Wednesday, June 30, 2004i cant hold on to what i want when im streched so thini havent made up my mind yet. one, stay up till 235 to catch the HOLLAND vs portugal match and look like a walking zombie tomorrow. two, go to sleep now and regret the whole of tomorrow for not staying up to watch the match. :/ :| :\ hmm ! i miss xiaopanda. wonder whats he doing now ? XIAO PAN DA ! :D everythings so blurry ; `there is no finish line 10:46 PM though hope is frail its hard to break today kinda sucks. firstly it rained again in the morning, was late for school. then lessons were super boring, especially history :/ oh but english was pretty funny, debating on the ra movies thingie. haha the guys were damn hilarious ! :) and the thing is there isnt biology today, hurr. passed him the chocolates at the end of recess, he didnt wanted to take it somehow, hafta like shove it to him ? :| but he messaged me after school to thank me for it lahh, elated ! :) tuition, was real tired to concentrade seriously. ahh kazaa just refuses to download broken ; seether and amylee for me :( freakk. and gosh im so hooked onto all down hill from here like anything, ROCKS like hell alright. dammit theres lotsa work due on friday. physics ; essay amaths ; tons of worksheets chinese ; two shuibi and worksheets history ; poster assignment anyhows happy birthday aloysius joey see ! :) love ! hmm 2 more days to my birthday ! :D come on, come on move a little closer come on, come on i want to hear you whisper come on, come on settle down inside my love boy i still miss monday :( `there is no finish line 7:36 PM Tuesday, June 29, 2004why should i careif you dont care then i dont care we're not going anywhere just had a blackout :/ for like 30 minutes or so ? was so bored that i started running around the front porch like an idiot, parents were stoning away watching me run. everything was just black black and black. clementi had it too ? boon lay had it too ? everyones messaging everyone. thank God the electricity came back on :) right im upset somehow :( -looks at karo aargh, stupid stupid me, i just hate myself for feeling this way. i mean whats wrong mindy, you can just freaking dont care about it, tuck yourself in bed and leave. its always times like these that i think back and wonder if ive really made the wrong decision. have i ? have i ? :| i dont wanna know, really. sorry to everyone online cause i was pms-ing big time ? :/ i need my heart talker. sighh :( ill try to smile, i promise. think the girls have ended their performance already, wonder how it went. should be great ya ? i really needa chill, CHILL. there you go again ; `there is no finish line 11:30 PM and i give up forever to touch you cause i know that you feel me somehow youre the closest to heaven that ill ever be and i dont wanna go home right now first day of school kinda rockks. firstly, we got this whole new biology teacher, mr firhard. man hes super shuai alright. -SMILES AT NABI haha we were like drooling over him in lab like some psycho freaks. and like he picked nabi to answer this photosythesis question, and after that he was like 'now for the products .. the girl next to you can you please stand up and answer' BIGFATGRINN. and mann like for the rest of the lesson i was staring at him rather than the board, hes got this pair of darn gorgeous eyes ya, i just love guys with pretty eyes ! like ______ . HAHA :) okay so yeah, MR FIRHAD IS MY EYECANDY :) pe was pretty fun, captains ball. then chem, seans my new sitting partner ? haha right, is nice. hopefully a chem pro like him would fix my F9s up ya ? did this goalsetting thing, MARINE BIOLOGIST. -looks at jiawei recess is super cut short, yeah we hafta like gobble up food and rush for classes that kinda thing. it kinda sucks, tsemin jeraldine sherri and i were all complaining that our tummy feels damn weird ? history, this mr tan relief teacher is damn boring. yeah so we four were kinda like drawing stuffies on each others hands. he was sleeping, :D chinese was slack, didnt do much. then, lifeskills. was switched off lahh. amaths test after school, pretty fine. then training, the drills were kinda screwed up, so was the courtworks. everyone was just so not in the mood alright. i somehow loved yesterday :) then today, was raining like hell in the morning. got stuck in the jam in dads car for hell long. got to school like 715 ? my lastest ever. assembly, then chapel. woohoo, the songs were all good. i love here i am to worship in particular, super meaningful :) biology, dammit left my bio textbook in the locker lahh ? and my shuaige teacher made me stand :( think i never paid so much attention in bio class then now before ? MR FIRHAD LAHH. amaths, THREE STRAIGHT PERIODS. hoho, keep me awake someone. recess, nessie xianggong cried ! gosh hush hush darling :) ate food. chinese, hohoho, three straight periods, someone slap me to stay awake please. i cant take it, decided that tuesday would be my most hated day of the week. haha right, then went up to present this transparency thingie, dammit the whole table was calling me 'ah chun' ! :/ yes and they were like shouting out to me when i was presenting and stuff so i kept laughing. gosh, sucha screw up. THANKS GUYS. emaths, ran down to get my book for nothing, mr ganesan didnt teach at all. some crap talk lah, but mr ganesans really cute boy. reading period, lame crap lahh was stoning. then miss luah let us off early after that ? OH YES, talk about miss luah makes my blood boils. DAMMIT SHE RANG MY MUM UP. for what ? a meettheparents part three. like freak meeting her at sushi tei isnt enough huh. yeahh and she crapped alot to mum, shes like complaining about me and all. whatever lahh, congrats to her she made it to the top of my hate list. hurr ! -shaky smile then after school hanged around with the gang, laming around and stuff. jamies sucha arse alright, really. -winks at jamie, my camp fling ! went down kallang with sheranne and karo, really nice chats on the trains and stuff. took 16 and some blur bei bei sitting beside me asked us to alight, okay so we did, and we found our lost :/ -roll eyes walked like so long so so long under the hot sun, got there finally and won-der-ful, the shop was closed. -SCREAMMS and that means i hafta go down another day to get it, oh well being equiment i/c stinks. dinner at kfc, haha sheranne was darn funny ! :D haha karo and i were laughing like hell alright. -looks at karo cabbed back, gave both of them a lift. ohh i got myself this ripcurl pencilcase, sold my pink roxy one to ness cause i didnt really like it afterall ? yeahh. and i freaking lost my billabong wallet, im just so forgetful alright ? shall hunt for a new one. :D its my birthday week ! smiles. hmmm three more days ? :))))))) im feeling bloated, gotta get some work done. seeya dont know why, i left the one i was looking to find ; `there is no finish line 9:36 PM Sunday, June 27, 2004look at what youve doneFREAK IT! i cut my hair and it totally looks like shit :/ my fringe is SUPER i repeat SUPERRR SHORT :||| dammit i measured it and its only four cm lahh ? -screams and breaks the ruler hurr ! the stupid hairstylist ! hate it, hate it, hate it :/ BUT, thank God that theres sucha thing called HAIRBAND :) -smiles right im in the back-to-school mood ! :) haha yupp will do up my last bit of homework, then head down town to get some stuff. will be meeting dad and mum for dinner at fish&co dohby ghaut in the night. HOLLAND WON SWEDEN ! :D 0-0 full time, went into extra time but still 0-0 so it was penalty shootout ! nistelrooy scored, AS USUAL. so holland are officially in the SEMIFINALS :) grreat. HOLLAND ROCKS. and the fans are damn cute too, they wear really cute and funny hats, paint their faces, do weird actions. haha had a good laugh ? :) over. im still here ; `there is no finish line 3:29 PM Saturday, June 26, 2004i wanna hold you high and steal your paincause im broken when im lonesome and i dont feel right when youre gone away okay, crystal jade was super packed so we settled for sushi tei. like how lucky one can get, i met MISSJEANLUAH :| :/ :| :\ very nice ... great, so she came over to our table and starting yakking to my mum about me. she practically copy and pasted everything she said to my sista during meettheparents to my mum. DAMMIT :( and when miss luah asked whether ive been studying for the holidays, my ohsonice mum immediately said computer :| -GLARES yes so she just continue to crap on for the next five minutes. mindy this that, i was just this close to stuffing wasabi into her stupid mouth i tell ya. hurrr :/ like finally she left, by then i had no appeitie already lahh. -stares at luah wenta the magazine stand to get some mags, cabbed home. right i really hate copycats. cant people just have some originality ? its freaking irritating when you see something that you typed, posted, said blahblah used by someone else :/ its really sickening boy, hate it. and ironically people who say others are copycats are copycats themselves. yes so please, get a life. i reckon this the song of the year, listen up. youre hiding something, cause its burning through your eyes i try to get it out but all i hear from you are lies i can tell youre going through the motions figured you were writing out your part once again we're playing off emotion which one of us will burn until the end? catalyst, you insist to pull me down, you contradict the fact that you still want me around, and its all downhill from here your good intentions slowly turn to bitterness reoccurring episodes with each and every kiss i can tell youre going through the motions figured you were writing out your part once again we're playing off emotions which one of us will burn until the end? catalyst you insist to pull me down, you contradict the fact that you still want me around, and its all downhill from here, and its all downhill from here and I cant believe you pulled it off again or notice till it all sets in youll deny it till youre at your bitter end i can tell youre going through the motions figured you were writing out your part once again we're playing off emotions which one of us will burn until the end catalyst you insist to pull me down, you contradict the fact that you still want me around, and its all downhill from here and its all downhill from here. and you keep pulling me down pulling me down pulling me down you contradict the fact that you still want me around, and its all downhill from here, and its all downhill from here. its rocking hot. LOVE IT TO BITS AND PIECES :) and also broken ; seether and amylee okay shall do homework till the match starts. so bye ? I HATE TOMORROW :( i cant deny it further ; `there is no finish line 11:09 PM you insist to pull me down you contradict the fact that you still want me around and its all downhill from here stupid jeraldine and sherri lahh, made me feel so dumb. hurr ! :) came online to send them the history thingie, so just pop by for a short one. haha was eating banana fritters just, and theyre like freaking oily ! :/ uh so i started squeezing the oil out, used up like the whole box of my sistas za newyork oil blotters. damn, shes gonna scream for sure. anyhows im so ANTI-GORENGPISANG, never gonna touch them again alright, NEVER. right, euro2004 is so unpredictable ? :| like germany france england italy are all out already, and phew my holland made it through all thanks to germany cause they lost to czech republic ? :) HOLLAND VS SWEDEN tonight ! -smiles actually am kinda fond of england somehow, FRANK LAMPARD is a sure cutie boy. but stupid beckhams penalty caused them to lose the portugal match, HMPH ! mums bringing me to crystal jade for dinner, out ! :) i dont wanna a least bit of this ; `there is no finish line 7:47 PM im not gonna sink into this im just bored. dont wanna do amaths as