Friday, April 30, 2004i could drown inside a single drop of youthis sunday is 0205. this sunday is supposedly our unofficial one year anniversary. i miss you. `there is no finish line 9:16 PM if i could find you now things would get better we could leave this town and run forever i know somewhere, somehow we'll be together let your waves crash down on me and take me away what the hell, i just typed this superrr looong entry and my com just died on me lah. and when i restarted it, EVERYTHING is gone lah. ahhh, shucks. shall blog about today tomorrow then.. :( i SUPER LOVE this song!! -points up :)) yellow card by ocean avenue it rocks alright, ROCKKS like hell im so stuck on it :)))))))))))))))))))))))))) my current favourite its so so so damn nice okay. i just love it to bits, BITS! okay,todays a long day im tired. this shall be it. till then, ciao staying afloat ; `there is no finish line 9:04 PM Thursday, April 29, 2004i had to fallto lose it all but in the end it doesnt even matter damn, damn, damn, i so damn dead. im so gonna fail e maths alright i cant for hell do the paper. like its so difficult? :|| okay, and im expecting a single digit mark. freak it lah, like i havent been passing e maths since the start of year AHHHHHH. chinese paper was hard too :(( i left like five six blanks for hanyupingying? :| and the zonghetiancong i just anyhow write? another gone case paper lahh :| tsemin my dearest yima was even pro-er kay. like dont-know-what was on her mind when she did zhaoju? she was telling yan xiu, sherri and i and we were laughing our heads off alright her sentences are like its so crap lah. okay, like there was one where we're supposed to form a sentence with the word 'ai wu ji wu' and she came up with this 'wo qu mai dong xi de shi hou, kan dao liang jian yi fu, bu zhi dao mai na yi ge bian ai wu ji wu, liang ge du mai' like ?????? its superr out of point! :D didnt go down for recess. was outside the staffroom waiting for misslee. she said she wanted to see us but she wasnt there? :| okay, so was sitting on the floor reading biology notes with sherri. misslee finally came and she said that we are supposed to choose four from our team to submit in to her for the july outwardbound camp.and like we can skip school just to attend it. i voted for.. >sherri >nessie >sheranne >karo :))))))))) yupps.and like the third bell rang oh-so-long ago and we are still writing our votes. haha so yeah, sherri and i rushed like mad to biology class and misslim started the test without us!! :// hurriedly to my seat and got started. like totally dont know how to do the table!! ahhh :(( but overall was pretty fine lahh. history.i felt happy over something :)) SOMETHING. FREAK IT. just received a sms from someone. hurrr, like my first reaction was UHHH. why on earth did that person said that man, should i reply? :| ERM.this is so weird alright. its raining like anything outside now pouring pouring pouring. pray that theres no blackouts man, like that time :| theres chem and a maths test tomorrow!! :|||| die lahh, i forgot to bring my chem textbook home. im so dead. right, time for me to go. i cant wait for weekends, this whole week is just so superrr stressful.late nights, tons of work, killer papers and everything. midyears are only a week or so away! -SCREAMS wake me upside, call my name and save me from the dark ; `there is no finish line 7:44 PM Wednesday, April 28, 2004and my heart aches with pain,these feelings i held so long inside for you wanted to go bathe. then, realised i was home alone? and its pouring outside with lightning and thunder and everything? :|| ran back into my room. back onto the com.yeah. HAHAHAHA.saw this sheet of paper my mum stuck in my maids room. laughed like super lot?? THINGS TO CHECK BEFORE BEDTIME 1.ask mindy ( PE t-skirts.... ) 2.prepare shoes and socks 3.set two timers 4.friday night ask mindy ( saturday what time morning call ) 5.find madeline room key IN THE MORNING 6.wake up mindy at 6.00am, every 5 minutes check 7.call sir 6.20am URM.like what on earth is PE t-skirts man??? i didnt even know i have sucha thing in my attire? :// PE t-shirts you mean mum. and like my dear mum knows me way too well lah. haha look at 6. its so me? when my maid calls me up in the morning, yes i DO get up. with my eyes closed and i sit on my bed the moment she goes out of the room, i fall back to sleep again and she will come in to call me up again and i will fall back to sleep again. and it goes on and on till about erm say 630 that i finally get my ass outta bed. thats when bel goes mad screaming my name shaking my body lahh :))) yeah, thats mindy ng. grrreat, my dads home. shall go bathe now. they say, you must learn to kill before you can feel safe ; `there is no finish line 8:39 PM ive been here before a few times and im quite aware we're dying ate maltesers during physics lab manmanMAN, i seriously hooked on it lahh ive been popping ALOT of it into my mouth the past days? :| its superrrr delicious, i cant stand it :) i love the smooth creamy milk chocolate coating :)) i love the crispy biscuit inside :)) i love the way it melts in my mouth :)) simply heavenly. im over the m&ms craze! im over the hersheys cookies milk chocolate craze! bring it on, malteserssss!! :))) woohoo URM.i just so love chocolates? pe was fun! :))) haha like my baby jeraldine held my hand and we started like some retards around the half netball court? yeah, we just ran and ran and ran like nobodys business and we were laughing like hell :)))) MUMMY LOVES BABY LOTS!! :D played captains ball match against 2C :) tsemin and junqi were freaking mad about their napfa runs? they were saying something like the timing was way off and stuffs, and they failed again. suprisingly i couldnt really finish my plate of food today? dont know why huizhen hates sardine bones? i love sardine bones? i ate all of huizhens sardine bones? :)) and that other day, was having recess with tsemin huizhen eugene.and we were passing around this fatty piece of chicken skin into each others plates :)) there was this history vs geography war?? tsemin and i were like 'history better loh, geography learn what? plant rice arh?' huizhen and eugene were like 'no loh, geography so much better loh.if we dont plant rice you all eat what?' haha it went on and on and on, till.. the bell rang :)) english was boringg as ever.samfoo was helping me with the comprehension corrrections and i just scribbled stuffs on paper :) felt down during history.that feeling just came on me so strong.ah, forget about it. was all squeezed up in hall? stuffy hot and everything.haha i liked the mr yaws pull up video clips.think its super funny? :))) went down queensway with tsemin and eugene to get bethesdas birthday present. there isnt too many nice shirts around somehow, got her this simple black nike tee. I BOUGHT MY NEW ADIDAS SPORTS SHOES!!! :D :D :D i super love it? :)))))))) haha tsemin and i were bargaining with that uncle for a better price URM, we bargained from $76 to $75?? :| errr yeah, one buck difference. we did our best okay, just that the uncle was damn stubborn. cabbed down to huizhens place. cell was okay. jessicas as drama as usual :)) sis picked me up after. slept on the way home, im all so shagged. felt slightly better today? a tiny weeny bit better? :|| like was telling sherri about it while we were queuing for chicken rice that day and she also feel the same way as i do. -ROARRRS :((((( i dont know whether i want this, i dont know, i dont know. cant explain all those feelings youre making me feel. i hate the way you love her you love her you love her i hate the way she loves you she loves you she loves you i hate the way i love you i love you i love you and get hurt all the time. actually thought i made up my mind, but seeing you makes me all so confused i know i dont want this i know im just forcing myself to forget but do i have much of a choice as to? dont wanna close the door dont wanna give up on it dont wanna fight no more but im all out of faith right, feelings aside. DAMMIT LAH,theres three test on tomorrow, like emaths, higherchinese and biology. AARGH, so dead so dead so dead. try again or walk away ; `there is no finish line 8:14 PM Tuesday, April 27, 2004would you come home and stop this pain tonightand stop this pain tonight right, its 1145 now and i feeling real sleepy. its gonna be tuesday soon? school was hectic, hectic, hectic :(( the only period i really enjoyed was life skills? i love the angel mortal game thingie!! think its super sweet? :)) i really wonder who my angel is.. oh yeah, we had chemistry in the computer lab today and like we were using this software, supposed to like investigate what would happen when this particular metal interects with acid lah.and caelium made the trough of acid explode.hahaha so nabi and i were like clicking the play button 321598721 times in line with tsemin and it sounded like some kinda symphony? :)) mr ganesans funny lahs.was like he went 'i dont know why everyone of you went to do the looong method for question six, and only samuel ryo did the short one'.haha and he went on to say very nice things about him but like 30 seconds later he said 'erm but im not very sure whether samuel got that question right'.hahaha tsemin and i were laughing like shit lah :)) like tsemin was talking to me during a maths, and all of the sudden i just tasted blood? :// and i was like 'tsemin, is there blood on my lips? ' and that girl went 'yesss!' with her super big eyeballs. used like tissue paper after tissue paper and the bleeding wouldnt stop lahh went toilet, rinsed my mouth and like everything i spat out was blooood? :||| that was gross, mann. yay! we took a frappucino group photo today! :))) haha yeah outside the computer lab. we had our hands around each other and everything.haha messaging during the lessons. like calvins so dirrty minded can. 'eh, you like to buy things from fcuk is it?' 