent like half the period scolding us for the biographies badly done.she made shibin stand.haha :) /school ends. and like why is everyone coming to ask me whether me and him are a item? errr.obviously no.we are not. get this straight lahs.i dont even like him.o k a y ? apparently this someone saw him sending me home that other day and went on to tell the whole basketball team that we are together. please arh.purely friends. was eating yoghurt and chicken burger.and sherri was hysterical lah.laughing whole time over silly things.went for tuition with tsemin.had it at the club house today.think i'm getting the hang of identites :) was waiting for 74.saw him!hee.alrights min.-wipe that grin off your face.haha. this band called blindside totally croon crap alrights. am listening to i believe by blessed unions of souls :) feeling this || grumpy.all thanks to the e maths test :| i feel weird somehow. figured out that you're lying lahs.how can it be that you gave up on a girl you waited for five years just for someone you barely knew for two weeks? i'm not touched by what you did nor what you said that night. i felt nothing but this sense of grossness in my heart. the letter.its in the dustbin of miss lim's class.crushed it.cant believe i actually cried throughout assembly that day after reading it :( a mind full of haunted shadows keeps away the painfull sleep light a candle for the sacred moment needless thoughts are in to deep scary pictures behind the curtain burn my eyes and melt the tears lonelyness in a hidden chamber unlock the doors to forgotten fears there is nothing left to take all I do is lay awake B e n e a t h t h e s i l e n c e `i love you alright. `there is no finish line 10:15 PM Monday, March 01, 2004am so shagged from training.urghs.woke up early today :) was dozing off in my dad's car on the way to school and my head actually banged on the window screen so hard.like ouchh! copying homework in the morning.the usuals lah. biology.got back the papers. retest >>> 13.5 test 2 >>> 19.5 arghs.its like so bad can. oh wells. a maths.tsemin's getting lame!must be that television programme she watched last night.haiyos.lesson was fine. physics.ahh.was like staring at him big time.i cant stand myself at times lah but he's just too cute! :) miss ong did some experiment on dynamics.perhaps this is the first time i found physics quite interesting. recess.even more homework-copying.like blah.me and sherri didnt touch our homework at all during the weekend.feels like i'm back to my slacking days. chemistry.felt like a goon? totally dont understand whats going on.had to like take nabi's worksheet when mrs ang asked me to write out the answers on the board.have been missing way too many lessons.probably do some reading up laters. e maths.haha.dont really like the chapter we are on.its kinda hard to digest. lifeskills.like errr.why must my index number be an even number.had to be keyboard keys.singing 'soh'.like soohhhhhhhh.haha.cant sing for nuts lahs. school ends. was like playing poo-rain.i broke my high score!32500.hahaha.so happy.but eugene got like what? 90 000. played street netball before training.paired up with mel.were shooters :) the sun is bloodly hot alright.scorching. training.kinda slack cause its self train.did usuals lah.warm ups.drills.one third court. played match with the c division.ahs.i hate being goalkeeper.shahidah is like soo tall and her lobes are like practically unreachable.so was the goal defence for the rest of the quarters.i like mary alright.not as in that kinda like lah.but she just got this charisma somehow. got thrashed by our juniors.terribly lot.uh huh. debrief by miss wee.she made me captain.like huh?? and ness the vice captain.guess its only temporary lahs. anyways.we got a netball carnival coming up this saturday.which is like.hmm.5 days away.yupps. got my sis to fetch me back from school.her cute little car screwed itself up like in the middle of the road on the way back? it began emitting thick black smoke from the engine and my sis was like going 'oh shit..oh shit'.other car drivers driving past actually winded down their windscreen and shout to us 'hey your car's smoking!'haha.smoking??like with a cigarette huh? and we were like thanks for telling but you mean we cant see? still managed to make our way home man.phew.glad the car didnt die on us :) >>>feeling this>>________[[ h a p p y]]* lah lee lah dee dum dee dum.. mmhmm.happy happy. yikes.-widen smile :) its a great day in all lahs. and its all because of him! listening to bloody valentine.good charlotte.greatt track. alrights.gotta get going.that pile of homework is like staring at me already. ta ta people :) `you are seriously getting on my nerves. b-a-c-k-o-f-f like now. `there is no finish line 9:26 PM |