yet, slacking around. doing some personality quizzes stuff online, kinda lame but im really bored boy. was chatting with johnny just ? :) my long long lost good friend ! :D haha we used to train together in the mornings and stuff, captains of our volleyball team ; he for the guys and me for the girls. still remember how he used to power serve cross court ? :) time really flies yeahh, its been like three years since we lost touch of each other, did lotsa chatting up :) oh hes gonna come on family day, grreat. i really miss primary school ! :( someones gonna be back today :( damn am feeling sleepy, im off. till the end ; `there is no finish line 1:04 AM Friday, June 25, 2004its getting lateto give you up i took a sip from my devils cup was supposed to get tsemin from clementi at 930, tsemin called me at 10 and im still sleeping ? :/ er haha rushed down, met tsemin who was by then rotting in macdonalds. took a bus to my house, was SUPPOSED to do history project. ended up slacking around and stuff. tsemin was very amused and entertained by aiko ? :) called for pizzahut, it came up to fortybucks? :| mind you we ate >tworegularpizzas >sixpiecedrumlets >seafoodlasagne >pepsi thats quite alot of food yeahh ? :) then mum came back. -LOOKS AT LIMTSEMIN gosh we were practically laughing and rolling off the bed cause mums seriously super crap today ? she was talking to herself, watching this lame video thingie. haha only started the project at like five ? did up the graphic organiser and concept map. tsemin watched happyfish and left. im so stuck on alldownhillfromhere ; newfoundglory :D gosh its rocksrocksROCKS my socks (: super nice really. alright im over ocean avenue finally. / ALL DOWN HILL FROM HERE todays pretty nice in all. gotta bathe, BYE. which one of us will burn until the end ; `there is no finish line 9:05 PM Thursday, June 24, 2004as the sun goes downwaking up my dreams and in my mind youre with me once again out of my heart into your head and inside my heart theres a place for you and in my mind im with you once again out of my heart into your head :) i LOVE this early morning. was on the phone with him from 0215 till 0600 ? -bigfatgrin super duper mega ultra happy ? :D man i really love his laughter, his humour, his voice. And he was super hyper ! haha dammit CUTE alright :) i love his out of tune 'san zhi lao hu' guitar piece (: i love his 'ya loh ya loh' (: i love his ilove____crap (: i love his fhm yak (: i love his cute chinese accent (: hes super horny, underlined, bold, font size 72 - HORNY. really really enjoyed the chat, it felt very nice and stuff ? alright, so was practically smiling like a saint the whole morning, moods up spirits up and all. cousin eileens getting married today ! (: at some pan pacfic hotel place. gotta go dress up and everything, running late. say goodbye to your boyfriend shes in town for the weekend shes so hot and your not girl she sing for it all and take a stand number up now shes second-hand you better kick her ass now shes black light a daylight and now shes waken around be aware shes coming your way dont be scared dont let her stare shes a teenage superstar always got her VI funky cars she think she can turn back time make you lose your mind, yeah shes a teenage gone too far poor little superstar say hello whats your problem and take control you really gotta show them shes so thick a mistake and now shes waken around be aware shes coming your way dont be scared dont let her stare shes a teenage superstar always got her VI funky cars she think she can turn back time make you lose your mind, yeah shes a teenage gone too far always in a brand new freaky car she think she can have it all break just anyone teenage superstar gone to far superstar say goodbye to your boyfriend shes a teenage superstar always got her VI funky cars she think she can turn back time make you lose your mind, yeah shes a teenage gone too far always in a brand new freaky car she think she can have it all break just anyone poor little superstar do me a favour, download this song and set it on your replay mode ? :) it rocks yeahh teenage superstar > kim lian MINS A HAPPY GIRL. ciao (: you are the antidote that gets me by, something strong like a drug that gets me high. `there is no finish line 6:17 PM Wednesday, June 23, 2004you see youve got the key to my heartunlock me and take all my feelings apart cause when you said you had to leave had to go away, you closed the door on me you threw away the key got up kinda late, rushed down to school. umpired the juniors match, versus rivervalley high. they played really well alright. ginas a pro center, i love her dogdes. nicolette brings the ball down and into the semicircle very well. maples runs are good. sheryls shots are stunning. this c division batch has potential ! (: 22-12, thrashed rivervalley flat. went for lunch with karo, nessie, sheranne and crystal. man crystals super funny kay, we were like laughing like some retard. and i was kinda on the high ? i kept singing songs to myself, very outta tune and everything. haha sheranne was like screaming shutup that kinda thing so yeah .. oh and i love this very nice spiderman strips sweet ! :D -looks at crystal went back ta school, the sports cca day thing started. split up into different groups. played captains ball, haha sheranne and i were like walking up and down the court lah ? :/ edwin wong jumps super high. like REALLY HIGH alright. haha and sydney looked funny with when he did the tweese sign with the ball on the chair lahh. then soccer, our group made it to the finals mann. bus down ta orchard with karo the birthday girl. caught confessions of a teenage drama queen at cine. wasnt very nice all in all ? linsay lohans one pretty girl though, and so is carla.oh lola (linsay) screen boyfriend so happens to have the same name as oreo AGAIN. haha and karo was like mindying when his name was mentioned lahh. shopped