Saturday, September 25, 2004
nothing but a dead memory
of what it was but cant be
cause im hanging on every word you say

boo ! (:
alright alright, havent been updating at all this while. lifes a bull, what more can i say. end of years are like super round the corner, tests are becoming a everyday thing, homeworks piling, its barely breathable. but i so needa buck up alright, i cant for hell fail anymore.

english oral was alright, think i pretty confident for it somehow. its amusing to see how jinshun prepares for his oral speech (: HAHA. i like miss ngoh, shes the only teacher that i felt so calm taking oral with.

im at tsemins place now, we almost died doing the cmes powerpoint presentation slides, -faints. shes by my side now, we are eating strawberry pocky (:
oh yeah tsemin and jeraldine made up a poem for zhen just, and here it goes

kong xu de xing, zhi you tau ni guan xin
wen rou de ai, zhi you tau ni pei zai
gu zhi de xing ge , zhi you tau ni fu he
liu xia de lei shui, zhi you tau ni ban shui
to be continued-, -winks at zhen (:

oh well, this would officially be the last time i blog till after end of years. its gonna be hardcore mugging (: nerd.

wrote this poem the other day during history class (:

just let me bleed, shed this haunting pain
its only then my heart wont feel this wreck
let me cry, till these tears run dry
for all these pains i kept beneath the old judebox of dying melody hurts me so
this memory of you i escape
my wounds wont let me
still i ponder to why this angel ; crafted to an image of perfection
chose to puppet me to playwright his horror play
leaving me a suitcase full of stubborn heartaches which refuses to fade over time
and this angel of mine flew back to his heavens where he belong
playing his harp singing his songs
and never, never would he look back down to the world he left behind
or let his eyes set upon the girl he once loved, the girl he destructed.

so let me bleed, in excess

you tore my feelings like i had none
mindy-

THIS IS A GREAT SONG, THIS IS A GREAT SONG, THIS IS A GREAT SONG, THIS IS A GREAT SONG, THIS IS A GREAT SONG, THIS IS A GREAT SONG, THIS IS A GREAT SONG, THIS IS A GREAT SONG, THIS IS A GREAT SONG, THIS IS A GREAT SONG :D

breathing ; lifehouse (:
im finding my way back to sanity again
though i dont really know what im going to do when i get there
take a breath and hold on tight spin around one more time
and gracefully fall back to the arms of grace

i am hanging on every word you say
and even if you dont want to speak tonight
thats alright, alright with me
cause i want nothing more than to sit outside heavens door and listen to you breathing
is where i want to be

im looking past the shadows
of my mind into the truth and im trying to identify
the voices in my head God which ones you
let me feel one more time
what it feels like to feel alive
and break these calluses off of me one more time

cause i am hanging on every word you say
and even if you dont want to speak tonight thats alright, alright with me
cause i want nothing more than to sit outside your door and listen to you breathing
is where i want to be

i dont want a thing from you
bet youre tired of me waiting
for the scraps to fall off your table to the ground
i just want to be here now

cause i am hanging on every word you say
and even if you dont want to speak tonight thats alright, alright with me
cause i want nothing more than to sit outside heavens door and listen to you breathing
is where i want to be
i am hanging on every word you cause i want nothing more than to sit outside heavens door and listen to you breathing
is where i want to be

tsemin just burped, shes going loones. its scary. she just attempted to strangle me. shs very weird.

OKAY so till exams are over, bye world.



`there is no finish line
6:00 PM

Thursday, September 16, 2004
the girl in me
shes been abused
her soul, weak from heartache
shes become paralysed
in this game of vindictive love
where a part of her
is ripped from the core of her soul
she yearned to end her life
with a pretty pistol - that seemed to fit her hand perfectly
or perhaps
even just to fall to her death from building tops
she dreamed of her death
oh, for the girl in me
shes tired of wishing on the brightest stars