'erm yeah i love fcuk stuff!' and he went on to think something else lahhh :|| hurrr? and like i was packing my stuff, on the phone with eugene. talking talking talking and im like so hey where are you now. and he said at the door looked up and i was like so why are we on the phone huh.. went home, bathed, changed headed for town!! :))))))) decided i needed some retail theraphy cause AARGH im so down these days?? bought a fcuk shirt!!!! :)))) bought a quiksilver shirt!!!! :)))) tried the banana strawberry smoothie from orange julius and it totally sucks? :|| cant stand eugene lahh hes like 'i must purposely take off my shoes during class, so that people can see my quiksilver branded socks' -_- 'i must bend lower, so that people can see my levis undies' -_- im having this bad feeling that my handphone bills are gonna shoot for the erm stars this month? :// like i was studying chinese, then this urgh someone called and yakked, yakked, YAKKED the whole of the time.totally turned off? :|| -roll eyes HAHA.and yeah, my birthday present for martin this year would be a shirt -looks at martin he knows why lahh :)) was liking telling him im on my way home from town and he went 'what the heck' ? ahh think this post is soo rubbish lah, yes, im typing rubbish. my mood is so rubbish. RRRAAAHHHHH. this is total crap. theres tingxie tomorrow. deadass, byee try again or walk away ; `there is no finish line 12:21 AM Sunday, April 25, 2004somehow i just dont wannastay and wait for a wonder todays super screwed up. im super screwed up. its super screwed up. everythings super screwed up. damn it. ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): i cannot love you anymore i cannot go on hurting myself like this it pains my heart to know this time i have to let you go cause thats what you want it to be right from the start its tearing me apart inside just to think about how hard its gonna be forcing myself to do something i never wanted to but i know i have to for you and me sigh, im feeling SO troubled. this whole thing is tiring me out. sigh, sigh, sigh studied a maths and social studies the whole day tried touching a little on chemistry but i totally dont understand a thing so yeah, closed the book and flung it aside. was watching mtv asia hit list and i really think that utt is super adorable?? :))))) haha he did this series of darn cute actions during the countdown and i was practically laughing my head off alright CHAO CUTE CHAO ADORABLE LAHS! :))))) -faints ahh perhaps thats the only thing in the whole of today that i smiled about? damn full, ate like barbequed stingray, barbequed fish and sambal mussles? alotalot of them?? -burps theres school tomorrow. -dreads like all the teachers are going superrr fast now cause theyre trying to rush the syllabus? and theres a maths test tomorrow. well well WELLS, gonna reply edwins email. so like, bye? all i can do is try ; `there is no finish line 9:27 PM forced love is false love, and thats all that you had for me i had raspberry cream cheese brownie for breakfast!! :)))) yummlicious :)))))))))))))))))) simply love the brownie factory alright. their brownies are just hell delicious :))) -looks at sherri and nessie ahh damn.talking with martin online now and like what the heck lah, why am i crying again. martins very very nice? keep asking me to smile and everything but like tell-me-how. right.wrote this looong email to edwin. just clicked the sent button. hope he replies soon cause i really dont know what to do? :| okay off to mug. -looks at martin hahaha.that guy says that im sound like his mother? errr ciao! all falls down ; `there is no finish line 11:10 AM confusion that never stops closing walls and ticking clocks ERM cried like some retard when perfect ten played these really sweet love songs? >>feeling this >>i miss you >>eighth world wonder >>holding on for you >>the reason messaging moko till now! :)) haha like what, four hours plus? hes sucha nice guy alright. always encouraging me always cheering me up. thanks so much ya. was talking with edwin just now. telling him how i feel and stuffs. and i was really suprised he thought the same way i did am like 'huh, you also think so arh' and we went on with this this this that that that i owe him a email, shall type it tomorrow. im too tired to type it like now? haha and calvincheongkaiwen finally bought his new handphone today but but BUT he lost his wallet :|| hes super suay lah? then, we were messaging just and he totally dislikes estee and esther? he calls them the evil twins. like dont-know-why? haha im like in this super big dilemma? -looks at edwin i dont know, i dont know, i dont know. i dont know, i dont know, i dont know. i dont know, i dont know, i dont know. i cried like so many times today that my eyes are so puffy now. dammit kay, im so sick of this. -looks at edwin again yeah i like this song -points down im all out of faith this is how I feel im cold and im shamed lying naked on the floor illusion never changed into something real im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn youre a little late im already torn its so how im feeling? okay its 125 am this sunday morning. studied chinese just. shall go read history now? AHH.anyone of us is on air now LAH. alright im not not not gonna cry. im NOT. somebody save me ; `there is no finish line 1:27 AM Saturday, April 24, 2004this could be the end of everythingI SCREWED UP MY CHINESE ORAL DAMN BADLY :((((( seriously alright. like i was super nervous.and i kept stumbling on the words of the passage? and for the news report and daily conversation thingie i kept saying 'err..err..then..err' and my oh so nice examiner MR LOUIS PANG said 'bu shi then, shi ran hou' :||||||||||| and he kept prompting me cause i really dont know what to say lah :| freak, really really think im gonna do very bad for this one. went queensway with jeraldine sherri and jamie after orals. we bought like a lot of food alright roti john, waffles, fishballs, tea eggs blahblahblah. left for church.was superr late.like one hour plus or so? :/ sermon was very meaningful :)) went forward for altars call. like dont-know-why i just started crying after listening to what pastor chak ek said? then mingzhu prayed for me. she really really hit the nail of what i was feeling then. i cried even more, my body was shaking. mingzhu held my hands real tight. then like all of the sudden, my knees went weak. i fell to the ground. was still shaking and crying real badly. my whole face was damped with my tears. what mingzhu said kept ringing in my mind. couldnt help but cry more. all i saw was darkness around me. i could hear peoples breathing. i could hear me crying from the inside. after sometime, i cried no more. but i felt all too weak to get myself up. in one way or another, i felt better. much better. feels like a load been lifted off my chest. i felt lighter. got up, headed for the washroom. washed up my face. puffed up eyes, man. went out, saw bethesda. that sweet girl gave me a big hug :)) went to the usual coffeeshop for dinner. crapped like two hours plus there. with tsemin huizhen faith bethesda candice kim morgan adrain tsemin and i laughed a hell lot? had fun :)) took 157.and that bloodly bus driver is an asshole alright. okay like im a student so i paid 60 cents. and he went '80 cents hor!' then i took out my wallet and there isnt a single coin so i told him sorry but thats all i had. and he started scolding me!!! :|||| im like what the hell, just give me my ticket can. and he went on to say that i flagged the bus too late and made him break suddenly. is like, i just got down from 165 then i saw 157 directly behind lah and when i got up the bus i even thanked him for breaking for me alright. and hes just went on and on and on. freaking pissed me off can. then at last he said something in hokkien and pressed the button for the ticket machine im like 'THANK YOU VERY MUCH' :// and when i turned my head and walked to the seat, the whole bus was staring at me LAH ://// er ya, so i just quickly got a seat near the front. i was like fuming mad alright. then like the next stop. this guy came on and he paid $1.20. then that stupid bus uncle said he was supposed to pay $1.40 and that guy checked his wallet and told him that he didnt have any more coins. and that stupid stupid STUPID uncle smiled and said 'haha, nevermind then.' im like WHAT THE HELL LAH!!!! felt like strangling him alright seriously like i was supposed to pay 80 cents but i only had 60 cents, and he scolded me like anything lah and this guy here had to pay $1.40 but he only had $1.20, and the uncle can SMILE and say NEVERMIND!!!! screwoff- and i was like glaring at the uncle for the rest of the bus ride. like hes freaking irritating can.RAHH. then harmoko messaged. like hows your day mindy and everything :)) yeah he chilled me down lah. thanks moko :)))))) back home. think i gotta hit the books now. revision revision and more revision. okay that sucks. should i stay ; `there is no finish line 9:22 PM i hear the laughter i taste the tears but i cant get near you now THERES CHINESE ORAL LATER!!! :((((((( and like what the hell, i woke up with a sorethroat :// freak it. just made my sis mad :(( cause she doesnt really like my cat around in the room but i thought since she was sleeping so i just let her in for a while.then, my oh-so-cute little miko started playing with this tissue paper that was flying around.and it so happens that it landed on my sis who was sleeping so soundly and miko just flew herself on my sis!! :| so imagine that, my sis woke up screaming her head off 'AHHH MINDY ARH, ONE DAY IM GONNA KILL YOUR BLOODY CAT AND YOU!!' errrr :||||||||||||||||||||||| and now because of that, she doesnt wanna give me a lift to school anymore :(( -glares at miko right, im heading for the shower room now. gonna have squeaky nice bath before going to school for oral im feeling nervous! mann. ciao :)) if i aint got you ; `there is no finish line 9:14 AM Friday, April 23, 2004as i stand here all alone,shoulders shudder in my cold. hid my bruises, hid my secrets in my heart for too long. well, im standing on my own. your heart never was my home. that was yesterday, and memories dont fade away. like todays damn screwed up lahs. almost had a suprise a maths test :// and she was like, 'i know a lot of you will fail.fail then fail loh.anyway its going to be counted in CA2 ' :||| e maths.mr ganesan said something about sam walking up and down aimlessly in the canteen that sounded superr funny :))) haha. TEST!!! it was difficult man.tsemin and i were like giggling throughout the paper lah :))) haha. mr ganesan made those who didnt complete the homework stand.and yes, i stood up.hmm together with 15 people or so? lecturing and everything.mann, he threatened to book :|| but was nice to give us a last chance :)) thats why i like mr ganesan alright lahs.haha :))) went down superr late for recess.was cheonging work with baby and junqi.thanks nessie for that very nice mouthful of rice with luncheon meat? :)) chemistry.like seriously STILL dont understand whatever was on the board.it suddenly came to my mind that today was the deadline for sherri and i