around, wenta heeren, karo bought this nice pink wrap around skirt. went back cine, treated karo to pastamania. man their seafood pasta really sucks :/ cabbed home. well, finally got my phone back. it was confiscated for hmm three days ? haha kay im off to do work. over. tell me what you think is going on ; `there is no finish line 11:24 PM theres gotta be more to life caught a short nap just, then got up to do chinese. gave sherri a ring, shes damn sick lah ? :/ like shes down with a flu bug, and she kept vomitting and stuff. and she sounded real bad over the phone. TAKECARE BABE ! (: and i was shocked dumb when my dearest eileen chiny chin told me she was ATTACHED. feel happy for her ! it made me feel kinda envious somehow, cause her guy was once her ex ? so they were like a second time relationship ? -smiles at eileen ling just went offline. was chatting with her about stuffies. hope shes cheered up ? :) LING CHEERUP, LING CHEERUP, MIN WANTS YOU TO CHEERUP. dont think too much kay, rewind to italy days girl ! -grins right, just realised my blog entry of the netball camp is so not detailed. refer to karos one ? click here (: OREO. hmmmmm gotta be down at the courts for refreeing tomorrow morning. nights all. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARO! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARTIN! :D HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY ZHENRONG! :D `there is no finish line 1:29 AM Tuesday, June 22, 2004but i miss you finallyback from camp, i kinda love it ? :) had physics class, super boring lahh ? was doing chinese homework at the back. tsemin was reading some storybook. we started talking and stuff, then miss ong made me stand :( -stares at tsemin haha trust me alright, gary is freaking lame. we were like sitting beside each other and all of the sudden he just started laughing ? and he keeps doing sissy actions ? :/ then, sean darren gary martin were like, 'mindy, why do girls like to lie on guys shoulders?' then they four did the action lah? man their expression was super funny :) haha class ended late. netball camp ! :) it was super fun ? i love jamie ! my fling. oh and of course my xiang gong nessie ! -winks haha i miss the night ? yeah, we were like talking and playing after lights out and stuff. super funny yes ? haha was raped by mel and haida ? :/ then haida hugged me to sleep lahh, that girl :) the training was sucky :| but i really liked the game ? :D but i miss you finally but i miss you finally try to remember all these years we shared the laughter we shared the tears thought that forever it would be i realize you lie to me i still hold on still dream of days when we were one you played with my heart you played with my mind but i miss you finally right from the start my love made me blind but i miss you finally all of these promises you made this four letter word it seems to fake baby its hard to understand now that youre gone we reached the end i still believe still dream of days when we were one OREO :( think about him whenever i listen to this song? miss you finally > trademark im shagged out. ciao i dont have that courage ; `there is no finish line 9:11 PM Sunday, June 20, 2004i cant remember the last time that we kissed goodbyeall our i love yous were just not enough to survive chilled, very nice. sometimes are you need ta do is just to lock yourself in your room, blast the music, blast the aircon and just do HOMEWORK. thats exactly what i did. had cramps on and off throughout the afternoon :( super painful. ran out of pills too soon yeah, was terrible. am pretty glad, did emaths, did amaths, did chinese and a little on the sciences worksheets. but theyre all like halfway completed ? erm as in do one question skip three questions that kinda thing. hoho. felt weird without my phone with me the whole of today, its as if im handicapped or something. am currently addicted to ; let it burn > usher in the shadows > the rasmus ocean avenue > yellow card purest of pain > son by four light in your eyes > blessed union of souls iris > goo goo dolls pretty old songs mostly, but really nice ones :) i super love them yeahh. physics class at eight tomorrow. netball camps at twelve. oh boy, I HAVENT STARTED PACKING :/ like freak, i kinda forgot ? oh yes oh yes, consent form too. or mrs ang is gonna scream, again. seriously i dread the camp, the activites lineup is dead boring ? :| and my dearest ah beng isnt gonna come. shes away in thailand :( HOLLAND LOST YESTERDAY 3-2 :( and for that I HATE CZECH REPUBLIC. oh but the nedved guy is pretty cute though. BUT I STILL HATE CZECH REPUBLIC, because of them holland is out of the euro2004 ? :| hurrr ! haha talking with ziluo aka my sadist shifu ! :) hes super nice to talk with, OH BOY. his trademark yeahh? -looks at ziluo right, i really needa pack my bag. -looks at ness BYE WORLD :D -waves i live for this ; `there is no finish line 10:41 PM IM ANGRY. IM SAD. IM IRRITATED. IM FRUSTRATED. I SO HATE MY PARENTS. HURRR ! WHY JUST CANT THEY BE MORE UNDERSTANDING. ALL THEY THINK OF IS THEM, THEM AND THEM. CANT THEY JUST SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE ALRIGHT, UNFEELING CREATURES. THIS IS FOR YOU ANNIEGOHJECKENG. dont wanna talk to me ? for hell you think i wanna talk to you hello ? THIS IS FOR YOU MICHAELNGMAIKE. wanna slap me ? go ahead for all i care ? THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR CONFISCATING MY PHONE. for the dumbest reason i ever heard. i hate you :/ to even think i actually prayed last night for Lord to guide and teach me howta treat MY PARENTS better. and MY PARENTS just had to treat me like a piece of shit early in the morning. DAMMIT LAHH, I DONT CARE ANYMORE. -screwoff world `there is no finish line 8:18 AM Saturday, June 19, 2004you make me so excitedand i dont wanna fight it i start to blush you are my sugar rush attended the baptism service at changi beach today with tsemin