ITS SUFFOCATING ME
ITS STRUGGLING ME
ITS HAUNTING ME
ITS KILLING ME




the stress caused a mess in her head
frustration blended with complexities of love
she felt emotions inside of her boil over
what could she do

her eyes flashed angrily; ready to kill
the angst and hatred she felt
could only be taken out on herself
nobody understood

only her slashed wrists knew her agony
only they knew



CANCEL ME OUT
CANCEL ME OUT
CANCEL ME OUT



my hearts been bruised beyond recognition
its blue – cold from neglect
i felt a strange sort of feeling
it seemed to ache yet flutter with ecstasy knowing youre around

you leave me completely breathless – im almost suffocating
suddenly everything seems too much to take
my soul weary from heartbreak
i wanted to embrace my suicidal death

youre the one pushing me nearer to my death
yet pulling me so close to life again
just by your mere existencei was being thrown around by you – unconsciously

the effect you have on me, so violent
it drives me insane
why do i even feel for you
tell me – why?





`there is no finish line
6:14 AM

Wednesday, September 15, 2004
your memory is like a ghost
and my heart is its host


okay so school has officially reopened, and it less than three weeks to final years, -screams. im gonna go bonks from all the stress and pressure, its nuts. and i really gotta pull my socks way damn up, im cant cant fail any subjects for final years boy, it would be hell.

todays nice, im happy (: well, its weird.
lessons were a breeze, i slept so many times during english that miss hia couldnt be bothered to get me up to listen. yeah and mrs thomas was on leave so we just spent the whole period listening to jeraldines nyaa tales ? physics was fun, tsemins a crap. we took photos with my cam.
the best part was after school ! (: -looks at tsemin sherri jeraldine
we went over dover playground and played like some spastics primary school kids, haha. played swings, mhmm ! then jeraldine and i were guarding our royal palace ? haha sherri is the royal entertainer and tsemin was the royal servant (: haha we really crapped a hell lot, laughed till our sides hurt this much. yeah then we took photos ? haha then im supposed to be the sexy mama, like i dont know how, -forced smile. kay then we finally came up with the chem project story, we wrote it on the sand (:
then seven eleven ! im the icecream lady (: haha, got a cornette classics.
yada, went back school. it started pouring like monkeys, cabbed to cell with zhen tsemin and pris. cell was alright, beelians so funny. i cant wait for church camp at the end of the year ? (:

ah josephines boyfriend picked her up after school today ? hes so so cute ! :D –smiles at jo, haha.

we finally cleared up, what my heart wants to say.

BROWNIE ; OUR FINAL GOODBYE-
well, lets see. it was on this years valentines that we met ? and its all been a whirlwind of almost everything. from going outs to conversations, i wont deny i had the factor of fun but it never had been anything more than that. everything you did for me, done for me, i appreciate it. having to hush me up when i cried my heart out over the phone, paying for my movies, cabs, clothes, meals blahblah, showering me with gifts. ive let you down, but this heart of mine just dont feel.

like i said, i do have someone in mind and thank you for supporting my decision to wait for him.
if i could turn back time, perhaps i wished we never met.

IM SORRY-

ladeedums, im tired.
but before i go..
give me a O, give me a R, give me a E, give me O, and you get :D
haha thats so lame, cheap thrill. –slaps myself

oh and tomorrows the getting back of report book, someone kill me please. spell it capital and bold font size 72, doomsday.

SLASH IT-


`there is no finish line
6:42 AM

Sunday, September 12, 2004
SCREAMS
on the phone !! :D



`there is no finish line
2:48 AM

i cant sleep
i cant freaking sleep, its like 0103am lahh.
im on the labtop, chinese worksheets are the most horrible thing one can ever do.

we are talking online now (:

oh yes i got my pink roxy tee today, so its off my wishlist :)

SUPREMACY-


`there is no finish line
1:53 AM

Friday, September 10, 2004
im sinking slowly
so hurry hold meyour hand is all i have to keep me hanging on
this boredoms driving me mad.


start`-
what time is it ? : 0404 pm (:
what date is it ? : 100904
why are you filling this out ? : BORED (:

;you-*
full name : mindy ng (:
do you like it? : kinda yes, fancy the name nicole though
nicknames : moley, i hate it alright.
age : 15 going on 16.
dob : 2july1989
height : early onesixties.
hair colour : rather brown (:
eye colour : black i suppose
where do you live : singapore.
do you like it there ? : uh, pretty much no.
why / why not ? : its a oven.
where were you born ? mount elisabeth.
astrological sign : cancer
shoe size : sevenhalf-
school : fmss`