to hand up the netball camp drafts and everything! we like totally forgot about it lah.so we were doing it during chemistry.the list and stuffs.yeah :)) sherri and i are gonna sabo the rest like anything man.with the activites we planned :)))))) hahaha.i cant wait alright. continued the planning during orca.and we realised theres a lot a lot to plan? like the list of things to bring, the whole course of games, the food, the everything. but was fun being the fact we get to oversee the whole camp and see everyone getting saboed by our plans? :)))))))) yay! -looks at sherri mass copying going on in class the minute the teacher left.e maths ,yeah.a maths ,yeah.biology ,yeah :))) haha and someone can play san zhi lao hu on the guitar alright :))))) and looks darn cute playing it? didnt feel comfortable at all after that.felt :((( RAAHH. left.was late for tuition.met him at the bus stop :)? wanted to get a cab actually cause like FOUR 74s passed and 196 still didnt come? :// and yeah according to him, his personal driver was late or something :)) the surroundings seemed so familiar, it did bring some tears to my eyes. those days, we used to take this bus together. but now its just me staring at the empty seat beside me. `missing, wanting. got down.said bye :)) jingshuns house is pretty nice.very oriental and everything :) theres this really cute picture of jingshun on top of the door.haha :)) tuition started.sat opposite jingshun.oh man, jingshun is superrrr funnyyyy alright :D like he gets super tensed up.and he would scratch his head, crack his nuckcles, frown his browns and his expression is seriously CUTE.hahaha :)))))) giggled like a hell lot? and he and matthew talks super lot that they cant do their work? :) HAHA.at the end of tuition.the part jingshun calls the finale. HE WAS DAMN FUNNY I TELL YA :D :D :D he gave fangie fang this er kinda ugly billabong pencilcase and his speech he gave was super hilarious! matthew tsemin and i were practically rolling off our seats LAH :))))))))))))))))))))))) my tummy ached big time kay.hahahahaha JINGSHUN! then after tuition we went down to play basketball. matt played one on one with tsemin then later matt went home so jingshun took on tsemin. hahaha.the way jingshun shoot is very nice? but like mostly are airballs??? :| tsemin is pro-ded lah :)) then it was like six already then jingshun went 'HUH?! six already arh?? okay okay stop.i wanna go home and watch my cartoons' like oh man? cartoon? :|| my sis came to pick me up.gave tsemin a lift too.and that yima arh, laughing whole time in my sis car :))) haha. went for dinner with my sis.was damn hungry cause i didnt eat the whole of today except the spoon of rice nessie fed me with :)) im feeling tired. todays kinda alright. jingshun made my day? :))) shucks! -looks at tsemin im happy. oreo rocks lah :))))))))))))) i cant forget the way he looked playing the guitar? totally mesmerizing alright, seriously. im loving it but but BUT :((((( perhaps not that happy afterall. with something that has been going on. blahblahblah. theres oral tomorrow! -screams :| hate orals lahh :((( cruel to the eye ; `there is no finish line 10:04 PM Thursday, April 22, 2004but you dont know how much it hurts to see you turn your back on me time and time againactually came online to blog about just now, but ahhh not in any mood to do so. so probably another time? theres like A LOT of homework to do and to top it off, a e maths test. how nice lahs :// for what i believe in ; `there is no finish line 8:30 PM now its just too late and we cant go back like i only realised theres chinese tingxie today when sherri told me this morning. oh my, its four chapters and theres alotalot of words?? :||| did the last samurai for the english movie review test. miss hia: 'class, youre not supposed to refer to any other sources while doing the test' okay and i had the eightdays magazine with the writeup of the last samurai on my lap :) chinese! tingxie! erm i only knew how to write eight or nine out of the twenty? :/ the rest were from eileen.haha :)) recess! :// oh i finally found out who is sourplum!! then nessie and sherri were teasing me lahh :| biology.AHHH :((((((((((((( felt so down alright what the hell lah, mindyng. i know i shouldnt feel that way. i know, i know. was penning down my thoughts on paper.felt that least bit better? physics.had some practical test thingie.like my graph was so very not curvy? history.passed my history test :) 16. went home straight after school.sorry eileen that i threw my temper? :(( thought a lot on the bus trip back. like the more i think, the worst i feel? :(((((((( freak it. i dont care anymore lahhhhh. this sucks. its like raining super heavily now supposed to be at huizhens house by four. so ya, bye perhaps i have had enough of you ; `there is no finish line 3:01 PM Wednesday, April 21, 2004somehow, i know im haunted to be wantedi want my coloured markers, i want my coloured markers i want my coloured markers, i want my coloured markers i want my coloured markers, i want my coloured markers like everytime i lend people mine, then they'll never return me again? :| shall go popular after school tomorrow i want the red orange blue pink purple yellow ones! :)) love scribbling in my black notebook with coloured markers lah :))) i want my coloured markers ah and yes, think he looked darn cute during assembly today :))))))))) hmm did i say i loved chemistry today? I LOVE CHEMISTRY TODAY yada yada :))) caught up in the midst of you ; `there is no finish line 11:21 PM out of my mind nothing makes sense anymore i want you back in my life thats all im breathing for right.its like 1030 and i just got back from macs. studied chinese :)) listening to perfect ten all the way rocks lah :) 2.4 was okay today.still dont know my timing :( dont really think i did too well? and i super love chemistry today! :))))))))))))))))) yeahhh! :D hee lalalala :) bought baby a kinder surprise egg during recess.she was bugging me for one you see :) and she was fixing the toy thingie during english lesson while her mummy me was sleeping.haha mummy loves baby yeah? :)))) and applause shahidah alright. like that girl called miss priscilla song a dumbass right in front of her face this morning? woohoo :)) im like wah?! youre super daring can shah, BUT thats the way to go :D but i do see detentions lined up for you girl.uhhh :| AARGH.mums nagging :( alright mum, im off. breathe easy ; `there is no finish line 10:45 PM cruel to the eye watching her hold what used to be mine my brain cells are so dead. a maths test was freaking hard. man, gonna fail this one like the previous :(( and miss lee kept looking at my workings, its like all crap lahs? hmm, feeling so worn out. tireddddd :( shall go take a bath and join my sis at king albert park. shes studying for her university papers. and i will study for mine! :) will blog again laters. yupps, im off. i cant breathe easy cant sleep at night till youre by my side no i cant breathe easy i cant dream yet another dream without you lying next to me theres no air `there is no finish line 4:17 PM Tuesday, April 20, 2004we were meant to live for so much morehave we lost ourselves? took a short nap just. wanna sleep more actually but well, decided to get myself up to study. yeah, STUDY :) seriously im really scared of 2.4 tomorrow. like my stamina sucks big time now alright, cant make it lah :| just hope it wouldnt be like last weeks. twentyone plus minutes, oh man. -faints im so dead LAH. my two buskerton cards are like soaked in water :|||| and now that its dried, the two sticks onto each other, and its chao kiam-cai can! :// tattered and torn and everything. alright, can imagine how miss luah is gonna scream at me the way she did today :| die, die, die. better start on my chemistry notes, ciao. `there is no finish line 9:49 PM through the hourglass i saw you in time you slipped away c div got their trophies today during morning assembly!! :))) yeah, was like clapping my loudest for them lahs. think the trophy looks kinda ugly? :| am super happy for them! :D lost my e maths textbook.didnt take my tys from locker.so was like stoning the whole period lahs :/ two straight periods of chinese.like raah! :| felt so sleepy can :( and mdmshi confiscated my graph book because i was drawing graphs when she was going through some lame oral stuff :| whatever. chapel was hell cool! :)))) theres this mini concert kinda thing.and they played super niceee songs! >why dont you and i !! :) >thousand miles !! :) >perfect !! :) >how do i live !! :) >sk8ter boy !! :) the music and singers were damn good, i tell you. didnt feel like chapel at all.haha :) recess.was cheonging emaths with sherri in mr ganesans class. haha and we like anyhow anyhow do lah? then like the third bell rang and we're still doing lah? :) rushed to get books and everything.then shared a chicken burger with sherri. biology.oh boy, the whole class was superrrr hornyyy lahhhh! :)))) a maths.went down for photo taking! :) like the whole class of girls were squeezing in the toilet, tidying their uniforms and clipping their hair. and everyone was yakking and everything, super noisy :)) well, us girls lah :) tsemin lejing joanne fiona and i were playing this go-back-skip hand game thingie.im super lousy at it kay :( stood beside lejing for the photoshoot! :)) haha and we were like saying we wanna do a horny pose for the candid shot :D hahaha went up back to class.bell rang :) then miss lee was SUPERR ANGRY with the class. yes, she was screaming. yes, she was yelling. :|||||||| and i realised that our maths teachers like to pick on sam alotalotalot? :|| okay and she gave us this whole lot of homework to do.aargh freak man :( english.boring lahs.blah. school ended. rang up fangie fang, cancelled tuition cause tsemin and i had our ccas photoshoots.would be joining jingshunnn and matthew this friday :)) haha had lunch with tsemin huizhen and sherri. us, crappers :)) then assembled in the half netball court. audrey told me something her friend told her about me. and im like uhhhh.. and she doesnt wanna tell me whos the guy lah! all i know is that his nickname is sour plum and hes from 4D. aargh anyone got any idea who that is?? :| okay and sherriannechoo is super despo for ahhem alright. like practically love him to bits :) hahaha and the whole world knows about it already.haha :)) sherri nessie karo and i so wanna stand together for the shot!! :) but the guy seperated us all lahs. and nessie was damn happy cause she finally got a chance to stand on the last