jeraldine jamie kim. cried when huizhen gave her testimony ? :) felt really happy for her, seeing her in the grey robe standing in midst of the waves, with pastor praying for her. its truly a gaint leap of faith. cheerios for zhen ! :D and congrats too yes ? :) wenta the pasar malam with babyy and foxy, we bought alot of food lah ? haha cabbed home, had some fathers day family dinner at grands place. aunty ann introduced this REALLY NICE lowfat strawberry yoghurt drink ! :D hoho, i love it. speaking of strawberries, MELLLLL ! :D -squeeze mel tight. HAHA. and suddenly i find aunty alice really cute ? oh and i took a picture with my grandad on my phone, its erm kinda lame. gosh, im missing school. i miss every morning chats in the canteen with the girls. i miss every mornings locker trip. i miss peeping at him when he walks down the row during morning assembly. i miss yakking during lessons. i miss peeping at him during lessons. i miss recess talks. i miss rushing for class with choo cause we are forever late. i miss lab lessons. -smiles at NABILAHALI i miss TRAININGS :( i miss after training dinners. BUT, received a letter from elainelim a few days ago. freak it school hours are gonna be extended ! :/ :| :( hurrr .. very nice. and on the other hand, homeworks are still very not quite yet done lahh ? for THIS, i dread school huh. oh whatever. GRRREAT ! HOLLAND VS CZECH REPUBLIC later at 235 ! :D RUUD VAN NISTELROOY ! -jumps -screams -waves hands in the air im gonna see him in another two hours and forty minutes ! :D yikes ! and the favourite FAVOURITE part of the match is when the final whistle blows. yupp its when all the soccer players would take off their SHIRTS and reveal their super toned body ! :D grins. gosh that sounds kinda pervertic ? ERM. no doubt but guys with super toned nice slim bodies look realleh sexeh ! :) erm shall stop here. shall do homework while waiting for the match. -double grins accidentially in love ; `there is no finish line 11:59 PM Friday, June 18, 2004now im trapped in this memoryand im left in the wake of the mistake slow to react even though youre close to me youre still so distant and i cant bring you back tuition, some very smart 196 bus driver told me that the bus does go to normanton park. hurr, was late for tuition. i somewhat liked tuition today, cause i managed to finish the circles worksheet fangster gave? :D haha its great achievement alright, when this girl me used to take the whole tuition time to complete TWO problem sums (: hoho, pathetic. was just sorting out my timetable for next week and won-der-ful, i cant seem to fit the word homework anywhere :/ /monday. physics class ! netball camp ! /tuesday. netball camp ! /wednesday. sports cca day ! /thursday. cousin eileens wedding ! /friday. class outing to sentosa ! /saturday. pack my room ! /sunday. church ! gosh, and theres like DAMN FREAKING LOT of homework. hurr ! darn ! i dont care man, im gonna get it done by hook or by crook. i love shengyangs nick ! :) 3A!! LETS ALL BRING E HOL HMWK ON E NXT PHYSICS LESSON N DO MASS COPYING!! haha rocks yeahh? well been chatting with him, and i really really feel so hmm attached when im talking to him? in a sense we are more or less in the same circumstances right now and we actually can relate to each other and stuff. its nice actually, some sorta heart talker kinda thing (: and he said something which cheered me up alot ! :D hee right, dinner time. so say it isnt so ; `there is no finish line 7:41 PM tell me you love me come back and haunt me oh and i rush to the start hoho, its 1247 now. am watching england vs switzerland? im for ENGLAND in this one ! :D ENGLAND will win ! :D and i have to say it, frank lampards freaking cute ! munching some really nice peach gummies, reading my just-bought book. hoho, its nice. right, its halftime now. im bored. CHILL ! :) hell yes. `there is no finish line 1:09 AM Thursday, June 17, 2004i wish i could tell you im feeling better every daythat it didnt hurt me when you walked away but to tell you the truth i cant find my way erm like when i was doing my first emaths question, mum called to say we are going out for lunch? haha okay, and my very cute mum wore sunglasses and this big round hat when walking down CITYLINK :| :/ im like its very sunny mum? and she went no lah, like that cute what, hurrrr :/ japanese food as usual, ATE ALOT. boy boy, WAISTLINE ! :||||||| but i mean, how to resist when you have salmon teriyaki, gyoza, sushi, butter calms served on your table? :) went shopping after that, bought this really nice pink mango skirt! :) then went mph, got myself a book to read. its p.s i love you by cecelia ahern, looks pretty good (: cabbed down to fareast, mum was looking for some nice jacket lahh. bought coloured hairbands! (: went lido to watch the day after tomorrow, my so sadistic mum was laughing outloud when the airplane met a turbulence and was shaking with all the lugguages falling and people screaming? :/ oh mann, like so loud alright? im like where do i hide my face that kinda thing? :| yes, and she keeps talking to me throughout the show :/ -grinds teeth BUT the show was great lahh, i sorta love it :) the storyline and stuff, sweet ! :) and the main character of the show so happens to have the same name as oreo huh. -grins wenta topshop after, i really like the series of toiletries they carry? >dirtygirls >virgin/slut >queen think its so darn cool alright (: met up with dad for dinner, some steamboat thingie near dohby ghaut. nice nice! :) like on the car back mum started talking about me and my future husband ?! :| errr and she was like 'min, i wanna design your house next time when you move in with your future husband'. 