;family-*
parents names : him > michael / her > annie
do you have any siblings ? : yupp.
if so, what are their names and ages ? : madeline ; twentytwo
are your parents divorced/remarried/single ? : thank God, married (:
pets : two adorable cats, a couple of fishes at the balcony.
names : aiko and meow (:
do you like your family ? : when they are nice, yes.
favourite relative : uh my aunt ann ? and my cousin aloysius (:

;loves-*
number : SEVENTEEN`17 (: -smiles
colour : red pink purple
car : uh, the limegreen volkswagen beetle is cute.
season : hmm say autumn ?
holiday : christmas, roast turkey and logcakes ! (:
month : december.
day of week : fridays ! (:
sport : n-e-t-b-a-l-l ! :D
class : er orca ?
teacher : MR FIRHAD BIN ROHANI (: haha ganesan and chee peng as well
drink : teh bing ?
candy : m&ms ! dove halzenut chocs ! hersheys ! chips ! (:
food : uh jap food.
fruit : strawberries ! -looks at mel
veggie : nah none.
dessert : my beloved anti-depressant too, ICECREAM (:
tv show : all are fine.
radio station : 98.7fm (:
cd : linkin parks meteora (:
actor : i suppose CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY (: haha
actress : no particular.
song : the list would go on and on and on.
phrase : not sure.
animal : i love seals and otters and dolphins, dont ask me why.
flower : BLUEROSES ! :D -heartmelts
clothing store : roxy ripcurl quiksilver nike adidas fcuk billabong (:
article of clothing : uhh.
underwear : hah, no comments.
breakfast food : ham and cheese sandwiches and scrambled eggs (:
ice cream flavour : tell me cookies and cream rockks (:
way to have fun : hanging out.


;friends-*
who is your best girl friend : hmm a lot ? [in NO order of merit] nessie karo sherri tsemin zhen sher jeraldine mel jamie crisie ling chia (: -smiles
guy friend : erm a handful lahh
do you get along with people easily : rather i guess ?
who have you known the longest : uhh sheranne wong chu wen. my primary one and two bestie ! (:
who do you dislike the most : ahem.
was your crush/bf/gf a close friend before you liked them ? : not really.
craziest : sirong ? he ate mealworms and frog eggs in primary school.
loudest : haha the title goes to karo (:
funniest : jin shun ? seeing him just makes me laugh.
quietest : erm alina ?
sweetest : all ! (:
most caring : hah, dada.
most understanding : closer girl pals, yupp.
kinkiest : huh.
best dressed : hmm smelly melly !
biggest flirt : well well WELL, shant say !
most likely to have a 2 year relationship : dont know, who knows.
cutest couple : nicolette and johnathan (: -smiles
most loyal : dont know yet
most athletic : edwin ? basketball / soccer / tracks yeahh.
if you were stuck with only 2 friends, who would you choose and why : tough nut to crack, i have no idea.
if you could date one guy friend, who would you date and why : HIM ? (: hes someone nice to hang out with, mhmm.
if you were the opposite sex, which member of the same sex ( as you are now ) would you date and why : HMM, ethel, mgs goal attack ? she looks cute (: but heyy, im no lesbian
most likely to be on Americas Most Wanted : aye, the pretty butch sherri.
most likely to be a stripper : huh, why does mel face just spring into my head.
one you would travel across the world for : all you sweeties (:
if you could take 5 friends to paradise with you to live, who would you take and why would they be the best ? tougher nut to crack, i wna bring all ? (: plus him definitely.
biggest thug : my boiling point, who else.
smartest : TWANG AI YUN lahh (: -stares
shortest : hmm, ken ?
who would do anything for a thousand dollars ? : hmm.
who has the nicest parents : definitely huizhens (: bofu bomu !
who is most like you : hmm i think nessie, music tastes and clothes tastes sama sama ! (:

;love and relationships-*
do you have a bf/gf ? nope.
if so, who ? : no one.
if not, do you have a crush? : heh yups.
if so, who ? : -sticks tongue out
how long have you liked your bf/gf/crush ? : over a year ? pretty long.
what about them do you like so much? : charisma, attitude and character. unique style (:
what is their strongest quality? : NICE (:
weakest quality? : overly nice, to girls.
how long have you known him/her : hmm, since sec one.
what physical feature attracted you to them first ? : those eyes.
personality feature : NICE NICE (:
if you could kiss one famous musician who would it be and why ? : can it be pierre from simple plan ?
if you could kiss one famous actor who would it be and why ? : orlando, need i say more.
if you are single, why do you think you are ? : cause i suck. hah as simple as that.
what was your longest relationship ? : uhh, shant say.
shortest ? : im no britney, lala.
who was your first love : NONE.
most recent kiss : -looks up
who is one person youve liked but never said a thing : haha fill in the blanks.

;past spring back-*
if you could take back one thing you did, what would it be and why ? : hurting him, it ended us.
do you have any regrets ? godzillions.
last thing you said : i cant remember.
last song you heard : nsync - i drive myself crazy (:
last person you talked to : aloysius, hes coming back in a few mths time ! (:
if you could get back together with an ex, who would it be and why ? : porky. i miss everything.

;present fall forward-*
what are you doing right now ? : this survey ? and messaging foxy.
what cd is in your cd player ? : avrils under my skin (:
are you cold ? : no.
how are you sitting ? : with my ass on the chair ? DUH.
is there music on ? : yupp !
if so, what song is it ? vertical horizon - youre a god ! :D
what time is it ? : 0656pm
where are your parents ? : at work i suppose.

;have you ever-*
drank : HAHA, yeah (: during the china trip till i got super tipsy
smoked : no, never.
skinny dipped : what are swimsuits for.
prank called police : nopey
been followed : uh uh.
been high : yeahh when i got drunk in china, ran around the hotel corridor like a mad freak. -looks at karo (: haha
done drugs : no, no, never.
stole : yeah i did. this super pretty pencil sharpener from my sitting partner back in primary two i think.
met someone off the net : uh, it was a mistake.
been in a fist fight : i think we girls are more demure ? we cat fight (:
punched your sibling : haha thats what i meant by the above sentence, -looks at sista.
wished you died : yeah.
tried to commit suicide : err haha yeah i did. mixed dove soap, soya sauce, expired coke blahblahblah and attempted to drink it down once when i got real upset. thank God i chickened out (:
broken a bone : ankle.
driven illegally : the furthest i went was daytona (:
thrown things at your parents : hah, think so.
runaway : nopey.

;do you-*
do you right in cursive or print ? : print (:
are you a lefty, righty, or ambidextrious : rightyy ! but i like writing left hand somehow.
do you believe in God ? : DEFINITELY :D
whats your religion ? : christian ! Harvesters assembly of God (:
what do you think of rainbows ? beautiful, oh i just saw one today ! (:
do you have any piercings/tattoos ? : i wna pierce my ears.
what do you think of eminem ? dont really fancy rappers.
is tupac shakur really dead ? : whooo ?
what do you think of britney and justin ? : justin is much more better off with diaz.
if you could live anywhere else, where would you live ? : by the seaside, anywhere (:
do you drive ? : as again, daytona.
do you have braces or glasses ? : none ? contacts.
like milk and cookies ? : BOTH (:
ever worn black nail polish ? : oh i love them (:
girls, what colour nail polish do you have on ? : none.
if you could have a sixth sense, what would it be ? : the ability to read your heart.
if you have a magical power, what would it be and why would you want it ? : hmm i wna turn back time.
if you could be invisible for a day what would you do ? : i wna observe him for a day (:
do you do things even when your parents say no ? : haha erm mum and dad wouldnt be seeing this so, HELL YES (:
what is your favourite song to rock out to ? : hey mama this that shit that make you groove mama, get on the floor and move your booty mama ! blackeyepeas (:
did you talk to your crush/bf/gf today ? : no
if so, for how long ? : we havent been talking since forever
if not, why not ? : dont know, we just dont talk.

i was really bored so i decided to do this, quizzes are erm quite fun ? haha
breakfast with nessie was nice, training was sucky.

im so bloody tired i dont wanna talk.