row? :| actually wanted to go karos house to bake cookies with nessie! :)) sooo fun! but figured out its too late lah so cabbed home :(( dropped by bukit timah plaza. bought chocolates and apple juice :) shopped for snacks for meow and miko too :) although miko is like a super fluffed up fur ball already. downloaded a lot of songs today :D >three doors down >smile empty soul >third eye blind :))) love. damn tired. so, LATERS. i love you for who you are so dont change ; `there is no finish line 7:06 PM Monday, April 19, 2004the daylights fading slowlybut time with you is standing still im waiting for you only the slightest touch and i feel weak i cannot lie, from you i cannot hide and im losing the will to try cant hide it, cant fight it im watching the new channel eight drama serial now. taypinghui is SUPER SHUAI :)) !! his smile is really niceee lahs i love his smile i love his smile i love his smile he reminds me of someone.. oreo!! :))) hee okay and dumb me didnt bring my locker key today :||| so had to use sherris for the meantime. didnt bring back my graph book, and theres like quite a bit of e maths homework. freakk :( johnstons so dead lah. like this afternoon, met him at the carpark and he came to ask us to give him a few good chinese phrases cause hes gonna take his chinese B oral very very soon. then we said stuff like erm 'fengherili', 'zongeryanzhi' and 'ganchuliangduo' ?? :|| hahaha.okay and im chatting with him online now and hes like, 'die already lah, confirm fail one.' and he went on to say that he brillantly cant read a word from the passage for nuts :||| and he superbly didnt even know whats handphone in chinese :||| he totally screwed his whole oral up lahs :// im like, 'oh boy, why on earth did you take up chinese B lahs, tell me' :) together with his oh-so-pro japanese, hes gonna flunk his languages like anything. now johnston, smile :) okay im feeling crappish now. raah. :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) like damn, im still smiling over what happened last night. LALALA. MOOMOOMOO. BOINKBOINKDOINK.. :)) alamak, gila -slaps forehead `there is no finish line 10:32 PM i'll fix these broken things repair your broken wings and make sure everythings alright :)))))))))))) am in high spirits today! -smileSMILEsmile :D school was super boring today :| hmm let me see, biology was pretty fine.i like chopping peanuts :) a maths.boringg lahs :// physics :||||| yes, yes. whatevers with centre of gravity.im so sick of physics. recess! :) the chinese food was yummy today! and tsemin huizhen eugene and i were like crapping over lunch lahs :) chemistry.had this group discussion thingie.im like 'min, must not look at him.' 'min, must not look at him.' 'min, must not look at him.' :) ah but i still did lah -slaps myself e maths.i like mr ganesan! :) hahaha.think hes very nice. miss lims talk.kinda boring.eileen and i were like conversation-ing through my diary.its super messy in there lah.we scribbled :) oh and we played tic-tac-toe too :) i love my gan nu er! :) prayer meeting after school.was fine :) yeah yeah, my adidas sport shoes still havent arrive lahs? hahaha :)) -looks at huizhen, tsemin, pris and kim then slacked around school with sheranne and sherri oh gosh sherriannechoohuiyi is mad over 'ahhem' lahs seriously alright. shes like stalking him :/// haha then me and sheranne were turning turns to prankcall 'ahhem' to get sherri irritated :)) wahaha my mum bought this super big brownie cake from mrs field! :D haha got her hooked on it since i bought some back the another day. she keeps eating it non-stop lahs :) and she said to me just, 'min, can you keep the brownie cake in your room a not arh?' and im like why? and she said 'because hor, if leave in my room hor, i surely keep eating it one. then hor, by the end of today confirm gone liao' the way she said it was kinda cute lahs :) and im like oh my gawd, my mum dyed her hair ORANGE!!!! :|||| -screams my head off but but BUT, i think putting it in my room means the brownie cake would be gone even faster? :// hahaha. oh yes and before i forget. thank you very much sherriannechoohuiyi my everdearst blurrrr yima for spilling soya bean milk on my quiksilver bag, bio textbook, a maths textbook and physics textbook this morning :) it sure stinks like anything now :) feeling sticky :( im off for a bathe :) `there is no finish line 6:17 PM youre the answer to my prayer mindy is darn happy! :) mindy is darn happy! :)) mindy is darn happy! :))) mindy is darn happy! :)))) mindy is darn happy! :))))) mindy is darn happy! :)))))) mindy is darn happy! :))))))) mindy is darn happy! :)))))))) mindy is darn happy! :))))))))) mindy is darn happy! :)))))))))) mindy is DARN HAPPY LAHS! :D because ________________. i miss last night! :) oreolicious` / my dreams came true when i found you i found you ; my miracle `there is no finish line 4:56 PM Sunday, April 18, 2004frozen inside without your touch without your love darling,only you are the life among the dead am feeling happy! :D haha cause i saw his online status :)))))) and also because of this sweeeet little girl called pamelakohyunxiang :)) the minute i came online.. `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] a reason to start over new ; and the reason is you / says: pam! hello! Are there animals in here? says: mindy~! hello! Are there animals in here? says: i love you! `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] a reason to start over new ; and the reason is you / says: haha `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] a reason to start over new ; and the reason is you / says: i love u loads too girl! : ) darn cute lahs.min loves you pam! :)) came online to chill a little, cause ive been mugging for the whole afternoon. mid years are just around the corner and im feeling the heat! :/ stress stress stress :||| AHHH hate exams alright. hmmmm.i cant wait for school tomorrow! can see, can see, can see, erm him :) !! yada yada! hahaha, watching the nkf thingie now. gurmit and mark are doing this horn performance. super funny! :D they look like some cute goons lahs. okay off to mug more, suddenly feel so guai :) hee.okay crap lahs see yas. `there is no finish line 8:20 PM in the shadows of the unknown the way by clay aiken is on mtv now!!!!! :D -screams something about the way you look tonight, something about the way that i cant take my eyes off you. something about the way your lips invite. maybe its the way that i get nervous when youre around, and i want you to be mine. and if you need a reason why its in the way that you move me, and the way you tease me, the way that I want you tonight. its in the way that you hold me and the way that you know me when i cant find the right words to say. you feel it in the way, you feel it in the way. something about how you stay on my mind, something about the way that i whisper your name when im asleep maybe its the look you get in your eyes, ohh baby its the way that makes me feel to see you smile and the reasons they may change, but what im feeling stays the same. its in the way that you move me, and the way you tease me, the way that i want you tonight. its in the way that you hold me and the way that you know me when i cant find the right words to say. you feel it in the way, you feel it in the way. i cant put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you, you baby. so dont ask me to describe, i get all choked up inside, just thinking about the way. darn nice song lahs :) but dont really like clay aiken though think he looks gay or something :/ ah freak my tummys rumbling :( shall go hunting for food in my kitchen now. -runs off `there is no finish line 11:12 AM tomorrows a brand new day BOO! -smiles its like 125am on this sunday morning and im still on the laptop dont feel like sleeping lahs :| chatting with the birthday boy now. mosesmohan! :) happy birthday moses :) this guy arh. hes got super lots of ways to cheer me up whenever im down lahs and gives really good advices too. thanks for being there for me the past year ya? :)) and hes seriously making me hungry lahs [פаяк ىσιаcε] Hello Fifteen! says: I've got kinder bueno with mee `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] supposedly.our.eleventh. says: hey tads no fair `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] supposedly.our.eleventh. says: : ( hmph [פаяк ىσιаcε] Hello Fifteen! says: mhmmm. [פаяк ىσιаcε] Hello Fifteen! says: that creamy crust. [פаяк ىσιаcε] Hello Fifteen! says: dribble that with yummilicious chocolate sauce. [פаяк ىσιаcε] Hello Fifteen! says: mmmmmmmmmhm. [פаяк ىσιаcε] Hello Fifteen! says: *crunchy crust `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] supposedly.our.eleventh. says: ahhh stop it [פаяк ىσιаcε] Hello Fifteen! says: I shall savour a bite of it. `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] supposedly.our.eleventh. says: noooooo `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] supposedly.our.eleventh. says: i want it to be mine `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] supposedly.our.eleventh. says: haha [פаяк ىσιаcε] Hello Fifteen! says: *crunch* [פаяк ىσιаcε] Hello Fifteen! says: my taste buds are at its peak! [פаяк ىσιаcε] Hello Fifteen! says: mhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! [פаяк ىσιаcε] Hello Fifteen! says: sliding that chocolate sauce down my throat. `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] supposedly.our.eleventh. says: you freak `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] supposedly.our.eleventh. says: haha `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] supposedly.our.eleventh. says: shut up.. `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] supposedly.our.eleventh. says: youre making me feel hungry alright [פаяк ىσιаcε] Hello Fifteen! says: make me x) `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] supposedly.our.eleventh. says: enough, enough, enough [פаяк ىσιаcε] Hello Fifteen! says: I shall tempt you with another bite. [פаяк ىσιаcε] Hello Fifteen! says: It satates my appetite, ever so much x) `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] supposedly.our.eleventh. says: ahhhhhh see lah.. u make me feel like eating brb `[twist.lick.dunk__oreo.] supposedly.our.eleventh. says: shall comb my kitchen for sth.. he went on to describe his fridge lahs like what vanilla icecream rippled with strawberry sauce and sprite ice which leaves the MINty aftertaste ahh enough. okay am feeling sleeping, ciao. `there is no finish line 1:54 AM Saturday, April 17, 2004to