'but mum you cant design houses for nuts lahh'. then mum said she started reading up on interior designing books so shes good at it. and she insist i must leave a room vacant for her to come over for short stays as and when she likes it. hmmm, -weak smile is she freaking scared im gonna throw her in some old folks home or something, she booked a room in my future house like ten years plus in advance? :|||| and im really really doubtfully about her designing skills? ://// mum? interior designing? erm it just DONT go you see? right, im back! was chatting with mel just, think ive made up my mind? :) ________ but not ________ :D todays the seventeen ! :D -smiles we went iceskating today last year? he held my hand for the first time today last year? he gave me aroma incense today last year? we caught a movie together today last year? size 40 skates ! :) black gloves ! :) you. size 39 skates ! :) dark green gloves ! :) me. still remembering the times where we fell together on the ice and kept laughing? still remembering the times you taught me to skate but dumbass me just cant get it? still remembering the times you skate and pulled me along behind you with one hand? still remembering the times we would stop for a breather by the side of the ring? :) those times were perfect. and i swear if you come back in my life ill be there til the end of time (back to me, back to me, back to my life) and i swear ill keep you right by my side cause baby youre the one i want (back to me, back to me, back to my life) i cant see myself loving anyone else but you ; `there is no finish line 11:58 PM you bleed just to know youre alive just got up from bed >puffy eyes >wet pillow >spinning head ): shoutouts time]]* jeraldinekohweimay ; my little princess thanks for yesterday yeahh? felt so screwed up and everything, cried like shit and stuff. yupp, mummy would be strong ya. love ! teowshijing ; teowteow stupid girl lahh, just went offline yesterday like that. thanks for the chat ! and we are so on the same boat ya ): but we do have each other to hold onto yes? :) smiles ! and oh yeahh, left a taggie for you on your blog. allies power ! nabilahalibaba ; giggling machine sorry for typing crap yesterday, seriously didnt know what i was yakking about? hurr, well thanks for the encouragement ya. i wanna have lab lessons with you soon ! kinda miss it huh? (: right, im listening to JIAN DAN AI again. highly addictive song yes? -looks at karo gosh this is SO weird, erm i have the urge to do homework? :| -raise eyebrows ERM, yes. i wanna - >complete all my holiday homework >get those dumb chem concepts right >study amaths from scratch >revise through every chapter of every subject which is a good thing yeah? mann, i feel so guai all of the sudden :D really need tons of brushing up, i wanna do well for CA3. -rest hand on forehead ERM, yes, im positive im not running a fever or something. grrreat, mindyngminli is turning into a NERD. -looks at tsemin bet shes gonna laugh her head off if she reads this. OKAY ! gonna run off ta study now. IM HUNGRY ): but you know i hate to leave ; `there is no finish line 12:57 PM Wednesday, June 16, 2004and all the roads we have to walk are windingand all the lights that lead us there are blinding there are many things that i would like to say to you but i dont know how HURR.. why did i cry, why did i cry. i cant even get myself to look into your eyes when you talked to me. i cant even hold up my head high when you spoke. why did those tears emerge out of my eyes when you turned to leave. why did i felt the way i did. why do i love you like i do, like i always do.. dammit, cried on the car back. looking out of the window, the view came to me as a blur. my head was spinning, i cant control my feelings. all i felt, was this excuriating pain from my heart. guess i knew as much, its time to let go min. ): :/ |: I CANT STAND A HUGESOME FLIRTING MACHINE. i cant stand you. I CANT STAND A SWEET TONGUED GIRL TALKER MAGNET. i cant stand you. I CANT STAND A TOUCHY SEDUCTIVE MONSTER. i cant stand you. i hate the things you do, its pushing me over the edge, its pushing me away from you. youve changed. into someone i dont even recognise. i dont know you anymore, you arent the ______ i knew. nights. `there is no finish line 11:59 PM Tuesday, June 15, 2004*dOrY:"hi, i''m dory and i don't eat fish..." says:tell you a secret? _porkchop.beefballs* nothingeverstopsthesethoughtsandthepainattachedtothem" / dilemma ; thescreamingdeadend. [[ 4710* says: yesyesYES? *dOrY:"hi, i''m dory and i don't eat fish..." says: kkz... *dOrY:"hi, i''m dory and i don't eat fish..." says: promise not to tell anyone? _porkchop.beefballs* nothingeverstopsthesethoughtsandthepainattachedtothem" / dilemma ; thescreamingdeadend. [[ 4710* says: yesyes! *dOrY:"hi, i''m dory and i don't eat fish..." says: i love u! _porkchop.beefballs* nothingeverstopsthesethoughtsandthepainattachedtothem" / dilemma ; thescreamingdeadend. [[ 4710* says: oh man.. _porkchop.beefballs* nothingeverstopsthesethoughtsandthepainattachedtothem" / dilemma ; thescreamingdeadend. [[ 4710* says: -heart melt _porkchop.beefballs* nothingeverstopsthesethoughtsandthepainattachedtothem" / dilemma ; thescreamingdeadend. [[ 4710* says: [whispers] _porkchop.beefballs* nothingeverstopsthesethoughtsandthepainattachedtothem" / dilemma ; thescreamingdeadend. [[ 4710* says: pammy pammy! min loves ya too!!!! _porkchop.beefballs* nothingeverstopsthesethoughtsandthepainattachedtothem" / dilemma ; thescreamingdeadend. [[ 4710* says: really! *dOrY:"hi, i''m dory and i don't eat fish..." says: oohhh!!!!!! *dOrY:"hi, i''m dory and i don't eat fish..." says: mindy loves me too!!! MINDYNGMINLILOVESPAMELAKOHYUNXIANG. MINDYNGMINLILOVESPAMELAKOHYUNXIANG. MINDYNGMINLILOVESPAMELAKOHYUNXIANG. MINDYNGMINLILOVESPAMELAKOHYUNXIANG. MINDYNGMINLILOVESPAMELAKOHYUNXIANG. MINDYNGMINLILOVESPAMELAKOHYUNXIANG. MINDYNGMINLILOVESPAMELAKOHYUNXIANG. MINDYNGMINLILOVESPAMELAKOHYUNXIANG. MINDYNGMINLILOVESPAMELAKOHYUNXIANG. mindylovesthecutieprettyshortysexyhottiegirlypamela! :D :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) you made my night girl. right, shall