PERFUMED CANDIES-






`there is no finish line
8:21 PM

Thursday, September 09, 2004
bound with all the weight of all the words she tried to say
chained to all the places that she never wished to stay

physics class yesterday was super fun. we were on debating on why guys think keeping armpit and leg hair is a manly thing. uh huh and we kept cracking up on it, all the weird weird thoughts just came out, -looks at zhen sherri and sam. haha i personally CANT STAND, capital and bold font size 72, CANT STAND guys who dont shave, i find it super sickening. yes sherri ? HAHA (: -looks at zhen and sam, one, two, three ! I LOVE YOU ! :D
yeah so makaned at dover, had chicken rice and ice kachang corn (: sherri and i were talking about the b division selections stuff that would take place very very soon ? ahhh freak out girlies, murder. went back school to wait for eileen, chatted with sherri in the canteen for about an hour or so, realised just how much we both missed the past ? the doubledates and all, aargh. well well, its all but too far gone, -frowns at sherri. kay so eileen came, took 198 to sherris place, did our coffee project website. haha well to be precised, eileen did our coffee project website lahh, sherri and i were fellow html dumbos. just summarized and tested stuff. i love sitting on the big yellow beanie bag ! (: so super comfortable. HAHA.
and i whereby declare i really dislike russell jeremiah choo.
1. he shoots his stupid toy archery arrows at me
2. he claims he saw abel and i kiss when i don't even know who the hell is that guy
3. he snatches the possession of the beanie bag with me
4. he likes squirting this sweet syrup on my tee
5. he screams really lot
haha did a bit of chinese homework, read sherri's letters ! its really sweet, makes you go awww that kinda thing. then had dinner. sherri's mum whips up really good food boy, i love her chicken wings (: then sherri left for church, eileen dad came to pick her up and i bussed home.

oh gosh i woke up like 0950 this morning when trainings at 1000, -screams. i cant get myself to sleep lately, i would be like sitting up on my bed and staring into space till 200am plus. kay so i practically speed through my wash up, change up blahblah, run outta the house and flagged a cab.
training was fine, i cant have sheranne as my drill partner, i would die laughing (: haha.
bathed after that with nessie and sherri, stupid sheranne kept banging the doors and switching off the toilet lights. then went dover for lunch, ZHI CAH again ! (: erm saw him there. played zhong ji mi ma ? sherri vomited the yucky thingie out, and like immediately after she did that, a birdshit landed on her thigh, how lucky can one get mann. then everyone bussed downta jurong east, was SUPPOSED to study at the library but ended up catching a movie at jec. karo went home, sheranne too, nessie too ):
so zhen baby and sherri caught the 0415 the terminal. ILOVEIT (: haha its both funny and sweet, tom hanks acts very well boyy. its damn good movie really. so was the salted popcorns and m&ms, haha.
okay and after the show, we TRIED sneaking in to cinema three for a free movie cause there was no one guarding the door BUT this old malay lady caught us, dammit haha.

wow ive been online since forever, haha i love the chats with julia and nessie ! (: i shared a lot with them, haha ladeedums. i dont like what i got myself into, human emotions are a nuisance. theres no like dictionary to define what you are feeling or a delete button to bury those thoughts. its like a split decision of fate, its funny how it lingers, bothers and haunts you.
you cant change the fact that you love someone no matter how hard you try to.

im sorry brownie

IF ONLYS-


`there is no finish line
8:01 AM

Wednesday, September 08, 2004
tell me why youre lookin so confused
when im the one who didnt know the truth

im at sherris place now, her mum cooking rocks. especially the chicken wings, heavenly (:
lala, im off