me youre perfectand my wasted heart will always love you met tsemin jeraldine and junqi at clementi yima and baby were damn late lahs. junqi and i were like 'we're gonna kill them when they comes!' :) okay so boarded the train. we were all bullying baby! :)) and i love junqis hotpinkadidassuperstar lah! -stares at junqi :) went pasir ris for lunch water rise fried potato rocks my socks! :) we four erm bought ten then we gobbled up within minutes haha :) its seriously addictive alright. shopped around for while. walked past oldchangkee everyone bought a stick of fried sotong :)) then me and junqi so wanted to buy the swensens icecream!! -looks at junqi haha theres this flavour that looks darn nice hmm think its frosted malt chocolate. then realised we were running late so we rushed off ice-cream-less. -frowns :( met up the rest at tampines mall. paired up with tsemin. she wore the billboards and i held the can SUPER FUN :))) we were like running around chasing people :) haha yeah then like when we met jeraldine and junqi or jingshun and jeremy or other groups. we would be like comparing cans and everything :) i shaked my can extra hard lah :)) then we would be stealing one and anothers 'customers' :) hahaha damn fun and i have to say that the tampines people over there are really friendly, really giving, really nice people :)) like one out of two would at least give something :) but nevertheless, there were some were super irritatting like this woman, i went up to her and asked 'would you like to donate?' and she just said, 'im not so sure' and walked away -_- and also some who snapped 'no money lah, no money lah, go away' and they give us this go away hand signal -_- it was super hot the whole day.and we were like running about and stuff. then we caught sight of mdm xu and mrs choe DRINKING coffee in an AIRCON delifrance. and we banged the glass window lahs. then they just waved and smiled :/ aargh.haha. in the end we managed to fill two cans! with four tendollarnotes and two fivedollarnotes plus a lot a lot of twodollarnotes and hundreds of coins lahs :D went down orchard. everyone was super shagged on the train. i fell asleep.haha my sis messaged. she said she saw him at paragon AND he pretended not to see her like she smiled at him and he looked away drinking his big gulp :|| but haha my sis said he looks cute! :D and mingshen said he looks shuai! :D -hugs them both :) walked to cineleisure to meet the rest. well, was darn tired. perhaps thats just my excuse to see him. urgh poor eileen was having a headache :( take care girl take away kfc. went home. shagged shagged shagged :( bus 77. laid my head against the glass window. thoughts and emotions took me over. the past, it haunts. i cried. thinking back to the days.. i missed our everything. got down at this quiet bus stop. didnt wanted to go home as yet sat at the bus stop for an hour plus. watched endless buses past memories flooded my mind as i read through my folders cried my heart out. hung my head low. tears formed a puddle of damped patch on my skirt. i miss you oreo. the old you, loving me. braced myself up. wiped away my tears. i smiled, at the fact that i once had you in my life those times were special, ever so special to me. we once loved. i will never forget the things you said to me i will never forget the things you did for me i will never forget the way you used to smile at me i will never forget the conversations we had i will never forget the times we shared i will never forget the way you loved me i will never forget you. but, i never wanted to leave. i never wanted this to end. you did. today, supposedly our eleventh. `there is no finish line 11:59 PM dont waste your time on me youre already the voice inside my head i miss you its been a long while since i last slept in this late :)) ahh how nice.. :) was like chatting with khuong online just. catching up and stuff :) and he was like 'anyway, gtg sleep already' and i was like what, so early??? then i remembered he was in canada. uh haha dumb me :| i love ocean avenue by yellow card!! :) rocks lah :) yuppee! the camp pictures are finally out on the portal! :) haha looking through them now. theres this picture where pam was abseiling.then sherri sarah stephen linus and me were looking.and my face was like away from the camera.and it shows my bunned hair.I MISS MY HAIR!!! :(( haha and pams expression was damn funny :) HAHA theres one with miss luah was doing the postman walk :) having strawberries for breakfast! :) yumyum. alright.gonna meet the rest at clementi now for buskerton. seeyas. its the seventeen today and these memories are playing like a film without sound.. i love you `there is no finish line 10:47 AM Friday, April 16, 2004preoccupied without you, i cannot live at allmy whole world surrounds you, i stumble and i fall came back online.but joce is gone! she went offline lahs that polar. i wanna irritate her more i wanna irritate her more heehee. -evil grin :)) must have scared her off or something. oops. HAHA. chialing ling eileen ber joy samfoo fiona got me this nicee black shirt from italy!! :) hehe.its U-necked.black.plain and simple with the word vencia sewed on with shimmering crystals! thanks girlssss! :)) min likes that shirt alright! :D and also pris and linus for the crystal sweet! :) theres buskerton tomorrow! :) allocated to tampines mall.like soo far lohs. i wanna be at paragon. -sighs forgot what i wanted to say just so ya bye. its been a long while since i last felt this way `there is no finish line 10:58 PM give me hope to believe in, give me the strength that i need. pick me up cause ive fallen down, make me see that its all worth while. okay okay.. more or less chilled .... okay like he didnt come again :( history.boringg period :| a maths.was nice sitting beside ling :) haha. e maths.i like mr ganesan :)) suddenly find him very nice lahs. recess.i ate a lot! drank a lot! :/ chemistry.lab.haha yes, nabi and i were playing with the acids and metals again.like adding a bit of everything.then heating it.haha :) and and AND, how dare mrpangzhenrong keep staring at my baby.haha.shes like 'mummy mummy,zhenrong bully me.he keep staring at baby...' then i went 'oh really,how dare he.come mummy scold him for you' so we went over to zhenrongs lab table and i said 'zhenronggg.why were you staring at my baby!' then hes like 'what..' then he gave me that scary stare :|| and i was like 'okayokayokay....' then me and baby retreated. hahaha :) and baby and i were writing letters to each other.shes damn sweet lahs :D r&d.mr ganesan and miss luah scolded everyone.cause we didnt do up our webpage and everything.haha.was tabulating the results for the survey with eileen for the rest of time. orca.sat with eileen.was like whispering the whole time.shhhh :) school ended. went around with da gu to get people to do our coffee surveys. and we purposely went to the soccer pitch area. because...hahaha :)) -smiles at sherri and when we were there. kept looking at him. hmm interesting.hes a lefthander.messy handwriting though. and sherri arh. haha staring at him lahs! :) so did the work stuff in miss luahs class. aircon! :))) played this little game with sherri eileen and linus :) haha. and eileen and chialing were like feeding pangzhenrong strawberry pokky.haha :) he came in.like tried so so hard not to look. tsemin came.haha with the brownies we bought. then called fangiefang.faking her that we didnt know how to do some a maths questions and wanting her to come down to school for a while. she was really reluctant at first. but we were like 'please lah miss fang..please' haha so in the end she cabbed down :) gave her the brownie cake and wished her happy birthday :)! was watching the soccer game with tsemin and mel! :) hee. then this flying soccer ball hit my leg! :( ouch super painful lahs and mel and tsemin was like laughing.. :| saw him as he walked out the gates.smiled? :) played a lot of netball after. drank a lot of hundredplus. :) :) was super pissed after that though. ahh dont wanna talk about it. im damn hyper now. like highhh. haha joces getting irritated by me! :)) `there is no finish line 10:12 PM but it all faded too fast freaking pissed. AHHH. till im chilled, laters. `there is no finish line 9:06 PM Thursday, April 15, 2004i want a faith like thatokay. like super paiseh alright. just this morning ness just said 'oh ya min, XXX picture is up outside the bandroom and and AND he walked past at that very moment lahs! :|||| damn.think he heard it :/ -glares at ness twoperiodsofenglish.jiawei presented his personal recount freaking funny lahs he recounted the whole of the pampers joke that 2B played on him :) haha yeah and the whole class was mad in laughter alright miss hia gave him like 5 mins but he took a whole period he crapped a lot you see. chinese.im bored.was scribbling stuffs as usual.blah recess.yes, another pigging out session lahs -smiles at tsemin biology.limtsemin was singing and singing as usual :| i was like okay okay enough.haha :) hmm felt a little lost.erm polysacchandes?? physics lab.fiona joined our table. for obvious reasons.. er haha :) was nice.fiona was like telling us how italy venice and paris was like :) history.had this move around learning thingie.didnt like the idea :/ school ended. jeraldine sherri and me were like snapping SUPER LOT of pictures on junfengs handphone! :) damn fun.we had like manymanymany different poses some spastic some retarded some act cute hahaha :) then we went to the basketball court there. and we did the staceys mum mtv!!! :) haha yeah we were like walking backwards down the stairs was laughing and falling :D haha i super love my baby and da gu!! :)) darn sweet and funny girls had loads of fun alright love ya again! :) and erm was having hell lot of fun that i forgot about prayer meeting! oops. was in the auditorium next with tsemin next. theres this class doing this peanut crew thingie.haha kinda cute lahs :) and think 3B didnt do as well today.. edwins chinese slang was damn funny harmoko was SUPER DUPER funny too! :) oh man i was practically rolling off my seat alright and dorcas cant speak cantonese for nuts she was like erm..woh mui..looong pause then someone threw her the paper with the lines haha :) went foyer to see the others isaworeo, isaworeo, isaworeo he looks supercool, he looks supercool, he looks supercool :):):) !! he really looks damn nice alright damn nice i say damn nice i say again DAMN NICE :D my eyes were like glued :)))) played netball. so fun! haha :) then me and ness played happy