head for bed soon. >sherriannechoos phone is off. >mamas missing baby. >my lugguage is so unpacked yet ( everythings stinking :| ). >maybelline angelic white nail polish ruined my nails. >I SO HATE THOSE PHONECALLS :( >holland vs germany is on at 0230am. nistelroyyyyy ! :) >missing OREO ! right, CLASS BBQ IS TOMORROW ! -smiles that means.. ill get to see him. ill get to see him. ill get to see him. alamak, -slaps self nights, waking up at 0230 for the match ! :) `there is no finish line 11:59 PM OH MAN. OH MAN. OH MAN. HE POPPED THE QUESTION. HE POPPED THE QUESTION. HE POPPED THE QUESTION. -gross out :( `there is no finish line 11:24 PM this gone on for way too long and im tired of moving on met shibin at 10, went holland crystal jade for breakfast :) haha super yummy and we ate kinda alot? oh and i took this picture of shibin eating chicken pau, damn funny lahh! wenta shop around for awhile, then we were talking about nydc. i said they make freaking nice mudpies, then shibin gave me that look, i returned shibin that look, and we rushed our way to nydc? :) HAHA. ordered the cookie monster mudpie. SUPER DUPER ULTRA YUMMY, its simply heavenly. and mrloyshibin gobbled most of it lah huh, leaving me with what.. some pie and OREO bits. took train, went sentosa. we were like crapping the whole way along? :) headed for the beach, took off our shoes and walked along the shore. it felt nice, chatting and stuff. reached the other end, climbed on some rock and just sat there and talk about anything and everything? yeahh, pervetic shibin kept looking at hot stuff on the beach and couples smooching in the sea? erm the word isnt looking, its STARING. -smiles at him wenta cycle next, rented a two rider bike. kinda cool, we were super uncoordinated lahh? yeah shibin took the front and he kept swerving it left and right, and i was screaming alright. haha and i was like poking his hip to get him to stop it. cycled for like 20 minutes then i realised my white pouch with.. >my wallet >my phone! >shibins wallet >his phone >his keys is gone!!! ://// damn, we panicked. back tracked and everything but there was no sign of it. borrowed a phone, called shibins handphone. this very deep tone guy picked up.. him : hello? hello? me : erm who is this? him : i found a pouch with this phone inside. me : yaya! its my pouch. him : oh, the pouch issit got the work F-U-C-K on it? me : erm its F-C-U-K :/ haha alright, met him up, got the pouch back, continued cycling. tried the slopes and everything, fun :) time was up, returned the bikes. wenta some parrot observatory place. shibin took the leftover coke we were drinking to feed the parrots lahh?!?! like what the heck, haha. the parrot seemed to like coke though, ah its weird. went for the monkey show performance. the monkey looked funny, it had this super big red bum can? and shibin was laughing like some idiot lah. the show was nice, monkeys are cute? :D started building sandcastles at the beach :D haha was trying to bury shibins right leg in the sand lahh but he keeps moving. ohh and i love my sandcastle mann, its filled with handprints and smileys! cute. then something really funny happened? :) -looks at shibin haha i was like drawing hearts on the sand and i found a tencent coin? shibin was like wahh try drawing another one, skali got more coins. okay so i drew and i REALLY found a fiftycent coin? right, we were laughing like mad lahh? :)) then we started writing stuff in the sand, kept snapping pictures. watched sunset together, was really nice :) we both didnt talk for that moment, just sat there and enjoyed the view. haha then we started laughing at some spasticated people using poles to try poke the coconut on the coconut tree, hoping it would drop SOMEHOW? man, it looked real lame. took the bus to harbourfront, then cabbed home. oh the band concert yesterday was nice? went delifrance for dinner with sherri karo nessie. OH MAN OH MAN OH MAN, three words to describe him. >cool ! >composed ! >mesmerizing ! erm think my eyes were on him like most of the time lah? :DDDD gosh min. he looked damn gorgeous in the red suit and long pants. i mean it, GORGEOUS. hmm particularly loved the to the summit piece, but shibin said it was kinda screwed up. the rock and roll one was nice too, recorded some of it in my phone. the mgs handbell pieces were very very nice :D i loved it all. oh and trust me, bizhe looked very cool on the piano. and hes like darn pro at it kay? kinda blew me off my seat huh? :) my sista and raymond left at the interval, they said it was so boring? :| hurr :/ and i must say the mcs really sucked :/ went to the bridge after the concert. had a surprise celebration for my dear tsemin aka gaode, yima, pig :D a mrs fields cookie cake and op tee? :D right, we screamed 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY TSEMINNNNNN!' then.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TSEMINNNNNN.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!! super loud that is, and tsemin ran around covering her face? haha :) ate the cake, and we started getting high? yeahh the 4710s fall in, and we chased tsemin all round the bridge! :D haha oh man and my super cute sherrianny aka xiao liu was darn funny kay! HAHAHA. right, wenta citylink, wanted to drink coffee but the coffeehouses were closed. decided to head home then, walked through citylink barefooted cause my shoes were really hurting my feet like very badly? :| two big blisters right smack at the back of each foot :( haha calvin just messaged me from manado! man he says it a very nice place, and hes gonna bring me there the next time round? like real can. right, i need to bathe. thankyou shibin for today, was great :) hold on if you feel like letting go ; `there is no finish line 10:03 PM Monday, June 14, 2004if i could, then i wouldill go wherever you will go way up high or down low ill go wherever you will go if i could turn