`there is no finish line
7:08 PM

Tuesday, September 07, 2004
all i am
all ill be
everything in this world
all that ill ever need
is in your eyes
shining at me

wenta make my ic yesterday with karo at lavender. the taking of my passport size photo was hilarious, the stupid photographer was an ass. the whole thing was pretty fast, i love stamping thumb prints (:
then trained to bugis, karos feet was hurting like mad cause of her blisters. windowshopped and all, aww im in love with this SUPER PRETTEH HOT PINK ADIDAS ORIGINALS SWEATER :D ah but its like 109 bucks, forget it. took neos ! HAHA (: the whole thing is just funny, we were like goo goo ga ga big time in the machine booth. HAHAHA –looks at karo. shall put it on my album soon yeah, then youll know what i mean.
rushed down for training, miss lee joined us for the ten minutes warm up run (: funny little thing lah she.
onethird court took forever to end, as usual.
went for dinner with sherri nessie and melly at dover. had ZHI ZAH ! :D yummylicious.
quarrelled with brownie over sms, hes just this flirty jerk i cant stand anymore.

today !
chilled at essential brews with jamie fling ! (: so fun ! yeah chatted a hell lot, got to know A LOT MORE things about this darling of mine. nevertheless pigged out too, the bill came up to thirtyfour bucks, -swallows saliva. haha, i had a great time with you too fling, shall chill again soon yes ? ILOVEYOU (:
sista fetched jamie home, then took away CHEESEPRATAS AND MILO DINOS (:

oh brownie bought me this DIGITAL CAMERA ! im still trying to figure out how do i upload my pictures to the com, took lotsa photos with fling at brews today, FUN (:

i kinda wrote this long letter last night cause i cant sleep, i read through all the letters he wrote to me again, cried again. guess i really bared my soul out on the paper but i would never have the courage to pass it to him.
love, oreo.

yeah yeah this girl me is shagged, so bye.

DROWNING LINES-


`there is no finish line
9:47 PM

Monday, September 06, 2004
lying in your arms
so close together
didnt know just what i had
now i toss and turn
cause im without you

how im missing you so bad
where was my head
where was my heart
now i cry alone in the dark

i lay awake
i drive myself crazy
drive myself crazy
thinking of you
made a mistake
when i let you go baby
i drive myself crazy
wanting you the way that i do

i was such a fool
i couldnt see it
just how good you were to me

you confessed your love
undying devotion
i confessed my need to be free
and now im leftwith all this pain
i only got myself to blame

why didnt i know
how much i loved you baby
why couldnt show it
if i had only told you
when i had the chance
oh i had the chance

i drive myself crazy ; nsync (: beautiful song baby.

friday was great ! (: PARENTS NIGHT ! haha well just realised ushers is just another term for servants. arranged chairs, transport balloons, carry gifts, clear taires, clear dirty canteen tables, shift bags blahblah, it felt like running errands mann. haha aarghh ! i so dammit love the red heart shaped balloons ! :D so pretteh alright, so so pretteh. mhmm, sherri and i decided that our future boyfriend HAVE to give us a bunch of those in order for us to say yes. HAHA (: -looks at sherri. kay so from after school to about 545 sherri and i had been running about school getting stuff done and all, super fun ! the packed dinner was good, but having to clean up the canteen after that was horrible. spilled rices, smashed chicken pieces oh my goodness, so much for being an usher.

all the female ushers getting changed into sleeves and blazers was the fun part (: yeah we only had like half an hour, bathed like super fast. haha everyone was screaming when it came to the putting on clothes part, its super duper hot. uh huh and everyone had problems with the stockings, my dear pam ran out of the toilet in her panties, -slaps forehead. tidied up and all, rush off for our duties. stationed just outside the archives room leading the canteen with sherri, said nothing but ‘good evening sir, good evening mdm, enjoy your dinner’ over and over again. he talked to me ! :D –squeals and squeeze sherris arm, haha. the heels were killing my feets, its super painful. then then THEN, i saw mum walking in a distance. OH MY GOODNESS, she wore this black mini skirt, and a funky tee. this big earring on one side of her ear and this er funny looking bag plus clown shoes. i expected this lahh, that was why i went over to her room the night before and asked her what she was gonna dress in. she assured me its gonna be decent and simple and shooed me outta her room ? DECENT INDEED, my foot. haha

the concert was in my opinion lousy ? besides the band performance and the bb fancy drill, it wasnt anything worth sitting in for. mum was sitting with roystons parents on the left wing, i stood at the right wing ? PERFECT ANGLE (: -gleams, mesmerized by the way he played, totally. i liked the second song best, catchy. the rest of the concert went on fine, a few laughs here and there. all ushers stood up and sway with the music with our arms around each other during the last song, if we hold on together (: had sherri on my left, justin on my right, the feeling was just amazing.