family with yingchun and lynette yingchun that bloody good guy won. then later with joel and sijay i won! :) okay then it was back to netball. benedict just so love fooling around lahs :) reached home at 8. im NOT happy now. NOT HAPPY, yes. i feel trapped lost everything. i dont know what im thinking i dont know how i feel feel hopeless faithless theres no point to it i thought i could just numbed the pain by just faking it off but it bled even more its hurts and im in pain again ; `why `there is no finish line 9:28 PM Wednesday, April 14, 2004its hurting me againlike last night at about 23:30 :D the entire estate had this major blackout :/// okay and i was halfway through amaths homework then the lights were blinking, the radio went off, the aircon went off. everyone woke up and went searching for torches candles blahblah but there were none :| it was so damn dark lahs i hate powerfailures :) hes absent today like the whole day i felt so dead ahh no motivation lahs :(( wasted a lot of paper scribbling rubbish during the lessons i was freaking bored you see. yeah :) oh ya did pe today after sooo long and seriously my stamina suck big time now like BIG TIME alright my 2.4 was like erm 21:35???? ://// super good ya? :| and and AND the real 2.4 test is next week :/ how niceeeee :| aint gonna pass with erm twentyoneminutesandthirtyfive seconds alright wenta support the c div after school! :)) with nessie and karo and some seniors up against mgs with actually leading in the first place then gradually lost when shahidah hurted her ankle and have to be subbed out :( 32-22 but they secured the 4th position at nationals which is like super pro lahs proud of them alright :) hahaha and there was this part in the second half martha jumped and fell in the goal circle and everyone was like 'ooohhhhh.martha fell ley, wenyao' even miss lee was teasing him then wenyao was like grinning big time lahs and also when mary shot in goals everyone would go 'wahhhh jeremy not bad huh' and his face went red i tell ya super red! :) wenta takeaway macs.superr broke :( saw jeremy at the entrance waiting haha so nessie karo and i were like 'jeremy, waiting for who huh...? :)' hahaha :D and he seriously look darn cute with the paiseh face :) went back.met mel shahidah afnan kim at the bus stop took 14 together. and we sitting at the steps then nessie was like trying to get the censor working and or something like kept standing up and sitting down standing up in the end we got a sit upstairs and hahaha nessie and karo and i were DAMN HYPER :D we practically went mad lahs crapped a hell lot :) we kept singing songs too :) hehe i so love them alright super cute people :)) my sweeties! -smiles at them got back to school. mr tiong like condemned shahidah damn unreasonable lah made her cry :( everyone was like hushing her up felt bad for her man like aargh! :( its like almost eight that i got home first thing i did was to charge my handphone replied him :) and hes off for dinner now. doubt hes gonna reply like its always the case? oh wells oh wells :(((( like nabi told me today in physics lab 'well min, at least he talks to you now what right' and my answer was 'he talk to me only when he needs to not when he wants to' like its so true huh. no mood lah got countless pages of zuoye lah bye lah [cheerupnessie`dontcrysweetie`minshereforyouya?loveyagirl:)] `there is no finish line 9:59 PM Tuesday, April 13, 2004cause you know i'll give up anything in the world just to see you smileand ohyesohyes, saw him in his buskerton clothes today super freaking shuai alright :D oh man i can just feel my heart melt lahs :)))) damn nice! iloveoreo :) totally. `there is no finish line 8:17 PM cause everythings so wrong and i dont belong living in your precious memories back from tuition fangie fang couldnt stand us lah me and tsemin were SUPER HYPER today. haha -looks at tsemin we were erm like singing shiwankeweiseme when she gave us questions to do we were like making silly noises when she scolded us we totally went out of control alright :D haha crapped a hell lot yakked a hell lot and miss fang went.. fang: i seriously cant stand you guys lah, whats with you all today huh. we gave her this innocent look then continued to crap :)) seriously SERIOUSLY went nuts miss fangs mums very nice she made us a plate of spaghetti each :) and like aargh i forgot to bring my wallet to school today :| and i realised i left my a maths textbook at kallang yesterday :| and i left my nike watch on the bench at school yesterday :| like how forgetful can you get lah min. school was freak boring as usual. hateit,hateit,hateit. like two periods of emaths and two periods of higher chinese in a day? probably thats why tsemin and i went goons lah.. :/ yupps the choir people are back! :) but chialing messaged in the morning saying shes down with fever! :( oh man.poor girl lahs.told her to take lotsa care and stuffs.yupps! :) and all the choir people were jet-lagging today. haha. wanling cant even like open her eyes during chinese lahs. she took a look at her watch and went.. ling:you know, at this time, we were supposed to be sleeping while we were over there.. then she rest her head on the table and slept :) how nice.. okays.english was crappish. totally turned off. was scribbling stuff on foolscrap paper :) -looks at eileen and samfoo and yes, samfoo gave me this nice shell thingie pendant.thanks girl :) like erm i was doing my zuowen on bed last night. wrote the first sentence, then took a super looong time to think of what to write next and er i fell asleep :) so i woke up this morning with this almost blank sheet of zuowenzi staring at me :| wonderful :) alright alright ive got tons of work to be done a lot of amaths and that uncompleted zuowen -points up so yupps. heading for the shower room now byeee all `there is no finish line 8:03 PM Monday, April 12, 2004cruel to the eyei see the way she makes you smile i taste blood like my upper jaws is bleeding? :| im feeling the wound with my tongue now.haha dont know how the wound came about. weird well anyways mr ganesan took miss lims bio period today so we had like two periods of e maths that sucks. a maths.tsemin was like using two pilotpens and kept hitting the metal bars.like one who is playing the drums? its like NOISE lahs :/ physics.erm i forgot what i did for that lesson :| just knew that i was staring at someone bigtime lahs.er as usual? :) recess. -SCREAM!!! -stares at tsemin sherri eugene nessie jeraldine qingzheng bert sarah erm i dont know where to hide my face lah i paiseh-ed myself superrrr bigggg timeee :|||||| and stooopidyima was like laughing her ass off immense mulu-ation :| i failed my chemistry quiz :| like two out of erm twenty. seriously dont understand a single thing about chemical equations :// I HATE CHEMISTRY LAHS :) oh and he got one :) nabi was soo nice :) shes teaching me some thingie about balancing equations :)) thanks girl emaths again.i think i understand coordinate geometry!! :D and tsemin was playing her 'drums' again :| NOISE! think yimas got a little gila lahs.we were like doing questions. no one said anything.and out of the blue she started laughing and laughing AND laughing.. :/ lifeskills.had some boring sex talk thingie.and the guys went nuts over some stds booklet handout.cause there were erm some censored pictures in there.they were laughing and laughing AND laughing :/ prayer meeting after school.qingzheng led! :) was quite okay. then went played a little streetnetballgame.my stamina really sucks alright.ahhh :( went down to kallangnetballcentre to cheer the c girls on! :) they fought very hard alright. every single one. though they lost 23-47. screamed like hell lahs :)) miss lim came during the third quarter and erm okay she also SCREAMED LIKE HELL :/ but yeah guess that chij toapayoh was just too good lahs. hmm so they will be playing mgs for the third and fourth placings on wednesday. and and AND i saw ETHEL!!! :D my super pretty mgs goalshooter! :)) and also chij toa payoh goal shooter! the also super cute one :)) -looks at sheranne okay must emphasise that im not a les alright i like guys :) so went macs for dinner with karo samfoo sheranne :) samfoo bought this is super cute cow softtoy from italy for me:D hehe.how nicee. okay sheranne told me something. im super pissed with charissa.like she told ness i found her irritating? what the hell. like where on earth did she get the idea from how can i ever find my dearest nessie irritating. dissoff girl` i find YOU irritating -shoo okay and we were like suaning mary and martha BIG TIME :))) yeahh super fun. jeremy huh.. wenyao huh.. haha :) i love marys expression! :D i love marthas laughter! :D the twins are really sweet girls i tell ya -looks at jeremy and wenyao HAHAH :) cabbed home gave sam and karo a life the fare was a killer. like thirteenplusbucks? :| and today is.. -drumroll jeraldines birthday! :D my babys 15th :) hehe. and also sam foo :) happy birthday girls! and like at about three plus today. this absolutely sweet girl called taychialing called me from changiairport :D :D i miss her soo much alright her bubbly laughter and everything :) ling also ber also eileen also joy also!! :) everyone lahs. and she said that the flight was delayed by a day because hmm something like the wheels of the plane came off??? :| i was like thankGod nothing went wrong can you imagine it. the planes in midair and the wheels came off like how are you gonna land lah haha cant wait to see them tomorrow! :) okay i have a zuowen to do ta tas and it was just something so simple like this that simply makes my day `there is no finish line 10:10 PM Sunday, April 11, 2004youre toxic, im slipping underwith the taste of a poison paradise im addicted to you dont you know that youre toxic aargh freak im down with a flu bug like the whole of today ive to carry this pocket tissue with me cause its really bad :( anyways happy easter everyone :)) meet up with karo to get my locker key :) and stupid me took the wrong bus and ended up dont-know-where :| bought her twosubwaycookies :)) the chewy ones. me nessie and karo are like so in love with it the other time when we went subway for lunch after school :) catched up a little with her while waiting for 198. shes like super happy over something lahs :) heehee. went back school.theres like a lot of people in the canteen. cabbed home. did homework for rest of the day. done with my maths :) was listening in to perfectten the whole afternoon like all my favourite songs were on air :D >red blooded woman>i