back time ill go wherever you will go if i could make you mine ill go wherever you will go haha i was practically screaming into the phone yesterday night lahh? yeah trust me i was super high! and my dear girl jeraldine couldnt stand me :) firstrow! -looks at baby and yes baby, mama loves ya loads alright? :D was pondering whether to message him :) well yeahh, i did. he sounded super weird? not the usual him. was kinda worried in a sense, but well he was sorta unwilling to say why. ah wake up mindy, he only treats you as an less than normal friend, who are you to let him share his problems with. but i wanna be there for you` forget it, then calvin messaged. he just got back from some pulau aur place in indo. dammit he went for some diving course and he is now a qualified diver? IM SO JEALOUS ALRIGHT. and he just left for some madano place for a 12 days diving trip. HURR, IM DARN ENVIOUS CANN. :) got up, was super bored. started snapping lame pictures of myself on my phone like mad? :) haha jian dan ai has been on the replay mode on my player since forever, im so dammit hooked on this song alright? hell it rocks. right, band concert is later tonight! :D hee im super excited cann, -looks at jeraldine again alright alright, im going mad again. shall go bathe. wo ai ni ; `there is no finish line 10:27 AM Sunday, June 13, 2004nothing ever stops all these thoughtsand the pain attached to them sometimes i wonder why this is happening its like nothing i could do would distract me when i think of how i shot myself in the back again cause from the infinite words i could say i put all the pain you gave to me on display but didnt realize instead of setting it free i took what i hated and made it apart of me was on the phone with darren till about 1 this morning. he was telling me about his camp, ndp and everything. sounds kinda fun huh. poured out my unhappiness, and even he thinks i should give up. darn :((( sighh. was munching oreo while chatting, and my voice was super hoarse? :| OREO still tastes the best, i still love OREO the most? :( ? :) ? why must the one person i love most be the very one who hurts me the most, it contridicts, it hurts. was freaking pissed this morning. realised that my mama and i cant communicate for nuts. we would scream and yell at each other over super small things. ah or perhaps its my lousy mood brought forth from yesterday i guess. hurrr, whats with me alright. -slaps myself rocked town, went on a shopping spree? :) -fcuk tee ! :D -shirt ! :D -white flat mary janes ! :D -jays fantasy cd ! :D i LOVE jian dan ai! -looks at ness -avrils under my skin cd ! :D woolala! :) its been a while since i last stepped on orchard ground alright. and the shopping itch bug is killing me! im freaking worried cann, like my mum messaged me to say dads gonna be hospitalised on tuesday? and hes gonna undergo operation? ://// he has some anus bleeding infection thingie, coupled up with high blood pressure and slow pumping of the heart. oh Lord, watch over my daddy please.. met up with my parents for dinner, my dad was feeling damn unwell? :| and when we were preparing to leave, his pants were blooded. looked somewhat like period? haha, sadist :(( well, i know my Lord will see my family through this listening to jian tan ai! :D i love it to bits and pieces man! :D cant wait for band concert tomorrow! mindys a happy girl! :) i dont know myself ; `there is no finish line 10:49 PM Saturday, June 12, 2004there are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me,wondering what i think of you, when i protect you out of courtesy, too many times that ive held on when i needed to push away, afraid to say what was on my mind, afraid to say what i need to say, too many things that youve said about me, when im not around. you think having the upperhand means you gotta keep putting me down. but ive had too many stand-offs with you, its about as much as i can stand. i really am in no mood to blog today, somehow. wenta gym in the morning with nessie orchard in the afternoon with nessie and jeraldine shopped around after jeraldine went back got tsemin presents :) what the hell lahh, im a freaking bitch who works at geylang. -STARES AT QASIM irritating pest. i dont care man. -roll eyes oh and i love the disco game on my handphone :D so fun alright. and everyone hates me for my new phone now :( -looks at sheranne, sherri, jeraldine, ness, chialing, tsemin, huizhen well well :) aargh whats with me, im feeling down. i feel it fading within me, why. my lifes a mess, my minds a swirl. i dont know where this life is taking me to. i needa break off from everything, its pulling me in. time is weighing too hard on me, i needa let this go. i dont have forever- I DREAD TOMORROW :( emotions falling down like the rain ; `there is no finish line 10:40 PM ill be there when the world stops turning ill be there when the storm is through at the end want to be standing at the beginning with you im back. went makan with tsemin huizhen chialing samantha karo at newton. stingray, mussels, sotong. IMISSSINGAPOREFOOD alot! :) i LOVE my mumsies alright. a hell lot. look at this, a new nokia 7200 flip phone? kiss her 328579250 times lahh! :D :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD had a little problem with the functions though. i LOVELOVELOVE my phone! :D its super sleek, super cool, super pretty and mindyngminli loves it! :DDDD oh and boy china rockks big time! :) the trips wonderful, blog about it another day ya? snapped lotsa pictures, bought lotsa stuffies, had loadsa fun! i miss the people though. dongdong, shiyu, danwei, hujing, lixing, yelei, zhongnan, LEIGAOPING. oh man hes darn shuai lahh! :D he went offline, as usual. be right back = offline, as always. miss oreo :( its latelatelate, i needa rest. sistas pmsing big time over the phone with raymond, its super loud? :| SLEEP. made up my mind, i think ; `there is no finish line 12:58 AM |