stacked chairs after everything ended, then head down to the councilors room to sign return blazers and get our bags and all. everyone was deadbeat but nevertheless we all had loads of fun ! (:

sherri !
sarah !
pam !
jan !
amelia !
cheryl !
joce !
loke!
joel !
jeremy !
justin !
raymond !
ray j !
sean !
edwin !
kenneth !
alvin !
darren !
leonard !

parents night ushers 04 ! :D fond memories.

alright, the write up story on the romance of Ronald Susilo and Lee Jia Wei on Sunday times is just so sweet, i melted reading it. ladeedums. uh huh and like on yesterdays papers, they reported a ghostly encounter at rifle range road, im like er thats where i live ? my estates pure freaky, thats all i have to say.

hail holidays ! (: i said ppr reports are suicidal, seriously are. just dont talk about physics and chemistry, -screams and cover face. I NEED MY ICECREAM.

my parents just had this dinner cum gathering thing with their friends at the back of our house, catered buffet and stuff. i hate such stuff, i feel so left our cause everyone is like twenty years or more older than me. i practically just ate and stone, mum insist i statue there cause it would save her face, what the. yeah yeahh played snake on my sistas handphone, at least i broke her high score (:

ERM, mum just said shes gonna write a letter to Fairfield to request that they making culinary a cca cause she wanna teach ! oh my goodness, -faints and fall to the ground. MY MUM WANNA BE A CULINARY INSTRUCTRESS IN FAIRFIELD, -faints again.i cant imagine that alright, it just pictures to be something weird. i think the students would be wondering why this 49 year old lady is wearing powerpuff girls tee and mini skirt with shocking red hair and weird clown like shoes than listen to her on how to bake puffs and cakes. once again, OH MY GOODNESS. i hope miss lim rejects her proposal, she CANNOT accept it. my mums gone crank and thats it boy.

training at three tomorrow.

music, blast ;
dare you to move ; switchfoot
man overboard ; blink 182
only one ; yellowcard
way away ; yellowcard
gifts and curses ; yellowcard
welcome to my life ; simple plan
imaginary ; evanescence

till the next time.

SO SORRY ITS OVER-




`there is no finish line
9:18 PM

Thursday, September 02, 2004
give me back my point of view
cause i just cant think for you


haha was with mel on the phone last night, her chinese is super cannot make it, -looks at mel. haha so arranged to meet in town at 12. nessie cant make it, and sam and jeraldine joined us. well bought tickets for 13 going on 30 at cine, then lunched at yoshinoya. took neos at heeren ! :D aww so damn fun lahh, haha the usual screaming people, laughed like mad alright. the shots were funny, the decorating part was even funnier (: oh my goodness.
rushed to cell, worship was good, the sharing part was wonderful. its the first time i ever saw tsemin breakdown and cry. thanks beth for praying for me? (:
cabbed back to town to catch the movie, was super duper late. the show was at 0445 and cell ended at 0600 lahh ? \: and i really detest comfort cab drivers,

1. they have no idea where orchard cineleisure is :
2. they drive at an ant speed of 40km/h :
3. they love making funny whistle noises that really piss you off :
4. they drop you off at a road opposite taka and ask you to watch to cineleisure yourself :

dont i just love comfort cabbies ? especially TAN KIM POH lahh (: haha.
went for the show, only caught like five minutes of it. the girls were saying its good and all, aargh.
saw fiona xie at paragon ! (: shes freaking pretty alright, freaking. haha jeraldine sam and i were chasing her round like paparazzis mann, shes shopping for glasses or something.

kay so im like home now, theres school tomorrow freak.
juniors are having friendlies with commonwealth after school, probably go down and catch it or something.

braindead.


`there is no finish line
5:34 AM



and i wont forget the way you loved me ;
mindy 2july1989 netballer seventeen
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