miss you>dont wanna think about you>whos david>the reason>hold on>angels brought me here>the way>blahblahblah.. was like jumping on my bed like mad :)) seriously like mad hahaha :) oh and i almost died laughing william hungs album is gonna be released in another one to two weeks time! :D -looks at weijian hahaha just got back from dinner went rama thai with my parents superrr full :)) imissoreoimissoreoimissoreo imissoreoimissoreoimissoreo imissoreoimissoreoimissoreo imissoreoimissoreoimissoreo imissoreoimissoreoimissoreo imissoreoimissoreoimissoreo imissoreoimissoreoimissoreo imissoreoimissoreoimissoreo imissoreoimissoreoimissoreo imissoreoimissoreoimissoreo imissoreoimissoreoimissoreo imissoreoimissoreoimissoreo imissoreoimissoreoimissoreo mint miss oreo. oKAY im mad -slaps myself `there is no finish line 9:13 PM Saturday, April 10, 2004crossroads ;;where paths cross minds unite and bonds form was supposed to meet nessie at clementi ntuc at 730 and i woke up at like 733 ??? :| rushed like hell. oh man.made nessie wait soo long. sorry gal the four pathetic mrs fields brownies are my apologies ya? :) and like dont-know-how nessies leg got caught with her bag strap and she hopped her way to the car :) she looked darn cute lahs but erm like the whole bus stop was like looking at her? :) anyhows.went down kallang. just in time for the match. they were up against rgs. theyre like super good. so yah they lost by quite a lot :( and and AND :))) there quite a number of guys after the c div girls :) they were all sitting in a row watching the game hehehe -looks at ness :) and nessie and i were like teasing wen yao lahs we'll go 'nice one, martha' and stare at wenyao right after :) haha and he had this paiseh face super funny :) played a little courtwork and down the court with ness. and i can run :)) ah but but BUT my skills are rustyy :( cant even like catch a pass from nessie. like arghh :/ saw senior emileen! :) shes superrrrrr chio alright repeat after me, superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. okay left. then took a bus down to orchard. nessie was on the phone with ahhem the whole while lahs and i was messaging with baby :) went hmv. then espirit. then far east. nessie cut her hair! :) think she looks nicer with her new hairstyle haha but she was complaining that it made her white hair look more obvious. and she was like die die cannot go to school like that.. haha :)) that girl arhh.. went mrs fields to get my babys and tiffanys birthday brownie cakes! :) popped by fcuk. the fcuk it shirt was on the rack!! super happy alright :) thought it has extinct or something wenta try it on it was too small for me :( and extra small was the ONLY size left. AARGH! :((( cabbed. dropped ness at school then went jurong east and the cab fare was like twelvebucks :| met up with westzone :) then we splitted into groups. and i was with >jack :) >jeremy :) >erick :) >eugene :) >moses :) >qiaozhen :) superr nice people :)) played food train :D and our starting food item was >>french fries so we had to link the last letter of the food item which is 's' to be the starting letter of the next food item so it went on like this >>sweet >>tomatosauce >>eggtart >>tea >>apple >>egg >>grassjellydrink >>kiwifruit >>twisities >>sushi >>icecream and our budget was like only twelvebucks hehe. and after eating each foodstuff we had to complete a task given haha like.. >>singing abcdefghijklmnopqrstupwxyz to five strangers. yah and those fivepeople probably think we're goons lahs :) >>completing this puzzleworksheet :) erm and i kinda forgot the rest :|| was fun in all got to know everyone better like jacks a super very qiam groupleader? :) moses is a super good food globber? :) we would like stuff all our leftovers to him lahs :) ericks super good in solving chinese riddles and can rip open a kiwi fruit with his bare hands? :) jeremys a super friendly super nice guy? :) eugenes loves sweeteggsushi super lot? :) qiaozhens super quiet and yah super quiet!! :) yupps! we wrote comments for each other at the end. soo nice :) we ended up in fourthplace :) not too bad and we had like $1.80 left. debrief. derecks funny :) haha went macs for dinner and tsemin was like telling us how she sabo-ed her group shes the groupleader you see and she was like damn picky on them this one cannot that one cannot and so you see, her group came in last :) had fun today. though its a little hectic with the rushings here and there and stuffs. but yah, was fun :) sorry jeraldine! couldnt go for her pizzahutbirthdaycelebration cause of church :(( but was glad that she loved the brownie cake :) love my baby alright :) hmm like out of the blue jordantanzhongwei messaged its been like one plus year since we last talked? so yeah had a nice time chatting up with him :) but but BUT he said some stuff that saddened me a little :( -dilemma and and AND im am SUPER PISSED with that person who signed as my name on my tagboard -points right >>>> like what the hell is his/her problem.. freak. and i just realised i didnt bring a single book home this weekend? ://// errm so like how am i gonna study huh okays gonna shower so byee `there is no finish line 10:06 PM Friday, April 09, 2004:) :) :)just received a friendster testimonial from aiyun! shes so sweet alright :D awww.. aRlo mindy! yup.. ok.. cant say i know mindy very well.. but reasonably well ba! hehe.. ok.. shes basically a really fashionable net ball girl.. always wearing those stuff in the latest fashion.. and always looks super good one.. haha... besides that... shes cool... friendly.. and ver ver nice lor...ya... and hao pretty also hor?.. sure got alot of suitors rite~~~ yah... oh budden... ur heart oni on one HUNK of oreo... lolz... so stop stealing my wan ling and my lei ching lor.. u know last year... i cud have both.. now u stealing both away from me le.. lmao.. i know u think u very skilled rite!??!? haha.. ok lah.. jk... u can have lei ching... shes too cheap for me le.. =P okiesh.. thanks for being such a great fren.. haha... keep smiling :) and i clicked the approve icon 24502758938 times but it still dont work :( i like the phrase she used alright :)))) one HUNK of oreo :) hahaha. it made me smile like a saint. hee :D love ya girl :) love ya oreo :D `there is no finish line 10:17 PM the passion went greatworldimaxtheatre for the church service. was so happy to see everyone :) newbies like.. >my baby! :) jeraldinekohweimay! >my gan nu er! :) eileenchuayiying! >my kids@work cutie :) jamiefokpeiyun! >wilbertsoodenghui :) >zhengliang :) >aka jumanji junjie :) >daniel seow :| erm heard from eugene that daniel change his religion like EVERY WEEK? :||| he was a catholic last week, a muslim last last week and a buddhist last last last week errr... :/ anyways.the play was nicee :) rather touching at times. jianzhong played the satan and judus :) hes darn good at it. think the guy who played jesus was super pro too. erm kinda forgot his name :/ went for lunch at food junction with the people. had chicken rice and soursop dessert. was so fulll :) tsemin left for the oilkos meeting. so eugene and i went around shopping. theres this really nice espirit top :) and its only nineteenbucks! :)) spent like halfanhour at the christian bookshops. theres like lotsa nice books! but was broke.. so ya. went citylink next. eugene kept yakking on his fcuk undies. he desperately wants fcuk undies. haha me and tsemin was like whatever! :) bought mrs fields brownies! simply heavenly :) and those twohungryanimals kept couping from me lahs! :| haha. eugene just sent me red blooded woman and dont wanna think about you music videos :) i so love the dont wanna think about you music video lahs!! :)) its super nice super cool :) i just loveee simple plan alright -screams chanced upon this really sweet videoclip :) so touching alright gotta see it man click here nessie revamped her blog! super nice.simple and sweet :) okays going off. nights all. ____aku cinta kamu ]]* `there is no finish line 9:59 PM i cant read you i wish i knew whats going through your mind its good friday today :) yupps.and would be going for service laters. aint feeling happy. down in fact. uurgh if love is supposed to set you free why do i feel chained? if love is full of sunshine, why do i see rain? if love makes the world go round why am i standing still? if love is a walk in the clouds why am i trudging uphill? if love is about enjoying today why do i look to tomorrow? if love is the greatest joy why do i feel sorrow? cause baby you dont love me anymore. `there is no finish line 8:43 AM Thursday, April 08, 2004your eyes, they killokay erm just this morning i asked my dad to sign my report book over the coffee table. and the minute he flipped open the book. i went 'papa, its 640 already.faster sign faster sign.i gonna be late already!' and he was like 'okay okay okay!' he quickly sipped his coffee, opened the report book, took out the slip, didnt even bother reading, signed, returned me and went to start his car. HAHA :D :D phew.. was in the daze the whole morning.like i cant figure this something out? :( english.had it in lecture theatre with band A. sarah kept throwing grape flavoured mentos over :) and we kept seducing each other lahs :) like with our eyes. haha.we would be fluttering our eye lashes and give each other this flirty look :) :) and sarah looks darn cute doing it :) the whole class sang birthday song for sarah the birthday girl :) okay this is my personal one happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday to sarah happy birthday to you! :) -smiles at my sweetie oh and we had this big card for her too :) chinese.ah crap period.was decorating my black azone notebook the whole time :) biology.com lab.the class like failed the e maths suprise test so badly.and he got one :) bravo. physics.lab.was so stuffy in there.lesson was so boring. zhenrong was sleeping martin was sleeping and i was drawing in my black notebook again :) i so love my black notebook lahs. its like a compilation of my feelings thoughts emotions blah. and it comes in so handy during periods so boring like this :) history.like LEEMENGCHOO gave us ONLY fifteen minutes to do up a personal respond essay.crap. hmm she started on this new chapter.china. its cool and erm i think this was the first time i paid attention to her lesson :) school ended.went for prayer walk with huizhen tsemin eugene. haha eugene and i were like so nervous lahs :| then went off for tuition with yi ma and baby :) we bought like twelveplusbucks worth of snacks :/ chips chocos sweets :) tuition totally fried up my brain but glad i did somehow understand the formulas :) left fangiefangs place.walked out with tsemin.was like talking about 3Bs buskerton item and laughing big time :) haha weijian darren moko :) super funny people lahs. listening to hanging on a moment by lighthouse :) supernice! but i cant seem to find the lyrics on net. hmmm. okay ive got no mood to blog further gosh, like man why am i crying freak yes, you. `there is no finish line 9:47 PM Wednesday, April 07, 2004im fallingokay i cant seem to get myself to study for the a maths test.like aargh.i just cant concentrade? :| feeling so restless somehow. aiyun and i are like fighting online over lejing?? :) [A] T T A C K [O] F [T] H E [G] I A N T [M] U T A N T [B] U N N I E S -cute.cuddly.deadly.- says: scuse me [A] T T A C K [O] F [T] H E [G] I A N T [M] U T A N T [B] U N N I E S -cute.cuddly.deadly.- says: lei ching is mine lor [A] T T A C K [O] F [T] H E [G] I A N T [M] U T A N T [B] U N N I E S -cute.cuddly.deadly.- says: and her name business name is not le jing lor [A] T T A C K [O] F [T] H E [G] I A N T [M] U T A N T [B] U N N I E S -cute.cuddly.deadly.- says: lol [A] T T A C K [O] F [T] H E [G] I A N T [M] U T A N T [B] U N N I E S -cute.cuddly.deadly.- says: im her oldest customer ^^ [A] T T A C K [O] F [T] H E [G] I A N T [M] U T A N T [B] U N N I E S -cute.cuddly.deadly.- says: =X bu yao ken wo qiang hor `oReoMint. this world, this world is cold but you dont, you dont have to go says: heyheyhey `oReoMint. this world, this world is cold but you dont, you dont have to go says: is like le jing say that she prefers me to u lohs `oReoMint. this world, this world is cold but you dont, you dont have to go says: and she said that my skills are better than urs `oReoMint. this world, this world is cold but you dont, you dont have to go says: shes mine alright hahaha. BACK OFF!! LEJINGS MINE, GO FIND ANOTHER GIRL AIYUN :) :) -sticks tongue out :) okay i just changed my msn groupings. theres the absolute super dupers. with ness karo sherri chia tsemin ling and all my sweeties inside :) and theres also the nothing but ordinary. all my good friends :) last but not least oreomint. theres only him in there :D hmmm im loving it :) UHH.okay. my sis just came into the room and she was like 'min, you screamed my name for what?' and im like 'err no i didnt, for the past ten minutes ive been typing this' -points at the labtop then she 'but i heard you scream my name very loudly when i was in the toilet leh, and it was your usual voice' 'errmmm but i seriously didnt?' DAMN FREAKY :| :| -bite nails ://// dont wanna think about you or think about me dont wanna figure this out `there is no finish line 10:35 PM but youre the drug that keeps me from dying switchfoot rocks alright :) their songs are super nice. listening to meant to live :) okay erm shibins like complaining to me that hes damn hungry and everything right now. and he went.. swedish-meatballs.! says: argh swedish-meatballs.! says: why swedish meatball need 15 mins to cook swedish-meatballs.! says: freak swedish meatballs` [dannishporkswedishbeef] :) :) us! felt so tired this morning :( slept in late last night studying history. brought this bag of sweets to school for everyone :) alright.kana scolded by miss luah during assembly. what trauncy shit.uhh.forget it. got back my report book.beautiful grades i tell ya. i could just imagine how my parents are gonna scream into my face upon seeing it :| good luck min todays dooms day :/ im deadass lahs. freak it. chem lab.i was super hyper during lab :) was really happy.haha.was playing around with nabi.that girl broke a conical flask lahs cause she was poking the base like very hard? :) i liked the experiment we did today :) physics.aargh.PHYSICS.damn boring lahs.was drawing my note book :) pe.was reading history notes the whole while.the class did shuttleruns. he can run like really fast alright :) and he looks totally awwww... :) :) recess.the buskers were like performing in the canteen.four h was doing up this retro dance item.sebastian was damn funny alright.and kok leong too.imagine him dancing..like oh man :) english.boredomBOREDOMboredom. history test! aargh -screams theres like a lot to write and so little time. and jingshuns very tensed up :) gan jiong spider like what karrey used to say :) class contact.just realised i havent got a single cent on my buskerton card? oops. saw our item for the buskerton.the mime thingie.didnt think it was nice? :| but yuanhaos really funny alright.his expression makes me wanna laugh :) school ended.watched 3Bs performance in the foyer SUUPPPEEEERRRRRR FUNNYYY! :D its all about television commericials and weijian did the william hung dance. damn funny lahs. his pants were like SO HIGH his hair was all gel down and he wore this orh-biang shirt. darrens another one. he did the new report thingie with weijian. i laughed till my tummy hurted real badly alright. the jananas also.they looked erm quite cute? :) harmokos very comical too :) he went shutup even before dorcas said anything.hahaha 3Bs freaking good alright :) im feeling soo lazy now. aargh and theres a lot a lot of work for me to be done. plus a amaths test tomorrow to study. hate it lahs. aargh. oh yeah on the china trip. was kinda fun in all.just that the weather was really cold at times. pigged out a lot.those local delicacies. yummy i must admit. theres this dish i really like its erm mashed yam and its fried :) and also wintermelon stuffed with meat :) and also kangkong fried with butter :) and also er alright shall stop here. drooling already realised my great grandmother in china is a thai? and one of my uncles is a indonesian? so erm what blood am i? AND i also found out that i have 10 GRANDNEPHEWSANDNIECES in china i was like WHAT??? and they all call me 'lao gou' :/ thats grand aunty in teochew. sounds so old alright. i super love my youngest grandnephew :D hes ULTRA cute i tell ya :) all chubby and small. really love playing with him and stuffs. and also one of my grandnieces. her names jia li if im not wrong. shes super pretty :) did a little shopping. bought six pairs of shoes :) onegreynikesneakers. onebrownpumasneakers. twostripessneakers. twopointedmaryjanes. loveee them. my mums mad. totally. she bought a lot more stuff than me alright. er like 9 SHIRTS? 2 PANTS? 22 SHOES? 4 BAGS? :/ we went there with two lugguages and came back with six. haha :) and im freaking disgusted with my uncles lah :( on the last night.at about oneplus in the morning. my mum and i were just done at the massage room so we decided to have dimsum at the hotels restaurant. okay and after we ate.we decided to head back room. and we were walking to the lift.past the lobby when we saw one of my uncles with this freaking bitchy prositute :/ :/ alright.and was at the lift.then the lift doors opened and out came my another uncle with another FREAKING BITCHY PROSITUTE :| :/ he looked so embarassed when he saw us lahs.probably think that we were alseep at that time already.but haha caught them in act. and mind you they have wives and kids :| aargh.unfaithful creatures. totally disgusted alright. okeedokee. time to run. lots to be done. bye all. -draw curtains `there is no finish line 6:05 PM Thursday, April 01, 2004like a dream come truewhen it was me and you okay.hmm.packed my lugguage more or less. theres like not much things to bring. my mum keeps nagging nonstop lah. 'min ah, its seventeendegrees there, must bring long sleeves hor' like dont know how many times?? : hes online! -smiles :) okay just hung up with ness, and just now, roy. nessies like in a very complicated situation? :| cheerup gal! :) roys feeling very depressed? smile boy :) im so pissed with the person who tagged at my tagboard with my name. -points right aaargh.freak it. im talking to him online now :D :D yeah!!! im super happy lahs. okays.end this here. till im back from china byeeeeeee! IM FREAKING HAPPY!!!! AGAIN!!!! `there is no finish line 11:34 PM and you made me go all weak inside got up at 620.was erm ON THE PHONE? :| okay and that someone said hes gonna get expelled by miss lim today. cause he was rude to his teacher :/ hung up. left for school. angels brought me here was playing on perfectten :) assembly.ah that morning councillor is crap. 'school, its 7.19 now.you all are late by one minute' :/ 'school, make sure you all sing until acsi can hear you' :/ and he cracked this really lame aprilfoolsjoke lahs :| english.the comprehension test was really difficult :( and eileen and i finished it very late.we decided not to go for chinese class so early :) so we strolled around the school.hehe. stepped into chinese class like thirtyminutes late :) hehe.tsemins group presented a topic to the class.was doing my historyessays the whole time. recess.total pigging out! -screams at tsemin we bought like A LOT OF FOOD?? :/ three strawberrycheesecake two bowls of curry one plate of spageitti one pizza two slices of bread errr.haha. we were like at the stall. tsemin: the pizza looks very nice leh me: buy lahs me: the cheesecake looks very nice too leh tsemin: buy lohs tsemin: the curry not bad hor me: buy buy me: the spageitti like very nice leh tsemin: buy lahs and thats how we ended up with so much food? hahaha but id have to admit the food was really good :) tsemin agrees too. biology.FREAKING HAPPY :D physics.lab.i so hate physics experiments lahs.i mean i hate physics all in all. history.we kept teasing fiona about this someone :) hehe. the lesson was all about presentation again.yawns school ended.left for jurong point with isabel pam and eugene. we caught the eye two! :) wasnt too scary lahs. a few heartstopping parts only. and isabel me and pam screamedd? was like sharing chips coke popcorns everything. took neoprints after that :) the machine gave us this ugly background.eeee.its blue with this bigg chocolate bar in the middle. snapped the shots.think everyone looked nice :) back home now.listening to try by nelly furtado :) niceee oh roxanne sang drops of jupiter during morning assembly yesterday? :) very nice alright. anyhows. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARY AND MARTHA!!! :D those two lovely twins :) i forgot to bring their daisies cause was in a rush this morning?? ahh soo sorry :( like finally. IM LEAVING FOR CHINA TOMORROW MORNING!! tenplus morning flight. yeahh! wont be going school :) hehe. and erm i havent packed my lugguage at all much? :/ so yupps.would do so now. will blog later. bye for now. `there is no finish line 9:00 PM |